with it. He had wanted to take her in his arms and hold her, tell her that she needed to learn how to protect herself better than that. She had no defenses and didn't even realize it. Everything about her was straight ahead, no detours or subterfuges. He'd never had a woman ask for him like that before, ask him to teach her about men and sex. He'd been half-aroused all day, silently cursing the constrictions of his uniform.
Now he was in his customary off-duty jeans and boots, but the jeans were even more restrictive. He shifted position uncomfortably, trying to stretch his leg out to give himself more room. Damn it, he either needed to get out of his pants or get rid of his hard-on-preferably both, and in that order.
'Where are we going this time?' she asked, pushing her wind-blown hair out of her face.
'Do you like Mexican?'
Her eyes lit up. 'Tacos,' she purred. 'Enchiladas. Sopapillas.'
He laughed. 'Got it.' As she pushed her hair back once more, he said, 'Would you rather I put up the windows and turned on the air conditioning?'
'No, I like it.' She paused before admitting, 'My'vette is a convertible.'
He was smiling as he returned his attention to the road. Her name should have been Paradox, because she was one conflicting characteristic after another.
They went to his favorite Mexican restaurant in Vegas, where the best enchiladas she'd ever eaten, coupled with a frozen Margarita, relaxed her and made her forget that she was nervous. Joe drank water with his dinner, something she found curious. 'I thought pilots were supposed to be hard drinkers,' she said.
'Most of us put away our share of pilot juice,' he said lazily.
'But not you?'
'Nope. There's a time limit within which you aren't supposed to drink if you're going to be flying the next day, but I think it's too close. I want perfect control of myself and my machine. The laws of physics and aerodynamics aren't very forgiving at Mach 2.' He lifted his glass of water in a little toast. 'Not only that, I'm a half-breed. I don't drink. Period.'
She gave a brief nod as if admitting the wisdom of that. 'If it's so dangerous, why do any pilots drink?'
'To wind down. You're so tense for so long, with the adrenaline burning up your veins, that you can't come down from the high. Our lives are on the line every minute up there, even on routine flights. Hell, there's no such thing as a routine flight'
She started to ask a question about Night Wing, but remembered where they were and left it for another time. Security wasn't something she took lightly.
After dinner she said, 'What now?' then wished she hadn't. She also wished she hadn't had that Margarita. She saw his point about needing perfect control.
'Now, sweetheart, we play.'
When he said play, he meant play. Ten minutes later they were on a miniature golf course.
She hefted the putter experimentally. 'I've never done this before.'
'Looks like I'm going to be first with you at a lot of things,' he replied with that maddening calm of his.
She scowled and lifted the putter like a bat. 'Maybe not.'
He kissed her even as he relieved her of the putter with a move so fast she saw only a blur. Disgruntled, she thought that if he'd lived in the Old West he would have been a gunfighter.
'Your first lesson,' he said, turning her so her back was to him and putting his arms around her. He folded her hands around the handle in the correct manner and showed her how to swing, smooth and level, hitting the ball with carefully restrained power. Strength wasn't a factor in miniature golf; the game required judgment and coordination.
He made a hole in one on the first green. 'You've done this before,' she accused.
'Among other things.'
'New rule. Each innuendo will add a stroke to your score.'
'Good. Added strokes means it'll last longer.'
She wanted to throw her ball at him and stomp off the green, but instead she shouted with laughter and firmly added another stroke to his score. Rules were rules.
To her surprise, she seemed to have the needed judgment of distance, force and direction, and challenged him even though she had never played before. He was too aggressive by nature to give her the game and set himself to the task of beating her, displaying intense concentration and superb hand-eye coordination. Caroline was just as determined, and the game was largely played in silence, to a tie. He pointed out that it was a draw only because of the penalty stroke she'd added to his score.
'So let's play another,' she challenged. 'Throw this one out, and the best two out of three wins.'
'Deal.'
They had to play five more games, because two others ended in draws. He won the first game, she won the second, and the next two were the ties; he finally ended it by winning the fifth game by one stroke.
She was scowling as they turned in their putters, and Joe was reminded of the look on her face the night before, when the slot machine had kept taking her quarters without making a payoff. He had had the idle thought that she was on the verge of dismantling the machine when it had finally paid out. No doubt about it, Caroline made no pretense of being good-natured about losing. She didn't like it. He understood that, because he didn't like it, either.
On the drive back to the base he slowed and pulled off the road, then drove about a quarter of a mile into the desert before stopping. He killed the lights and motor, and the night silence poured in through the open windows.
'Are you ready for another first?'
Caroline tensed. 'What kind of first?'
'Parking.'
'Thanks, but I had to pass a test on that when I got my driver's license.'
He chuckled at the testy comment but sensed the nervousness behind it. 'Here are our rules on making out. Number one, I'm not going to make love to you.
Your first time is going to be on a bed, not in the front seat of a truck. Number two, we're going to keep most of our clothes on, because if we don't, your first time
She cleared her throat. 'It sounds pretty frustrating.'
'It is. That's the whole point of parking and making out.' He laughed and slid out from behind the steering wheel, then scooped her onto his lap. A little more shifting and he was sitting with his back propped against the passenger door, his long legs stretched out on the seat, while she was lying pressed against his right side, half on the seat and half on him, her head on his shoulder with her face tilted up, and he was leisurely kissing her.
If the windows had been up they would have fogged over. His mouth was slow and hot and demanding, making her forget about time. The slow beat of pleasure began to pound in her veins, and her arms wound about his neck.
His palm covered her breast and the shock jolted her, making her tear her mouth from his. He ruthlessly took it again, stifling her instinctive protest, so she could only whimper into his mouth. As the shock faded, she began to whimper from the pleasure of it, and her nipple beaded tightly beneath the layers of cloth.
'Do you like it?' he murmured. 'Or do you want me to stop?'
She liked it, maybe too much, but she didn't want him to stop. Her breast was tingling and throbbing, the heat from it spreading down to her loins. His strong fingers were slowly kneading, taking care not to hurt her, then he found the turgid nipple and rubbed it through her shirt. She moaned and arched against him.
'Caroline?' he prompted. 'Do you want me to stop? Or do you want more?'
'Don't stop,' she said, her voice hoarse with strain. 'Please, don't stop.'
He kissed her reassuringly. 'I won't. I'm going to unbutton your shirt and slip my hand inside. All right?'
How was she supposed to stand that when she felt as if she were flying into a thousand pieces right now? But as soon as he said it, she knew that she wanted his hand on her naked breast, that the barriers of cloth between them were too maddening to tolerate. 'All right,' she whispered, and somehow her hand was busy with the buttons of his shirt as he unfastened hers. She wanted to feel his bare skin as much as she wanted his touch on hers.
His long fingers dipped inside her open shirt and trailed lightly along the edges of her bra, pausing at the front center fastening. 'Umm, good,' he said, and deftly unfastened the garment. She felt suddenly vulnerable as it
