'You assholes,' he said.
'You fucking crybaby assholes, you're going to get your buddy wasted for nothing except your own sense of victimization. You have nothing to be sorry about. You made it. You're golden.'
'All right, all right,' said Mahoney, holding the swelling that distended his face, 'you hit me, they hit you, let's call it even. No one on staff has to hear about this.'
'Man, my fucking head aches,' said Donny, climbing to his feet.
'You're not going to tell on anyone, are you, Fenn? It was just tempers. We all get fucked if you tell.'
'Shit,' said Donny.
'My goddamn head hurts.'
'Get him an aspirin. You want a beer? We have some Vietnamese shit, but I think there's a couple of Buds left.
Get him a Bud. Good, cold Bud.'
'No, I'm all right.'
He looked at them, saw only dark faces and glaring eyeballs.
'Look, let's forget all about this shit, but just get him'--Featherstone, who still sat, zombie like on the cot--'straight for tomorrow. Okay? He can't be fucked up out there, he'll get killed.'
'Yeah, sure, Fenn, no problem.'
'And let me tell you guys something, okay? You kicked the shit out of me, now you listen.'
Some eyes greeted his angrily in the low light, but most looked away. It was hot and rank with sweat and the odor of beer and marijuana.
'You guys may say Swagger is a psycho and he likes to kill and all that shit. Fine. But have you noticed how come we never get hit and our patrols don't get ambushed?
Have you noticed we haven't had a KIA in months? Have you noticed our only wounded are booby traps, and they're almost never fatal, and there's almost no ambushes?
Hasn't been an ambush in months, maybe years.
You know why that is? Is it because they love you? Is it because they know you're all peaceniks and dope smokers and you flash the peace sign and all you are saying is give peace a chance? Is that why?'
No voices answered his. His head really hurt. He had been whacked good. His vision was blurry as shit.
'No. It has nothing to do with you. Nobody gives a fuck about you. No, it's because of him. Of Swagger. Because the NVA and Victor Charles, they fear him. They are scared shitless of him. You say he's psycho, but every time he drops one of them, you benefit. You live. You survive. You're living on the goddamn time he buys for you by putting his ass in the grass. He's your guardian angel. And he'll always wear the curse of being the killer, the man with the gun, while you guys have the luxury of not getting your pretty little hands dirty. He'll always be on the outside because of his kills. He takes the responsibility, he lives with it, and you guys, you worthless assholes, you'll go back to the world on account of it, and all you can do is call him psycho. Man, have you ever heard of shame'! You all ought to be ashamed.'
He turned and slipped out into the night.
The Russian lay motionless in the high grass, on a little crest maybe twelve hundred yards out from the firebase.
In the dark, he could see nothing except the steady illumination of guard post flares, one fired every three or four minutes, and the occasional movement of the Marines from hootch to hootch in the night, as sentries changed.
There was no sense whatsoever of anything wrong.
He was still tired from the nearly five hours of crawling, but felt himself beginning to rally as the energy flooded back into him. He looked at his watch. It was 0430. The Dragunov was before him in the grass, it was time.
Deftly, he rolled over a bit, unstrapped the pack, pulled it off his back and opened it. He took out a large cylindrical object, an optical device, mounted to an electronics housing. It was Soviet issue, PPV-5, a night-vision telescope, too clumsy to be mounted on a rifle but fine for stable observation. He set it into the earth before him, and his fingers found the switch. As a rule, he didn't trust these things: too fragile, too awkward, too heavy, worse, one grew wedded to them, until they destroyed initiative and talent, worse still, one lost one's night vision to them.
But this time, the device was the perfect solution to the tactical problem. He was concealed, but at great range, he had to know exactly when and if the sniper team left in the hour before dawn, so that he could move to his shooting position and take them as they emerged from behind the hill. If they didn't come, he'd simply spend the day there, waiting patiently. He had enough water and food in the pack to last nearly a week, though of course each day he'd be weaker. But today, it felt good.
Through the green haze of the device, which crudely amplified the ambient light of the night, he saw the camp in surprising detail. He saw the lit cigarettes of smoking sentries, he saw them sneak out into the night for marijuana or to defecate in the latrine, or to drink something--beer, he guessed. But he knew where to look. At the sandbag berm nearest to the intelligence bunker, there was a crease at the base of the hill that led this way directly. He'd even been able to spot the zigzag in the concertina there, and the gap in the preset Claymore mines, and the prongs of the other anti-personal mines buried in the approach zone. It was a path, where men could move and get out of the camp. This is where it would come, if it would come at all.
The first signal was just a flick of bright light, as the flap on a bunker was momentarily pushed aside, letting the illumination inside escape to register on Solaratov's lens. Solaratov took a deep breath, and in another second, another brief flash came. As he watched, two men, heavily laden, moved to the sandbag berm and paused.
He watched. He waited. If only he had a rifle capable of hitting at fifteen hundred yards! He could do it and be done. But no such weapon existed in his own or his host country's inventory. Finally a man rose, peered over
