She gasped from the impact, breath forced out when their weight ground her against the right angles of the stairs. They broke her bones. They crushed her rib cage like a sack full of kindling.
And there was blood. An elemental figure in a holomorph’s death. Hot red wax running down the stairs. She searched for any sign of Autumn between the shuffling legs but her head was pointed in the wrong way and the world was getting cloudy.
The greatest equations were products of suicide. She opened her mouth in a bid for final retribution. To gather all of what had spilled out of her into one conclusive strike: a detonation that would kill hundreds. But Miriam’s lungs were empty and she could not fill them.
CHAPTER
51
Sena watched as the tincture unfurled its pseudo-reality, its time-bent brand of postulations-cum-potential- for-meddling.
It was Caliph’s third journey. Though the pain of entry into dream was not so bad—the damage this dose did was extreme. She had lied: he would not recover.
But that didn’t matter. Nathaniel was right. This was her chance to say good-bye, and to apologize.
The tincture brought them both, Caliph as traveler and Sena as guide, down hard in the House on Isca Hill.
In this dream, Caliph was coloring at the kitchen table while his uncle stood in the sunlight holding the
Sena looked around the room. A man in formal uniform was cooking eggs and strudel at the stove. Over Caliph’s shoulder Sena could see that he was drawing red and purple monsters. Their shapes were like simple clouds with serrations instead of soft curves. Their almond-shaped eyes had slits for pupils. Their mouths were jagged.
She wondered why his mind had gone here, of all possible memories. Perhaps the monsters in the sewer had chased him to this quiet morning where similar fears were explained with crayons.
The smell of breakfast was delicious. A bell rang in the house and Nathaniel did not look up from the book. The servant picked up a towel and wiped his hands.
“Let Caliph get it,” said Nathaniel.
Caliph sat at the table, engrossed in his images, pressing hard against the paper so that each stroke made a soft smack when he pulled the crayon away.
“Caliph! Get the door!”
Sena watched the command register. Caliph didn’t look at his uncle but his young eyes grew wide. He glanced peripherally as he slid off his chair.
In an act of betrayal, the crayon rolled off the table. It clattered loudly. The sound of it pulled him up short though he had already marched halfway across the room.
He turned around, looking frightened, then walked back. He picked the crayon up and set it on the table, making sure it didn’t move again. A quick glance at his uncle confirmed that Nathaniel was staring at him. Then Caliph walked fast out of the room, legs leading, butt tucked in, wary of a swat.
Sena followed him down the dim passageway between the mansion’s kitchen and its foyer. Little Caliph glanced over his shoulder but Sena was invisible to him. All he cared about was that his uncle was not behind him.
When Caliph reached the foyer he struggled with the huge door, trying the dead bolt several times before understanding which way he had to flip it. Then he tugged with his whole body, barely managing to drag the portal back.
The day outside was young and brutally cold. Fine snow sifted from the sky and icy golden light flared into the foyer around three women. Sena was stunned. She had not expected this.
“Hello,” one of the women said. Her eyes glittered with miniature carvings. “Is your uncle home?”
“Yes.” Caliph stood there, staring at the women.
“Can he come to the door?”
Caliph put his lips tightly together and nodded. Then he walked stiffly to the passageway and called out, “Uncle Nathaniel!”
Instantly the black billow of Nathaniel’s robes gusted down the hallway. His lips were bloodless, his expression one of infinite irritation.
“Who is it?”
“Some ladies,” said Caliph.
Nathaniel entered the foyer and stared at the women on the front steps. His scowl deepened. He pulled his robes around him and snapped his book shut.
“Nathaniel Howl,” said one of the women but her eyes, all the witches’ eyes were on the book.
He sneered at them. “Unable to get in through the windows, I assume?”
“We’re willing to make a transaction,” said the witch.
Nathaniel didn’t laugh. Instead his lips pulled back from his teeth in the manner of a cornered animal. “Really? Belting the three of you nightly until my heart wears out?” He shook the book at them and did not invite them in. “You’ll stay out there until I’m ready. And when I’m ready…” He giggled softly. “Well, I’m sure the three of you can piece it together to be gone by then.”
“You think you’ll survive long enough? To get ready?” The cephal’matris took half a step closer, keenly aware of her inability to enter the house, but threatening nevertheless.
Sena saw Nathaniel’s eyes dilate with inhuman blackness. He took several steps toward the threshold, book in hand, smiling rapaciously. The entire qloin drew back. It was impressive, even to Sena, to see them cower.
“Yes. Yes I do believe I’ll be around,” said Nathaniel. “Long after the three of you are not. Yes. I’ll be here. Rest assured. Arrangements have been made.”
“The Sisterhood can make you the richest man north of Eh’Muhruk Muht.” Sena looked at the cephal’matris’ quavering eyes. She was lovely and young and scared, sent out by Megan to do what could not be done.
“Why not the richest man north or south?” asked Nathaniel. “Why not the richest anywhere? I’ll tell you why, you pathetic pully-haully whores. Because you can’t give what you don’t have. You are not remotely powerful enough to offer me what I want. What I want, I will get. Myself! And you,” he pointed at her directly, “will go back and inform that whitewashed cunt you call the Eighth House of my decision. Have a wonderful day. Ladies.”
He shut the door and turned to Caliph who had been sitting on a tall back chair in the foyer, listening quietly to the exchange. “Women are receptacles, Caliph. You have to give them something to hold. Pound it into them really. That’s why, in the end, I’m going to survive. Because I can see the future, boy. Did you know that? I can see it. Just like my daughter, with her immortal eyes. Her perfect immortal eyes. They’ll carry whatever burdens I give them. And it’s going to be wonderful. A brilliant success.”
Caliph swallowed hard as his uncle stormed out of the foyer. “Don’t answer the door again,” Nathaniel shrieked.
* * *
SENA marveled at this serendipitous insight.
But to rescue her
How could she not have seen that? The double fake! Pretending he loved his daughter and then when the lie was uncovered, he was able to make it seem that Sena had guessed right, that Arrian had meant little to him— when in fact the opposite was true.
He needed his daughter desperately as any holomorph needs a drop of blood.
Now it made sense, his smug announcement that he had found Arrian’s head, floating in the ocean.