'Oh, shit,' Donny said.
'Well, look at it this way. We only got where we got 'cause we came through full monsoon. We go back, when the rains dry up Victor C. gonna come out. He's gonna find us. He's gonna kill us. We weren't invited into his goddamn yard, and he's gonna be plenty pissed. So we gotta make that Special Forces base camp or we are going to die out here for sure. That's just about the size of that piece of shit and that's all there is to it!'
He smiled, not out of happiness or glee but possibly because he was too exhausted to do anything else.
'Wish I had a Dexedrine,' he said.
'But I don't believe in that shit. Came back from my second tour with a monkey the size of a ape on my butt. Had to work like hell to kill that furry bastard, too. Now, that wasn't much fun at all.'
The man wasn't in Vietnam, in some sense he was Vietnam. He'd done it all: sniped, raided, taken hills, led recons, worked intel, advised ARVN units, run interrogations, done analysis, fought in a thousand firefights, killed who knew how many, visited hospitals, talked to generals.
He was one part of his whole goddamned generation rolled into one. This was entirely new, but unsurprising: he'd been a speed freak. Maybe he'd done heroin, maybe he'd caught the clap, maybe he'd been tattooed, maybe he'd murdered prisoners. He was Trig, at least in the way that he'd done everything to win the war that Trig had done in his parallel universe to end it, a furious, relentless crusade, presaged on the obsolete notion that one man could make a difference.
'You remind me of a guy,' Donny said.
'Oh, yeah. Some hillbilly on the radio. Lum or the other one, Abner? They come from my hometown.'
'No, believe it or not, a peacenik.'
'Oh, a commie. He has long hair and looked like Jesus. His shit didn't stink, I bet. Mine does, but good, Pork.'
'No. He was like you, a hero. He was bigger than the rest of us. He was a legend.'
'To be a legend, don't you have to be dead? Ain't that part of the job description?'
'He is dead.'
'He managed to get his ass wasted demonstrating against the war? Now, that do take some kind of genius level intelligence. And I remind you of him? Son, you must have the fever bad.'
'He just wouldn't quit. There wasn't any quit in him.'
'Yeah, well, there's plenty of quit in me, Pork. One more job, then I am going to quit for the rest of my life.
Now, let's just git a move on.'
'Which way?'
'We go up the switchbacks, they'll bounce us. Only one way. Straight up.'
'Christ.'
'We'll eat. Picnic time. It'll be the last meal you git till this is over or you get killed and you get a nice steak in heaven. Dump your C-rats and your canteens and your 782. Use your entrenching tool. Set it at the angle. We going to use it to pull our way up, you got that?'
'I don't--' 'Sure you do. Watch me.'
Quickly and expertly, he shed himself of most of his gear, only the weapons remained. He fished a C-rat out of his dumped pack, and quickly used his can opener to whip up cold eggs and ham, which he gobbled quickly.
'Go on, chow time. Eat something.'
Donny set out to do the same and in a few seconds was pulling down the barbecued pork, cold but flavorful.
'When we're done, you gimme the radio. I ain't carrying as much weight.'
'I'll take your rifle.'
'The hell you will. Nobody touches the rifle but me.'
Of course. The basic rule. He remembered when Swagger had come looking for him, sitting forlornly on outpost duty at a forward observation post his third week at Dodge City.
'You Fenn?'
'Uh, yeah. Uh, Sergeant--?'
'Swagger. Name's Swagger. I'm the sniper.'
Donny had a momentary intake of breath. In the dark, he could hardly see him: just a fierce wraith of a man sheathed in darkness, speaking in a dense Southern accent.
Bob the Nailer, the one with the 15,000-pi astre bounty on his head and over thirty kills. Donny had the sense that all was quiet, that the other men had just willed themselves to nothingness out of fear or respect for Bob the Nailer. Though he could not see the sniper's eyes, Donny knew they burned at him, and ate him up.
'I just put my spotter on a medevac back to the world with a hole in his leg,' said the sniper.
'I'm looking for a replacement. You shot expert. You have the highest GET at Dodge. You have twenty-ten vision. You done a tour, won a medal, so you been shot at some and won't panic.
All that don't mean shit. You was at Eighth and I. That means you done the ceremonial stuff, which means you have a patience for detail work and a willingness to be an unnoticed part of a bigger team. I need that. You interested?'
