talking to a fat man about a boat called the Crane. That ship might be his best chance for something that resembled happiness.
CHAPTER TWENTY
2 Flamerule, the Year of the Ageless One (1479 DR) Kinnard Keep, Tethyr
Sitting in the soft chair closest to the fire, Cardew rested his elbows on his knees. He stabbed at the burning logs with the fireplace poker, making the flames crackle higher and sparks hiss and pop as they flew up the chimney. Cardew crossed the room to the collection of liquor bottles and poured a glass of the amber liquor that had been imported from the midlands.
Enjoying the sweet, warm taste, Cardew looked appreciatively at the wall tapestry showing a flock of sheep in a green meadow, the high shelves filled with leather-bound books, and the glossy mahogany desk and matching chairs. Officially it was Tresco’s study, but he rarely used the room, and Ysabel had long claimed it for her own.
“Why do you look so pensive, Master Cardew?”
Ysabel said from the doorway. She was dressed in a dark navy dress with a high neck. Gone was the girlish braid, and her blonde hair fell loose around her shoulders.
“You took beautiful,” he told her.
She smiled and came to sit in the chair next to him. “How was your business in town?”
“Boring. Just details about an estate I plan to purchase near the capital,” he told her.
“I hear you and Uncle are going fox hunting.”
“Is that what he told you?” Cardew said. “I hadn’t heard what the old scoundrel had planned for us. What would you like to drink, Bella?”
“Whatever you’re having,” she replied.
Cardew poured a second glass of the amber liquid and came to sit beside her again.
“What time will dinner be served?” he inquired, glancing at the closed door.
“Shortly.”
“Will Tresco be joining us?” “No,” Ysabel said tersely. “How interesting.” “Isn’t it?” Ysabel agreed.
“I don’t know if I’ve ever been fully alone with you,” Cardew mused. “Tresco has kept you so well guarded.” “For my own safety.”
Cardew frowned at her coyness. “Can we speak freely or not?” He reached over and laid his hand on her thigh. “Are we free to do as we please?”
Ysabel pushed his hand away. “We can speak freely, Declan. But you are not free to do whatever you please.”
Cardew was surprised and a little hurt. “Did you get the spellbook I left for you?”
“I did. It was quite elementary. Of the same level as the spellbooks you brought me when I was a child.”
“Really? You must have advanced quite a bit since we last talked. Does Tresco know what you’ve been up to?”
“Of course not,” Ysabel said crossly. “You know how he feels about the subject.”
“Well, maybe you’ve become so adept you don’t need me to bring you any more books,” Cardew said. He stood up to refill his drink. When he turned around, Ysabel was standing directly behind him. His drink sloshed over the side of the glass and onto his hand. Irritably, he set the drink down on the table and dried his hand on a linen napkin.
“I appreciate your attentiveness, but I am ready for something more… fulfilling,” Ysabel said.
Cardew reached for her, but she stepped away. Cardew let his arms fall to his sides.
“Why are you acting this way, Bella? Last night… I thought…”
“Acting like what?” she said petulantly.
“As if you don’t know me,” he said reaching out to stroke a lock of her hair. He wound it around his finger and gave it a little tug. “As if we’re not planning to be together forever.”
“Forever?” she asked, arching an eyebrow.
“Yes, Bella. That’s what people do when they’re in love.”
Ysabel turned away from him and walked across the room to the bookcase. She ran the back of her fingers along the row of colorful spines until she reached a black leather tome, which she pulled out and held against her chest.
“The history of the Dragon Coast,” she announced, tapping the cover. “It was written by a bandit who lived near Nathlan and was more erudite than most so-called intellectuals of the court.”
Cardew didn’t give a fig about the Dragon Coast. “No one doubts you’re a smart girl…” he began.
“Did you know that I’ve read all of those volumes?” she continued, gesturing at the shelves behind her. “Philosophy, geography, history. All of it very dry, none magical of course. Uncle keeps the good books locked away.”
“What are you saying?” Cardew demanded impatiently.
“I’m tired of people treating me as if I were a child,” Ysabel said, not bothering to disguise the anger in her voice. “Tresco’s kept me as if I were a pet. I’ve been under lock and key and constantly watched by guards. He has restricted all my schooling and refused to let me develop my spellcasting.”
“I helped you with that, didn’t I?” Cardew pointed out.
“You did,” she acknowledged. “And I’m eternally grateful. But we’ve reached a fork in the road, if you will.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I am a good listener, Declan. I have heard and understood a great many things from my vantage point as a prisoner chained to the walL”
“You haven’t been chained to the wall,” Cardew said impatiently. “Don’t be dramatic.”
“This is not the time for that discussion,” Ysabel said with a hint of bitterness.
“Then what are we discussing?” Cardew asked crossly. The conversation was not going in the direction he had expected. During his ride home from town, his mind had played through a series of tantalizing fantasies about what he wanted to do — with the princess just as soon as he got her alone.
Ysabel sat down on the chair in front of the fire and patted the chair across from her. After a moment’s hesitation, Cardew sat beside her, hoping to recapture the mood of the night before.
“I need to know some things, Declan,” she said quietly. “About my Uncle and about you.”
“What sort of things?” he asked suspiciously.
When she reached out and took his hand, he felt a jolt of energy surge through his skin. The desire before fulfillment, when a simple touch felt electrifying, was his favorite part of courtship.
“I know you plan to marry me, with Tresco’s blessing. But if you want me to be your wife, I need you to talk to me.”
Cardew took a deep breath, feeling as if his feet were back on solid ground. Such discussions seemed typical for women. He never understood how chatting made them more interested in rolling around in the sheets, but who was he to question why.
“Of course, Bella,” he said agreeably. “If we are to marry, I want us to be honest with each other. Ask me anything you want.”
“I know that this is delicate. But I need to know about your first wife. How did you meet?”
“Liel?” Cardew was surprised at the question. “I met her after the massacre. I was wounded, and Anais sent me to be healed by her father, Avalor. I spent several months in their care.”
“Did you love her?”
Cardew signed. “Queen Anais felt that our marriage would help heal the rift between men and elves. She was wrong, of course. But how could I refuse the queen?”
“Queen Anais is naive,” Ysabel agreed. “But you didn’t answer the question. Did you love Liel?”
“I was bewitched by her beauty, which was substantial, although nothing compared to yours. Of course, you
