drugs, is that what it's gonna be?
Naughty-naughty.' Take his car. He's a big boy, isn't he? Shouldah known better.
'I guess that's the way they look at it, anyway. You want my opinion, though, I would say the guy's been fucked. Serves the bastard right, I guess, peddlin' that shit. He don't care then why should I? Guy he picked to sell's a cop. People sell this guy anything. Then the next thing they know, they're up to their ears in the shit. Well, that's the chance that they took.
'1 don't know, though, you come down to it, what difference it really makes, they do find out he looks like. This's the young trooper I mean. Half these people that're sellin', either so stoned themselves alia time, or else they're always loaded, out of their minds; they dunno the fuck they're doin' anyway. Or else they're just naturally fuckin' stupid. You know what I bet you could do? Could go right up to them and tell 'em, face to face, every single other person inna fuckin' gin-mill with them is an undercover cop, and have it be the fuckin' truth, and you know something'? It wouldn't make any difference; wouldn't make any difference at all. They'd still be there, sellin' stuff an' lettin' the people buy it from them, whether they know them or not, got any idea who it is. It's as simple as that.
'They think it's all a fuckin' joke; a laugh, is what they think. They think that that's all it is. You know, no big deal, they get caught sellin' coke. Year in the can, mandatory? Yeah, sure; tell me another one, willya? Half the time their lawyer's even got a fuckin' clue what he's doin' alia time, he's gonna get a deal, put 'em right back onna street. They get so they know the routine there, you know? You do this; you do that; you get busted; so what? That's what it is. You should know that.
'So, good, they get so they're part of it there. They get into the system, they fin'ly become part of it themselves. 'Till their faces start getting' to where they're becomin' familiar, you know? To the people down at Probation; start to get so sick of seeing these bums they can't stand it anymore. 'What's this? You back here again, you asshole?' 'Till it gets to the point someone goes to the DA and says:
'Hey, get this jerk some time, willya, Christ sake for a change? Sick of lookin' at him every week.' And then maybe they go away. Then maybe they do do some time. But then again, maybe they don't. It all sort of just depends, you know? It always all depends.' He shrugged.
'Okay with me, I guess.'
He snuffled. 'So, but what's been goin' on with you, then, huh Amby?
Last time we see you, I mean. That new black kid, Tyrone, he was in here last night with us, you no doubt probably know.'
Whalen had continued to practice the nosiness that had made him a good beat-cop after he had his chevrons sewn on and gone indoors to work. It was what he had been trained to do, and therefore what he did. 'He can't help himself,' he told Hilliard, telling him about Whalen's latest probe. 'I don't know what it is he thinks he's doing.
'Investigating,' I guess. Keeping an eye out. That's what kept him alive when he was out on the street. Now he can't help doing it. I don't know what he's investigating or who he's investigating for doing it, and neither does he. But that doesn't make any difference. He's interested. He pigeon-holes people for ready reference 'there's Bob the fireman, front of the firehouse, right where he oughta be; check' like he did keeping order on his beat. Even though there's no reason for it anymore.
'It isn't that he doesn't like Tyrone or that he treats him badly when Tyrone goes down there. The fact Tyrone's been a clerk here now for over six years probably means he's not 'a new black kid' any more, but that's Ev's label for him. When he calls Tyrone 'the new black kid' he means that Tyrone is black and still relatively young, and the rest of us clerks are not. He says 'new' and 'black' when he means 'different.' It sounds like something's wrong but there isn't.
'I know because I asked Tyrone, came right out and asked him. Made a big fool of myself doing it, too. At first I'm going to be, you know, diplomatic; I'm gonna be suave. Try to dance around it there, like I'm not after anything. I'm just making small' talk Monday morning, after his first night down there by himself: 'So, how was it down there?
Everything go okay?' Like it'd been his first date. 'Well, ah, you didn't try to feel her up did you, son?' Very casual and everything, that's what I am; store the extra butter in my mouth, I am so cool.
