Sullenly he followed her to a clump of wilting grass that overflowed from a quiet alcove in the rocky camp wall.
“I think it’s best if we start . . .” Brightheart began.
Jaypaw did not listen to the rest. Instead he let his attention slip until her voice had blended with the sound of the wind swishing through the branches above the hollow. He could hear Lionpaw hurrying after Ashfur, eagerly following his mentor out of the camp and into the forest. Hollypaw’s scent was clear beyond the bramble-draped entrance to the medicine den; Jaypaw could taste the tang of the comfrey she was tearing and laying out to dry.
He went on scanning the camp. With the sureness he had possessed since his first memory, he knew that Daisy was circling in her nest, preparing for a nap. Mousefur was guiding Longtail back to the elders’ den. He sensed the old she-cat’s longing to be out in the forest; she was in a hunting mood, though her movements were stiff with age. Longtail padded quietly beside her, his limbs still as supple as a warrior’s.
Then, like a storm cloud shadowing the hollow, he sensed a darkness sweep over the camp. He pricked his ears, and heard claws scraping the rocky ledge outside Firestar’s den.
He knew by the scent that it was not Firestar who sat up there, flexing his paws. It was Brambleclaw.
Jaypaw knew his father sat up there often, a good deputy
keeping watch over his Clan. But now he could sense something cold and uncomfortable, like a murky fog, in Brambleclaw’s mind. He struggled to understand it, groping for the right word.
Brambleclaw was suspicious of his Clanmates! He was not watching over them, but searching for a cat he feared might betray him. Jaypaw shivered, the fur on his spine lifting. Why would any cat betray Brambleclaw? He was a great deputy.
He blinked, and his thoughts jerked back to Brightheart.
She had jumped to her paws and was obviously waiting for him to say something. He flicked his tail, wondering how he could cover up the fact that he hadn’t been paying attention.
But she had already guessed that he had not been listening to a word.
She snorted impatiently. “We’re going to see Longtail, remember?”
Jaypaw’s heart sank. More pointless advice from a second-rate warrior. “Okay,” he mewed unenthusiastically.
Brightheart sighed. “Come on.”
Dragging his paws, he followed her across the clearing.
At the entrance to the elders’ den, Brightheart called through the spindly branches that brushed the ground around its edge, “It’s Brightheart and Jaypaw!”
“Come in, come in,” Longtail meowed.
Brightheart ducked down under the low branch entrance and padded into the space that ringed the trunk of the honeysuckle bush. Jaypaw followed, keeping his head low, uncertain for once about his surroundings. He had not been in this
den before, but he knew by the scent that Longtail was alone.
Mousefur must have gone out into the forest after all.
“Congratulations, Jaypaw!” Longtail purred. “You’ve been given a great mentor.”
“Thank you, Longtail.” Jaypaw heard shyness and pride in Brightheart’s mew.
“Firestar has set you quite a challenge for your first apprentice, Brightheart,” Longtail remarked.
“Just because I’m blind doesn’t mean—” Jaypaw began hotly.
“I wasn’t referring to your blindness,” Longtail interrupted. “I meant your attitude.”
“What’s wrong with my attitude?”
“It’s not many cats who’d try foxhunting before they were even out of the nursery.” There was humor in Longtail’s mew.
Jaypaw bristled.
“First I want you to clean out the moss, get rid of any dusty or dirty pieces,” she instructed. “I’ll fetch some fresh for now, because you don’t know the best place to gather it.”
Cleaning out bedding! Jaypaw knew it was a routine apprentice task—he had heard Berrypaw and Hazelpaw complain about it often enough—but knowing that Lionpaw was already exploring the territory made him want to snarl.
“Then,” Brightheart went on, “check Longtail for fleas and ticks, and Mousefur too, if she’s back by then. While you’re busy, Longtail can tell you about using other senses rather than sight.”
Jaypaw wanted to wail with frustration. He and Longtail were totally different. Longtail had lost his sight
how to pick the freshest prey from the pile, how to tell where your denmates had been by the scents on their pelts. . . .
“You might as well make a start, Jaypaw,” Brightheart suggested. Was that impatience he heard in her mew?
As Brightheart nosed her way out of the den, he began sorting through the moss, feeling with his paws for pieces that had grown dry and scratchy and sniffing for pieces that were beginning to smell stale. “This apprenticeship is going to be so dull,” he hissed under his breath.
“What was that?” Mousefur had padded into the den, her pelt smelling of the forest. Her pawsteps were uneven, and she breathed in sharply as she sat down. “You’ve missed a bit over here,” she pointed out.
“He’s only just started,” Longtail defended him.
Mousefur snorted. “Does that mean we’ll have him scrabbling around the den until sunhigh? I was hoping to get some sleep.”
“It’s not my fault you’re stiff!” Jaypaw snapped. “You’re the
one that went out into the forest when it’s damp.”
He felt Mousefur look closely at him. “How did you know I was stiff?”
“I could tell when you sat down,” Jaypaw replied, hooking out a wad of dry moss and flinging it toward the den entrance. “You moved slowly and made that noise.”
“What noise?”
“A sort of gasp, like it hurt.”
A purr of amusement suddenly rumbled in the old she-cat’s throat. “I see Brightheart is going to have her paws full,”
she meowed.
Jaypaw felt a glimmer of hope.
He finished sorting through the moss, then padded over to Longtail and began nosing through his fur.
“I bet you can’t wait to start training in the forest,”
Longtail meowed. “I remember my first time out like it was last moon.” A wistful edge entered his mew. “Of course, I wasn’t blind then. Everything seemed so green and fresh. But you’ll still love it, even though you’re blind. There are so many scents out there.”
“That’s the one thing I’ve noticed about being blind,”
Longtail went on. “Scents become so much sharper and more important.”