'A wire, sir? Could we wire him?' asked Weber.
Oh, Christ, thought Donny. I'm really not going anywhere with a tape recorder taped to my belly.
'No, not unless we could get time to set it up quickly. He's got to stay fluid, flexible, quick on his feet. The wire won't work, not under these circumstances.'
'It was just a suggestion, sir,' said Weber.
'Well, Fenn,' said Bonson, 'you've made a fine start.
But too many times we see fast starters are slow finishers.
You've got to really press now. You've got to make Crowe your pal, your friend, do you see? He's got to trust you, that's how you'll crack this thing. Trig Carter, Weber. Isn't that the damndest thing you ever heard?'
'Sir, if I may ask, who is Trig Carter?'
'Show him, Weber.'
Weber looked into a file and slid something over to Donny. Donny recognized it at once: he'd seen it a thousand times probably, without really noticing it. It was just part of the living-room imagery of the war, the scenes that were unforgettable.
It was a cover of Time magazine late in the hot summer of 1968: Chicago, the Democratic National Convention, the 'police riot' outside on the last night. There was Trig, in shirtsleeves, a gush of blood cascading down from an ugly welt in his short, neat hair. He was bent under the weight of another kid he was carrying out of the fog of tear gas and the blurs that were Chicago policemen pounding anything that could be pounded. Trig looked impossibly noble and heroic, impossibly courageous. His eyes were screwed up in the pain of the CS gas, he was bloody and sweaty, and the veins on his neck stood out from all the effort he had invested in carrying the dazed, bloody, traumatized boy out of the zone of violence. He looked like any of a dozen insanely heroic Corpsmen Donny had seen pull the same thing off amid not cops but tracer fire and grenades and Bettys over in the Land of Bad Things, none of whose pictures had ever ended up on the cover of Time magazine.
the spirit of resistance, said the cover.
'He's their Lancelot,' said Weber.
'Was beaten up in Selma by the Alabama State Police, got his picture on the cover of Time in sixty-eight at the convention. He's been everywhere in the Movement since then. One of the early peace freaks, a rich kid from an old Maryland family. Just came back from a year in England, studying drawing at Oxford. Harvard grad, some kind of painter, isn't that it?'
'Avian painter, sir. That's what he told me.'
'Yes. Birds. Loves birds. Very odd,' said Bonson.
'Very smart boy,' continued Weber.
'But then, that seems to be the profile. It was the profile in England, too.
The smart ones, they can figure everything out, see through everything. They'll be the elite after the revolution.
Anyhow, he's big in the People's Coalition for Peace and Justice, a kind of glamorous roving ambassador and organizer. Lives here in DC, but works the campus circuit, goes where the action is. The FBI's been monitoring him for years. He'd be exactly the kind of man who'd get to Crowe and turn him into a spy. He'd be perfect. He's exactly who we're looking for.'
'Fenn, I can't emphasize this enough. You've got less than two weeks until the big raft of May Day demonstrations is set. Crowe will be pressed to uncover deployment intelligence, Carter will be on him for results. You've got to monitor them very carefully. If you can't get tape or photos, you may have to testify in open court against them.'
Donny felt a cold stone drop in his stomach: he saw an image, himself on the stand, putting the collar on poor Crowe. It made him sick.
'I know you'll make a fine witness,' Bonson was saying.
'So begin to discipline your mind: remember details, events, chronologies. You might write a coded journal so you can recall things. Remember exact sentences. Get in the habit of making a time check every few minutes. If you don't want to take notes, imagine taking notes, because that can fix things in your mind. This is very important work, do you understand?'
'Ah--' 'Doubts? Do I see doubts? You cannot doubt.' Bonson leaned forward until he and he alone filled the world.
'Just as you could have no doubters in a rifle platoon, you can have no doubters on a counter intelligence mission.
You have to be on the team, committed to the team. The doubts erode your discipline, cloud your judgment, destroy your memory, Fenn. No doubts. That's the kind of rigor I need from you.'
'Yes, sir,' said Donny, hating himself as the world's entire melancholy weight settled on his strong young shoulders.
Crowe was particularly derelict that afternoon in riot control drill.
'It's so hot, Donny. The mask! Can't we pretend we're wearing our masks?'
'Crowe, if you have to do it for real, you'll want to be wearing a mask because otherwise the CS will make you a crybaby in a second. Put the mask on with the other guys.'
Muttering darkly, Crowe slid the mask over his head, then clapped his two-pound camouflaged steel pot over his skull.
'Squad, on my command, form up shouted Donny, watching as his casket team, plus assorted others from Bravo Company assigned riot duty in Third Squad, formed a line. They looked like an insect army: their eyes hidden behind the plastic lenses of the masks, their faces made insectoid and ominous by the mandible like filter can, all in
