himself a Christian! How does he dare? The kind of people claiming to be in communication with God today . . . they are enough to drive a real Christian crazy! And how about these evangelical types, performing miracles for money? Oh, there's big bucks in interpreting the gospel for idiots-or in having idiots interpret the gospel for you-and some of these evangelists are even hypocritical enough to indulge in sexual activity that would embarrass former Senator Hart. Perhaps poor Gary Hart missed his true calling, or are they all the same-these presidential candidates and evangelicals who are caught with their pants down? Mr. Reagan has been caught with his pants down, too-but the American people reserve their moral condemnation for sexual misconduct. Remember when the country was killing itself in Vietnam, and the folks at home were outraged at the length and cleanliness of the protesters' hair? In the staff room, Evelyn Barber, one of my colleagues in the English Department, asked me what I thought of the contra-aid article in The Globe and Mail. I said I thought that the Reagan administration exhibited 'an urban distaste for the concrete.' That got quite a few laughs from my colleagues, who were expecting a diatribe from me; on the one hand, they complain about my 'predictable politics,' but they are just like the students-they enjoy getting me riled up. I have spent twenty years teaching teenagers; I don't know if I've been a maturing influence on any of them, but they have turned me and my colleagues into teenagers. We teenagers are much maligned; for example, we would not keep Mr. Reagan in office. In the staff room, my colleagues were yapping about the school elections; the elections were yesterday, when I noticed an impatient thrill in morning chapel-before the balloting for head girl. The girls sang 'Sons of God' with even more pep than usual; how I love to hear them sing that hymn! There are verses only the voices of young girls can convincingly sing. Brothers, sisters, we are one, and our life has just begun; in the Spirit we are young, we can live for ever!
It was Owen Meany who taught me that any good book is always in motion-from the general to the specific, from the particular to the whole, and back again. Good reading-and good writing about reading-moves the same way. It was Owen, using Tess of the d'Urbervilles as an example, who showed me how to write a term paper, describing the incidents that determine Tess's fate by relating them to that portentous sentence that concludes Chapter Thirty-six-'new growths insensibly bud upward to fill each vacated place; unforeseen accidents hinder intentions, and old plans are forgotten.' It was a triumph for me: by writing my first successful term paper about a book I'd read, I also learned to read. Most mechanically, Owen helped my reading by another means: he determined that my eyes wandered to both the left and to the right of where I was in a sentence, and that-instead of following the elusive next word with my finger-I should highlight a spot on the page by reading through a hole cut in a piece of paper. It was a small rectangle, a window to read through; I moved the window over the page-it was a window that opened no higher than two or three lines. I read more quickly and more comfortably than I ever had read with my finger; to this day, I read through such a window. As for my spelling, Owen was more helpful than Dr. Bolder. It was Owen who encouraged me to learn how to type; a typewriter doesn't cure the problem, but I often can recognize that a typewritten word looks wrong-in longhand, I was (and am) a disaster. And Owen made me read the poems of Robert Frost aloud to him-'IN MY VOICE, THEY DON'T SOUND SO GOOD.' And so I memorized 'Nothing Gold Can Stay' and 'Fire and Ice' and 'Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening'; Owen memorized 'Birches,' but that one was too long for me. That summer of , when we swam in the abandoned quarry lake, we no longer tied a rope around ourselves or swam one-at-a-time-Mr. Meany had either lost interest in the rule, or in enforcing it; or he had acknowledged that Owen and I were no longer children. That was the summer we were eighteen. When we swam in the quarry, it didn't seem dangerous; nothing seemed dangerous. That was the summer we registered for the draft, too; it was no big deal. When we were sixteen, we got our driver's licenses; when we were eighteen, we registered for the draft. At the time, it seemed no more perilous than buying an ice-cream cone at Hampton Beach. On Sunday-when it was not a good beach day-Owen and I played basketball in the Gravesend Academy gym; the summer-school kids had an outdoor sports program, and they were so stir-crazy on weekends that they went to the beach even when it rained. We had the basketball court to ourselves, and it was cool in the gym. There was an old janitor who worked the weekends and who knew us from the regular school-year; he got us the best basketballs and clean towels out of the stock room, and sometimes he even let us swim in the indoor pool-I think he was a trifle retarded. He must have been damaged in some fashion because he actually enjoyed watching Owen and me practice our idiotic stunt with the basketball-the leaping, lift-him-up, slam-dunk shot.
'LET'S PRACTICE THE SHOT,' Owen would say; that was all we ever called it-'the shot.' We'd go over it again and again. He would grasp the ball in both hands and leap into my arms (but he never took his eyes from the rim of the basket); sometimes he would twist in the air and slam the ball into the hoop backward-sometimes he would dunk it with one hand. I would turn in time to see the ball in the net and Owen Meany descending-his hands still higher than the rim of the basket but his head already below the net, his feet kicking the air. He always landed gracefully. Sometimes we could entice the old janitor to time us with the official scorer's clock. 'SET IT TO EIGHT SECONDS,' Owen would instruct him. Over the summer, we twice managed 'the shot' in under five seconds. 'SET IT TO FOUR,' Owen would say, and we'd keep practicing; under four seconds was tough. When I'd get bored, Owen would quote me a little Robert Frost. ' 'ONE COULD DO WORSE THAN BE A SWINGER OF BIRCHES.' '
In our wallets, in our pockets, the draft cards weighed nothing at all; we never looked at them. It wasn't until the fall term of -with Headmaster White at the helm-that Gravesend Academy students found an interesting use for draft cards. Naturally, it was Owen Meany who made the discovery. He was in the office of The Grave, experimenting with a brand-new photocopier; he found that he could copy his draft card-then he found a way to make a blank draft card, one without a name and without a date of birth. The drinking age in New Hampshire was twenty-one; although Owen Meany didn't drink, he knew there were a lot of students at Gravesend Academy who liked to drink themselves silly-and none of them was twenty-one.
