“I’m Merrin Farrick,” the man said. His voice was different now, deep and full. He sat straight in his chair and his eyes were clear as ice.
“How do I know that?”
The man smiled ever so slightly. “There aren’t many people
lining up to lay claim to the name,” Farrick said. “Not with Her Majesty’s spies about. So. The spider is still kicking. What does she want?”
“There’s something here that’s very important. Something that the Colloquium wants.”
“I have no interest in what the outsiders want.”
“This object could threaten the Magistra as well.”
Glenn looked down at the metal band on her wrist and a thick lump grew in her throat. Merrin Farrick sat back in his chair, silenced.
“Gather your people outside Bethany,” Kevin said. “I’m
responsible for obtaining the object before anyone else. Once I have it, your people will take it.”
“And then?”
The fire crackled. Glenn held her breath as Kevin leaned across the table, taking hold of the object that sat between them.
“And then,” Kevin said as he lifted a shining golden dagger over the table, “death to the Magistra.”
Glenn stepped onto the inn’s porch before dawn to find a town transformed by a new dusting of white. It lay thin over the street and the porches and roofs of the buildings, giving the place a motley look.
Glenn’s cheeks burned. She huddled in her coat to try and block the cold out, but its fingers always found a way in.
When Kevin came back to the room, Glenn pretended to sleep.
She lay there, rigid with fear, watching him out of her half-closed eyes as he sat at the edge of the bed, head in his hands. Finally he lay down to sleep. As soon as Glenn heard his breathing go soft and regular she crept out of bed, dressed, and went downstairs.
The innkeeper pointed her to a trader who said he could take her halfway to Bethany for a price. Glenn had eagerly accepted, and after paying him off, she used the last of the money she had to buy food and loaded it all into the backpack.
There was a low squeak of wheels and the jangle of the horse’s tack as the trader eased his old wagon alongside the inn’s porch. It was a small flatbed with uneven lengths of timber tacked on the sides, cracked and ill fitted.
Glenn turned back to face the inn. Already candles were being lit in the windows and fires stoked as people rose from their beds. Soon Kevin would turn over to find her gone. What choice did she have?
Coming to this place was no accident. Clearly, Opal had shown him the way. And Kevin had lied to her. Kevin Kapoor had
“Let’s go if you’re going.”
Glenn stepped into the wagon. There was a crack of a whip, and then the horses pulled away, leaving dark ruts in the snow. Glenn watched the inn and the town fade into the gray of early morning.
There was something heavy lodged in her chest, like a breath she couldn’t exhale.
The land passed by, great expanses of fields — winter fallow -
set with isolated clusters of domed houses and lone stands of trees.
There were a few roadside temples just like the one Aamon had prayed at on their first day in the Magisterium, but they were broken too, shattered and burned. The emptiness of it all was striking. If she was in the Colloquium, all of it would have been filled with the marble white lines of train tracks, towering stacks, and the din of skiffs zipping through the sky.
Glenn had the sudden thought that what she was seeing all
around her wasn’t the Magisterium at all. Not really. The Magisterium had been where her mother had grown up, a place that survived until years later when she returned to find that Merrin Farrick had murdered her family.
Glenn wondered what the Magisterium had been like then, when the temples stood in their marble and gold and the Miel Pan moved freely through the world. When Affinity crackled in the air. What would it have been like to grow up in a place like that instead of the Colloquium? What would she have dreamed of instead of 813? Who would she be? Glennora Amantine, maybe, the granddaughter of the Magister? A princess, Affinity swirling around her fingers? Would she have learned to pray? How would it have been to grow up surrounded in that bone-deep wonder? In magic?
For the first time, Glenn wondered not why her mother had left them, but why she had ever left the Magisterium in the first place.
What would drive her away from such a place, and what would make her return only to destroy it?
She ran her fingers along the simple gray curves of the bracelet resting in her lap.
“This is as far as I go.”
The wagon had come to a halt. The landscape around was empty prairie, fields of dirt and weeds and snow. There was a scattering of small houses in the distance. A thin dirt trail branched off the road they were on and led to a series of foothills that gave way to a small range of low mountains. Glenn was surprised to see that the sky was darkening quickly. Lost in thought, she hadn’t noticed the passing hours.
“How far is it to Bethany?”
“Straight on, you’d be there tonight, but only a fool would go through those hills at night. Best you head that way,” the man said, pointing to one of the scatterings of houses to their left. “Some family will take you in ’til the morning.”
Glenn thanked the driver, grabbed the pack, and dropped from the wagon into the snowy dirt by an intact pilgrim stone. The reins snapped, and slowly the wagon groaned off on its way. Glenn listened to the low whistle of the wind as it blew a fog of white between her and the trader. Before she knew it, the man had disappeared and she was alone.
The distant farmhouses huddled together against the cold. If Glenn had to guess, she’d say it was two hours or more to get to one of them. Then she’d have to talk her way inside and then … what? Lie in some barn for another night, accomplishing nothing?
To her right was a collection of low peaks whose gray slate seemed almost blue in the wintry haze. The path was a straight shot into the foothills, but then she lost its course as it wound up and around the rolling crests.
If she pushed, she could be in Bethany that night. And if it was Bethany tonight, could it be home tomorrow?
Glenn’s hand brushed the pilgrim stone as she shouldered her backpack. Her fingers lingered over the split circle carved on its face.
The trail narrowed and grew steeper as it snaked into rocky knolls. Every other step seemed to fall on loose gravel and dirt, made all the more treacherous by a veneer of snow and ice. Glenn’s legs were aching, her ankles shook with the strain, but still she climbed. She picked her steps carefully, bracing herself on the rock wall that grew up to the right when she faltered. To her left, the path dropped off to a boulder-and scrub-covered floor far below.
As the sun slipped farther toward the horizon, night drifted in like a fog. Glenn stopped and peered into the gathering dark, but there was nothing to see, just the narrow path ahead of her, its edges fading in the gloom. Glenn took a step forward and faltered on a patch of slick gravel. One foot slipped off the path and into the air. She tried to balance, but the awkward weight of the pack threw her off and gravity yanked at her heels. Glenn panicked, throwing herself violently to her right until her shoulder slammed into the rock wall.
Glenn drew several deep breaths to calm her pounding heart.
When the shaking in her legs ceased she peeled herself off the wall and moved up the path.
The hours passed and the darkness grew. Cold bit at her, and at times the winds that came screaming down the narrow path seemed as if they could blow her away. Glenn’s feet were slowly going numb. A light snow began
