She fought the urge to throw herself across his chest.

“Dad, I need you to breathe.”

Arms straight, Molly leaned her shoulders over her hands and gave his chest five more sharp thrusts.

“Dad, I need you to wake up!”

“Where are you? Your voice—It’s my voice—Is it the bands?”

“Dad, I need you to try and wake up. I need you to breathe, damnit.”

Molly fought to keep her words calm. Intelligible. She had to remind herself to breathe as well.

“Oh my sweetest girl, I don’t think that’s possible. I’m—I’m dying. I can feel it —”

“No you’re not!” Molly gave his sternum five more thrusts. The girl with the red hair bent low and gave him more air, her father’s cheeks puffing out in a mimicry of life.

“You’re not gonna die,” Molly thought. She tried to will it true, just like forming loud words out of mere thoughts.

“I already am dead, I think.”

“Don’t say that—” More thrusts. More air, cheeks billowing lifeless.

“Squeeze my hand, baby girl.”

Molly shook her head, and tears leapt off her nose.

She kept her palms on his great chest and heaved down. She watched herself move as if a spectator from some great height. She saw her hands splayed wide, knuckles white from exertion and shock. She saw that the red stain across her father’s chest had spread. She felt a wall of rapt eyes arranged around her. The other girl forced his cheeks wide with more air pushed down into his lungs.

“Squeeze my hand.”

“Dad—”

“Please. Before it’s too late.”

Molly stopped her thrusts and checked for a pulse. She ran her fingers along the edge of her father’s graying beard, probing his neck for any feeble hint of life. The girl with the fiery hair bent over and turned to the side, hovering her cheek above Mortimor’s lips, waiting for a puff of breath. She looked up and met Molly’s questioning gaze out of the corner of her eyes.

Set lips said enough.

“My hand—”

Her father’s words leaked into Molly’s mind, pleading her in her own voice. Reluctantly, she allowed her bound hands to fall from his sternum and her hopeful fingers to retreat from his neck. She clasped her father’s hand with both of her own and held it tight. Some distant sense, some numb awareness, told her that Cole was holding her shoulders and crying, whispering her name, his body shaking with sobs.

“There,” her father thought. “I can feel it. I can feel you. Oh, how I’ve longed for this.”

Molly squeezed his hand harder. “Come back to me,” she pleaded.

“Oh, my sweetheart, I’m so sorry I ever left you—”

Molly shuddered with trapped sobs. Her tears were welling up so thick and fast, the world around her had become a shiny, bulging blur. The only things clear were the words in her head, her father’s and her own.

“How long do we have?” she thought.

“I don’t—Are you still holding my hand?”

Molly looked down where her cream-white hands were wrapped around her father’s. She squeezed as hard as she could, holding him as if she could trap what remained of his life and keep it forever.

“I’m holding it, Dad.”

“Then I suspect our time is short. I—I can’t feel anything.”

Molly shook her head. She dropped his hand and went back to his sternum. This time, she didn’t bother counting her thrusts. She just pressed and pleaded, shaking her head, tears falling down on him.

“Please don’t—” she begged.

“Mollie—”

“Dad, please don’t—”

“I love you—”

“Oh, gods, Dad!”

“…”

“Dad!”

“…”

“Say something!”

“…”

“Please—”

“…”

Molly stopped pushing on his chest and clapped her hands over her face. She searched the pounding silence in her head for some lingering thought, for some connection, for a single word from her father.

But he was gone. All that remained were the numb echoes of his quiet thoughts, the fading sense of a connection to another mind, and then the narrow rift between the two of them closed up and sealed itself with silence.

Molly cried out. She screamed. She sobbed into her hands and fumbled in vain for that retreating connection. She clawed after it in the harsh and lonely darkness of her own mind. She filled the vacuum of her loneliness with a rage for all that had been taken. And then she shuddered, her hands balled up in front of her, her fists empty of all else, as Cole wrapped her up in gentle and loving restraint. She felt his tears fall on her neck, heard his sobs of anguish and whispered, muted sorrow, all of it mixing with her own.

51 · Hyperspace

The Bern Seer watched events unfold from her saddle, her eyes pressed tightly against the seeing cups, her lashes flicking across its glass lenses. An annoying rivulet of water snaked through her flightsuit, having wormed its way in through her visor. The thin stream wrapped down the edge of a rib and slid out the holes cut in the feet of her suit. Normally, such a stream would tickle like mad, forcing her to squirm in place as she itched herself against the insides of her uniform, but she was too captivated by the sights ahead of her to bother.

Layer upon layer of happenings loomed in her vision, and the bumps in time came fast and furious, swaying her shack, making it difficult to stay on her saddle. She rode the flurries out, then concentrated on seeing, on allowing her focus to drift near and wide, settling now and then on events in- between and watching those play out as well.

Each thread of happenings was like a layer of cellophane with a small vid displayed on it. She had but to shift her focus mentally to tease out one from the other. She could blur a near happening and hone in on a deeper one, or ignore those and look at something more recent. So much to see. The days of long boredom, of unblinking ennui, had been shattered. Now she had so much before her all at once and not enough eyes or time to take it in.

Not enough time, she thought. In hyperspace.

A thin smile formed, but then her focus switched to the ships fighting over Lok, to the ferocious charge by the small but powerful fighters from Darrin. They tore through the larger Bern craft, their shields and exotic weapons more than making up for their diminutive size. They buzzed like hornets, but with a controlled and well- timed grace, as one large shape after another exploded into mist.

The small fleet from Darrin suffered their own casualties, though. Every now and then, one of them disappeared in a much smaller pop of debris. The Seer watched as two of the Bern craft turned on their own kind, and she knew these to be the ones with her friends from hyperspace. The shock from this treachery threw the Bern fleet into chaos. Formations splintered. Doubts coursed. More and more craft joined those that had perished down in the prairie, but now the lands of Lok were littered with far more foe than friend.

Looking deeper, the Seer saw the President of the Galactic Union back on Earth. She saw him confused and

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