'You cover me if I take fire.'
'Gotcha.'
Bob stepped out of the grass onto the valley floor.
He felt so naked. He was all alone. The wind whistled, and once again it began to rain. The NVA must have been a half klick or so behind. Suddenly, the sky behind them lit up: an assault team had moved up to and taken the now empty hill on which they had situated. Grenade blasts rocked the night, and blades of the sheer light slashed from the concussion. Heavy automatic weapons fire followed: again, they were slaying the demon.
Bob got halfway across, then turned with his grease gun to cover, and called out for Donny to join him.
'Come on!' he shouted.
The boy came across the valley floor and passed Bob, and went to set up on the other side. Bob raced over.
Quickly, they found another hill.
'You get on up there,' Bob said.
'When you hear me shoot, you fire the first flare. I'm going to open up further out this time. Meanwhile, you set up Claymores. I'm down to about twenty rounds and I want a fallback. If we get bounced, we'll counter bounce with the Claymores, then fall back. Set them up, and wait to pop flares. Password is . fuck, I don't know, make up a password.'
'Ah--Julie.'
'Julie. As in 'Julie is beautiful,' roger that?'
'Roger that.'
'You hear movement coming to you and he don't sing out 'Julie is beautiful,' you go to Claymores, use the confusion to fall back and find a hide, then you wait until tomorrow and call in a bird after a while. Okay? There'll be a bird tomorrow. Got it?'
'Got it.'
'If I don't make it back, same deal. Fall back, go to ground, call in a bird. They'll be buzzing all over this zone tomorrow, no problem. Now, how many flares you got?'
Donny did a quick check on his bag.
'Looks like about ten.'
'Okay, when they're gone, they're gone. Then we're out of business. Fall back, hide, bird. Okay?'
'Check,' said Donny.
'You all right? You sound kind of shaky.'
'I'm just beat. I'm tired. I'm scared.'
'Shit, you can't be scared. I'm scared enough for both of us. I got all the fear in the whole fucking world.'
'I don't--'
'Just this last bad thing, then we are the fuck out of here, and I'm going to make sure you get home in one piece, I give you my word. You done yours. Nobody can say, He didn't do his. You done it all ten times over. You get to go home after this one, I swear to you.'
There was an odd throb in his own voice that Bob had never heard before. Where did it come from? He didn't know. But somehow Bob had a blinding awareness that in some way, the life of the world now depended on getting Donny home in one piece. Donny was the world, somehow, and if he, Bob, got him killed out here for this shit, he would answer for all eternity. Very strange, nothing he'd ever felt before on any battlefield.
'I'm cool,' Donny said.
'See you in a bit, Sierra-Bravo-Four.'
Donny watched the sergeant go. The man was like some Mars or Achilles or something, so lost in the ecstasy of the battle that he somehow didn't want it to end, didn't want to come back. Once again, Donny had the odd feeling that he was destined to witness all this and tell it.
To whom?
Who would care? Who would listen? The idea of soldiers as heroes was completely gone. Now, they were baby killers or, if not that, they were fools, suckers, morons who hadn't figured out how to beat the machine.
So maybe that was his job: to remember the Bob Lee Swaggers of the world and, when the times somehow changed, the story could be retrieved and told. How one crazy Arkansas sumbitch, mean as a snake, dry as a stick, brave as the mountains, took on and fucked up an entire battalion, for almost nothing, really, except so that nobody would ever say of him. He let us down.
What made such a man? His brutal, hard scrabble childhood? The Corps as his home, his love of fighting, his sense of country? Nothing explained it, it was beyond explanation.
Why was he so meaninglessly brave? What compelled him to treat his life so cheaply?
Donny made it to the top of the hill. It was a queer little empire, much smaller than the last hill, a little hump that overlooked the larger valley before it. Here is where they would fight.
He unstrapped his three Claymores bandoleers and took the things out, your basic M18A1 Directional Mine.
Jesus, were these nasty little packages. About eight inches across and four inches tall, they were little con vexes of plastic-sheathed C-4, impregnated with about seven hundred pieces of buckshot apiece. You opened a compartment, pulled out about one hundred meters of wire, unspooled it to your safe hole, and there crimped it to
