Dreamcatcher

meeting. The bathroom knob coming free in his hand as the rod snapped. The sense of darkness which was the creature’s shadow falling over him. It had been real enough then, real as roses, real as raindrops. Jonesy had turned and seen him… it… whatever Mr Gray had been before he was Mr Gray… standing there in the big central room. The stuff of a hundred movies and “unexplained mysteries” documentaries, only old. Old and sick. Ready even then for this hospital bed in the Intensive Care Unit. Marcy, it had said, plucking the word straight out of Jonesy’s brain. Pulling it like a cork. Making the hole through which it could enter. Then it had exploded like a noisemaker on New Year’s Eve, spraying byrus instead of confetti, and…

… and I imagined the rest. That was it, wasn’t it? Just another case of intergalactic schizophrenia. Basically, that was it.

Jonesy! Henry shouts. If you’re goina do it, then do it!

Here it comes, Mr Gray, Jonesy thinks. Get ready for it. Because payback’s-

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Mr Gray had gotten Lad’s body halfway into the gap when Jonesy’s voice filled his head.

Here it comes, Mr Gray. Get ready for it. Because payback’s a bitch.

There was a ripping pain across the middle of Jonesy’s throat.

Mr Gray raised Jonesy’s hands, making a series of gagging grunts that would not quite attain the status of screams. He didn’t feel the beard-stubbled, unbroken skin of Jonesy’s throat but his own ragged flesh. What he felt most strongly was shocked disbelief: it was the last of Jonesy’s emotions upon which he drew. 7his could not be happening. They always came in the ships of the old ones, those artifacts; they always raised their hands in surrender; they always won. This could not be happening.

And yet somehow it was.

The byrum’s consciousness did not so much fade as disintegrate. Dying, the entity once known as Mr Gray reverted to its former state. As he became it (and just before it could become nothing), Mr Gray gave the dog’s body a final vicious shove. It sank into the gap yet still not quite far enough to go through.

The byrum’s last Jonesy-tinged thought was I should have taken him up on it. I should have gone na-

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Jonesy slashes the jagged end of the TV controller across Mr Gray’s naked wattled neck. Its throat peels open like a mouth and a cloud of reddish-orange matter puffs out, staining the air the color of blood before falling back to the counterpane in a shower of dust and fluff.

Mr Gray s body twitches once, galvanically, beneath Jonesy’s and Henry’s hands. Then it shrivels like the dream it always was and becomes something familiar. For a moment Jonesy can’t make the connection and then it comes. Mr Gray’s remains look like one of the condoms they saw on the floor of the deserted office in the Tracker Brothers depot.

He’s-

-dead! is how Jonesy means to finish, but then a terrible bolt of pain tears through him. Not his hip this time but his head. And his throat. All at once his throat is wearing a necklace of fire. And the whole room is transparent, damned if it isn’t. He’s looking through the wall and into the shaft house, where the dog stuck in the crack is giving birth to a vile red creature that looks like a weasel crossed with a huge, blood-soaked worm. He knows well enough what it is: one of the byrum.

Streaked with blood and shit and the remains of its own membranous placenta, its brainless black eyes staring (they’re his eyes, Jonesy thinks, Mr Gray’s eyes), it is being born in front of him, stretching its body out, trying to pull free, wanting to drop into the darkness and fall toward the sound of running water. Jonesy looks at Henry.

Henry looks back.

For just a moment their young and startled eyes meet… and then they are disappearing, as well.

Duddits, Henry says. His voice comes from far away. Duddits is going. Jonesy…

Goodbye. Perhaps Henry means to say goodbye. Before he can, they’re both gone.

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There was a moment of vertigo when Jonesy was exactly nowhere, a sense of utter disconnection. He thought it must be death, that he had killed himself as well as Mr Gray-cut his own throat, as the saying went.

What brought him back was pain. Not in his throat, that was gone and he could breathe again-he could hear the air going in and out of him in great dry gasps. No, this pain was an old acquaintance. It was in his hip. It caught him and swung him back into the world around its swollen, howling axis, winding him up like a tether-ball on a post. There was concrete under his knees, his hands were full of fur, and he heard an inhuman chattering sound. At least this part is real, he thought. This part is outside the dreamcatcher.

That godawful chattering sound.