Mister fucking Smooth.
'He thought I was asking him if he had any trouble makin' out the forms and stuff, and of course he thought that must mean that secretly I really think that he's kind of stupid. Because a moderately smart house cat could fill out those forms if it could figure out how to hold a ballpoint pen in one of its front paws and press down good and hard because it's making several copies.
'Tyrone tries to keep his face straight. 'Oh, fine-fine, no problem, fine.' Like: 'What the hell is the matter with you?'
'So that made me get right to the point. I haven't got any choice now.
I have to come right out and ask him.
'Cause I don't want that happening, any racial shit, which these cops, some of them I know are capable of that. Even though some of the other cops they work with and get along with perfectly fine, no problems at all, they also happen to be black; makes absolutely no difference at all, they still are capable of this shit and there's no use pretending otherwise, and… and I just don't want any of it happening, any way at all. And if it is I want to know about it, and I'll do something about it. We got enough problems in this line of work without havin' any that shit goin' down.
And we're not gonna have it, as long's I'm around in charge of things, and that's all there fuckin' is to it.'
'Tyrone,' I said, 'here is what it is: the guy is not a bigot. Ev Whalen's not a bigot and he's not a racist either. But if he said something, or did something, maybe acted a certain way that made you feel like he is, all you've got to do is tell me what it was that made you uncomfortable, and I'll put an end to it. Once I talk to him, he'll be just as upset as I am, you took it that way. Because he isn't that way. He's not that type of guy.'
'And Tyrone, Tyrone he just look at me and shake his head, and he be laffin' at me? He do, and then he say to me: 'You really something', Amby, yes, you really, truly are.' Then he clapped me on the back and said: 'But you can put your mind at ease here, because everything is cool. Nothin' to concern yourself, not a thing at all. Everyone was very nice. Everything is cool.'
'I am never sure whether Tyrone's playin' straight with me or givin' me the leg, and I will admit that. He's been workin' for me in the same office with me for several years and they have been happy years. I think we like each other fine. But every now and then I get the feeling that my friend Tyrone may be funnin' with me some, you know?
Just a little bit; keep his hand in and all, givin' me the leg when I think he's bein' straight.'
Tyrone Thomas, thirty-eight, formerly of Cambridge, had become the third assistant clerk of the Canterbury District Court when Merrion had plucked him out of the lower third of the civil service list and appointed him in 1989 at the suggestion of State Sen. William Gallagher of Hingham, Chairman of the Senate Committee on Post Audit and Oversight. Merrion did not know or have any occasion to speak to Gallagher. Gallagher had never laid eyes on Thomas. Gallagher's suggestion had been relayed to Merrion by Dan Hilliard, president of Hampton Pond Community College.
Hilliard's request for a special supplemental appropriation of $3.9 million to finance construction of a new HPCC building incorporating a student union and computer center along with 'much-needed faculty offices and expanded vocational counseling facilities' was short one vote for inclusion in the consensus budget under review by the Senate Committee on Ways and Means. Sen. Tobias Green of Boston controlled that vote.
'I can't budge him, Dan,' Gallagher told Hilhard. 'You know I love you dearly and I want you to have your game room and your bar-and-grill and pool hall, jai-alai court and rumpus room. Everything you say you've got to have or else the students starved for knowledge'll burn down the entire campus and put you out of work. But Green's the swing-vote, and he's not gonna budge until he gets what he wants, which is a court clerkship for this Thomas kid. Not later; right now. Green has checked and he knows there's one open out at your end of the world, in Canterbury. If it's promised to someone else and you can't pry it loose, that's all right. At least it's all right with me. It wont be all right with Tobias; he'll call you a racist and say now he knows you're in the Klan. He thinks that, you don't get your building.'
Hilhard said he'd make the call and get back to Gallagher. Mernon said to Hilhard: 'Good. Send that darky out here on the next stage. This's the best news I've had since my no-good fucking brother Chris swore to me for I
