“He and I and our two other friends-the ones who are dead-once knew someone who was
But that wasn’t the truth, Henry suspected; although Jonesy had been hit and almost killed in Cambridge find Duddits had never to Henry’s knowledge been south of Derry in his life, Duds had somehow been a part of Jonesy’s final, crucial change. A part of that, too. He
“And I’m supposed to what? Just believe all this? Swallow it like cough-syrup?”
In the sweet-smelling darkness of the shed, Henry’s lips spread in a humorless grin. “Owen,” he said, “you
Henry asked the question with his mind.
Standing outside the compound fence by the back wall of the old storage shed, freezing his balls off, filter-mask pulled down around his neck so he could smoke a series of cigarettes he did not want (he’d gotten a fresh pack in the PX), Owen would have said he never felt less like laughing in his life… but when the man in the shed responded to his eminently reasonable question with such impatient directness-
“The question, though… the question is…”
Tired as he was, Owen could see only one answer to that question. “We have to go after Jones, I suppose. Will it do any good? Do we have time?” “I think we might. Just.”
Owen tried to read what was behind Henry’s response with his own lesser powers and could not. Yet he was positive that most of what the man had told him was true.
“No,” Henry said, and for the first time Owen thought he sounded upset, not entirely sure of himself. “No butchery. Kurtz isn’t going to kill somewhere between two hundred and eight hundred people. People who ultimately can’t influence this business one way or the other. They’re just-Christ, they’re just innocent bystanders!”
Owen wasn’t entirely surprised to find himself rather enjoying his new friend’s discomfort; God knew Henry had discomfited
“Yes, but…” Floundering. Henry’s mental voice was a little surer, but only a little.
“We won’t be walking anywhere,” Owen said. “We’ll be running like a couple of rats in a corncrib.” He dropped his third cigarette after a final token puff and watched the wind carry it away. Beyond the shed, curtains of snow rippled across the empty corral, building up huge drifts against the side of the barn. Trying to go anywhere in this would be madness.
“Kill Kurtz,” Henry said. “That’s the answer. It’ll make it easier for us to get away with no one to give orders, and it’ll put the… the biological cleansing on hold. “Owen laughed dryly. “You make it sound so easy,” he said. “Double-oh-Underhill, license to kill.”
He lit a fourth cigarette, cupping his hands around the lighter and the end of the smoke. In spite of his gloves, his fingers were numb.
“What’s the big deal about it?” Henry asked, but he knew what the big deal was, all right; Owen could sense (and half-hear) him trying not to see it, not wanting things to be worse than they already were. “Just walk in there and pop him.”
“Wouldn’t work.” Owen sent Henry a brief image: Freddy Johnson (and other members of the so-called Imperial Valley cadre) keeping an eye on Kurtz’s Winnebago. “Also, he’s got the place wired for sound. If anything happens, the hard boys come running. Maybe I
“That’s something it might be prudent for me to keep to myself, for the time being.”
Owen nonetheless probed for it with such telepathy as he possessed. For a moment he caught a blurred and perplexing vision-a tall white building in the snow, cylindrical, like a barn silo and then it was gone, replaced by the image of a white horse that looked almost like a unicorn running past a sign. On the sign were red letters reading BANBURY CROSS under a pointing arrow.
He grunted in amusement and exasperation. “You’re jamming me.” “You can think of it that way. Or you can think of it as teaching you a technique you better learn if you’d like to keep our conversation a secret.”
“Uh-huh.” Owen wasn’t entirely displeased with what had just happened. For one thing, a jamming technique would be a very good thing to have. For another, Henry
“Henry, I want you to listen to me now.”
“All right.”
“Here’s the simplest, safest thing we can do, you and I. First, if time isn’t an utterly crucial factor, we both need to get some sleep.”
“I can buy that. I’m next door to dead.”
“Then, around three o'clock, I can start to move and shake. This installation is going to be on high alert till the time when there isn’t an installation here any longer, but if Big Brother’s eyeball ever glazes over a little, it’s apt to be between four and six A.M. I’ll make a diversion, and I can short out the fence-that’s the easiest part, actually. I can be here with a Sno-Cat five minutes after the shit hits the fan-”
Telepathy had certain shorthand advantages to verbal communication, Owen was discovering. He sent Henry the image of a burning MH-6 Little Bird helicopter and soldiers running toward it even as he continued to speak.
“-and off we go.”
“Leaving Kurtz with a barnful of innocent civilians he plans to turn into crispy critters. Not to mention Blue Group. What’s that, a couple-three hundred more?”
Owen, who had been full-time military since the age of nineteen and one of Kurtz’s eraserheads for the last eight years, sent two hard words along the mental conduit the two of them had established:
Behind the dirty glass, the vague shape that was Henry Devlin stirred, then stood.
And Owen realized, to his extreme horror, that Henry thought he did. Fragments of that idea-it would be far too generous to call it a plan-shot through Owen’s mind like the brightly fragmented tail of a comet. It took his breath away. The cigarette dropped unnoticed from between his fingers and zipped away on the wind.
Out loud, Henry said: “And there’s Kurtz. If he’s got a couple of hundred escapees to worry about-most of whom who’d be happy to tell the first reporters they came across that the panic-stricken U.S. government had sanctioned a My Lai massacre right here on American soil-he’s going to be a lot less concerned about us. “
Yet Henry’s proposal made a lunatic kind of sense. And it contained at least a measure of atonement. As this endless November fourteenth marched toward midnight and as odds of living until the end of the week grew longer, Owen was not surprised to find that the idea of atonement had its attractions.
“Henry.”
“Yes, Owen. I’m here.”
“I’ve always felt badly about what I did in the Rapeloews” house that day.”
“I know.”
“And yet I’ve done it again and again. How tucked up is that?” Henry, an excellent psychiatrist even after his thoughts had turned to suicide, said nothing. Fucked up was normal human behavior. Sad but true.
“All right,” Owen said at last. “You can buy the house, but I’m going to furnish it. Deal?”
“Deal,” Henry replied at once.
“Can you really teach me that jamming technique? Because I think I may need it.”
“I’m pretty sure I can.”
“All right. Listen.” Owen talked for the next three minutes, sometimes out loud, sometimes mind to mind. The two men had reached a point where they no