ascetic halls of Desdae like something forgotten and alone, before all of that, in a place he had not remembered, the man in front of him had stormed the High King’s Castle for one reason. For him.
“Well, I had some help—”
The way Cameron said it in his slow simple voice assured Caliph that it was true. The impossible odds of creeping into Isca Castle, where the guards took their duty as a sacred honor, both excited Caliph’s imagination and caused another ripple of worry as he remembered the night of the opera. It was hard to believe only two days had passed since then.
“You knew how to get in because you served the High King, didn’t you?”
Cameron nodded very slowly. “I was the Blue General once.”
“Who did you serve under?” Caliph’s hunger for the cloudy details had been whet.
“Caliph, I’m sorry. I . . .”
“What is it?”
“Well . . . it’s just that . . .” Cameron let out a long breath. “I suppose it doesn’t matter. You have a right to know the truth. And if you think I’m crazy, what’s the worst that can happen? I’ll go back home and you’ll go on managing Isca.”
“Why would I think you’re crazy?”
CHAPTER 23
A small door opened into the massive hall and a servant came in with wine and a pitcher of steaming milk. He served the two men and left without a word.
“After Nathaniel poisoned your mother . . .”
“What?”
“He poisoned your entire family, Caliph. He had to. For the house. For the crown.”
“I thought . . . it was bad food.”
“It was very bad food.”
“But . . .” Caliph tried to sort time. Things he remembered and things he had been told combined in an indistinguishable pile of maybe-facts. “I get the chronology confused. It’s like I don’t even know who I am.” He had so many questions he wanted to ask. He picked one at random, a particular day that jumped out. “I remember a winter morning; we left on a trip. Where did we go?”
“That was the Year of the Crow,” said Cameron. “The morning we left for Greymoor. I woke your uncle and he made a dash for the fireplace. Incontinence forced him to use whatever was close at hand. We were going to Desdae which seemed ridiculous to me. Heading for a library in the Kingdom of Greymoor just to reach some old books in the dead of winter. But Nathaniel was compensating me for the danger.
“That was also the morning I told him I was going to quit. Stop being your tutor. His thin lips always puckered when he got annoyed. Looked like a cat’s ass just above his chin.”
“I don’t remember the trip. What happened? Something went wrong . . .”
Cameron nodded. “Yes. Something went wrong.” His eyes glazed with what looked like a uniquely dire memory. “We should save that story. I’ll tell you . . . but let me fill in the holes first.”
Caliph nodded. “We could start with you coming to the house. Uncle . . . hired you as my tutor, right?”
“After a manner. Do you remember the day he introduced me to you? You were a downcast little boy then. Standing near that enormous black fireplace decorated with Niloran carvings. And your uncle talking. ‘Cameron, this is Caliph. Chin up, Caliph. Fools look at their shoes.’
“Time was muddy for me back then. We used to play on the lawn.”
“Fly kites,” said Caliph.
“Yes. You got one stuck in a tree once.”
“I remember.”
“That was the same afternoon you took me where you used to play. Do you remember that as well?”
Caliph had a vague recollection of sculptures behind the arms of trees, filing away. They burnt pale pink in a sinking sun. So bright. More like molten glass than stone.
“I remember.” Caliph nodded. “I remember you started digging with your hands. I think I ran away.”
Cameron didn’t smile. “Think I’m crazy yet?”
“No. I want to hear. I want to remember.”
Cameron eased back into the cushions. The shadows seemed to take him in and make it easier for him to talk.
“I studied your uncle. Even after he died. His name pops up a lot in places you might and might not expect. I had to . . . study him. Sort out what happened in that house.”
“I have dreams of that house.”
Cameron nodded. “So do I.”