Jonesy saw the weasel-thing now dangling into the dark, held to the upper world only by its tail, which wasn’t yet free of the dog. Jonesy lunged forward and clamped his hands around its slippery, shivering middle just as it did pull free.

He rocked backward, his bad hip throbbing, holding the writhing, yammering thing above his head like a carny performer with a boa constrictor. It whipped back and forth, teeth gnashing at the air, bending back on itself, trying to get at Jonesy’s wrist and snagging the right sleeve of his parka instead, tearing it open and releasing near-weightless tangles of white down filling.

Jonesy pivoted on his howling hip and saw a man framed in the broken window through which Mr Gray had wriggled. The newcomer, his face long with surprise, was dressed in a camouflage parka and holding a rifle.

Jonesy flung the wriggling weasel as hard as he could, which wasn’t very hard. It flew perhaps ten feet, landed on the leaf-littered floor with a wet thump, and immediately began slithering back toward the shaft. The dog’s body plugged part of it, but not enough. There was plenty of room.

“Shoot it!” Jonesy screamed at the man with the rifle. “For God’s sake shoot it before it can get into the water!”

But the man in the window did nothing. The world’s last hope only stood there with his mouth hanging open.

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Owen simply couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Some sort of red thing, a freakish weasel with no legs. To hear about such things was one matter; to actually see one was another. It squirmed toward the hole in the middle of the floor. A dog with its stiffening paws held up as if in surrender was wedged there.

The man-it had to be Typhoid Jonesy-was screaming at him to shoot the thing, but Owen’s arms simply wouldn’t come up. They seemed to be coated in lead. The thing was going to get away; after all that had happened, what he had hoped to prevent was going to happen right in front of him. It was like being in hell.

He watched it wriggle forward, making a godawful monkey-sound that he seemed to hear in the center of his head; he watched Jonesy lunging with desperate awkwardness, hoping to catch it or at least head it off. It wasn’t going to work. The dog was in the way.

Owen again commanded his arms to raise the gun and point it, but nothing happened. The MP5 might as well have been in another universe. He was going to let it get away. He was going to stand here like a post and let it get away. God help him.

God help them all.

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Henry sat up in the back seat of the Humvee, dazed. There was stuff in his hair. He brushed at it, still feeling caught in the dream of the hospital (except that was no dream, he thought, and then a sharp prick of pain restored him to something like reality. It was glass. His hair was filled with glass. More of it, Saf-T- Glas crumbles of it, covered the seat. And Duddits.

“Dud?” Useless, of course. Duddits was dead. Must be dead. He had expended the last of his failing energy to bring Jonesy and Henry together in that hospital room. But Duddits groaned. His eyes opened, and looking into them brought Henry all the way back to this snowy dead-end road. Duddits’s eyes were red and bloody zeroes, the eyes of a sibyl.

“Ooby!” Duddits cried. His hands rose and made a weak aiming gesture, as if he held a rifle. “Ooby-Doo! Ot-sum urk-ooo do now!” From somewhere up ahead in the woods, two rifle shots came in answer. A pause, then a third one.

“Dud?” Henry whispered. “Duddits?”

Duddits saw him. Even through his bloody eyes, Duddits saw him. Henry more than felt this; for a moment he actually saw himself through Duddits’s eyes. It was like looking into a magic mirror. He saw the Henry who had been: a kid looking out at the world through horn-rimmed glasses that were too big for his face and always sliding down to the end of his nose. He felt Duddits’s love for him, a simple and uncomplicated emotion untinctured by doubt or selfishness or even gratitude, Henry took Duddits in his arms, and when he felt the lightness of his old friend’s body, Henry began to cry.

“You were the lucky one, buddy,” he said, and wished Beaver were here. Beaver could have done what Henry could not; Beav could have sung Duddits to sleep. “You were always the lucky one, that’s what I think.”

“Ennie,” Duddits said, and touched Henry’s cheek with one hand. He was smiling, and his final words were perfectly clear. “I love you, Ennie.”

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Two shots rang out up ahead-carbine whipcracks. Not far up ahead, either. Kurtz stopped. Freddy was about twenty feet ahead of him, standing by a sign Kurtz could just make Out: ABSOLUTELY NO FISHING FROM SHAFT HOUSE.