She looked up at him. She blinked, then her eyes widened in surprise. ‘When I asked you earlier about being upset,’ she whispered, ‘at first it wasn’t Mario and Paula you thought I meant, was it?’
‘I’m saying nothing.’
‘You don’t have to.’
‘I feel as if I’m heading for trouble, Mags,’ he said hoarsely.
She emptied her glass and let it roll on to the floor. ‘That is something I cannot allow.’ Her arm came up and round his neck, she drew him down to her and kissed him, holding nothing back. ‘Come here, baby,’ she murmured, ‘where it’s safe. My transfer’s come through, remember.’
‘Hey,’ Stevie whispered. ‘Are you taking pity on me?’
‘No. I’m trying to make you a better offer. Or would you rather I didn’t?’
‘Are you crazy?’ he asked, grinning.
In a single supple movement she was on her feet, pulling him up after her. He followed where she led, upstairs and into her bedroom. He glanced around; there was something austere about it, it bore the mark of her, and her alone. She began to unbutton his shirt, as he flipped open the remaining buttons of her blouse, and reached behind her for the catch of her skirt.
‘I want you to know,’ she told him, when they were naked, ‘that although I’ve had a few drinks, I am very frightened, and I really wasn’t kidding when I said that I’m no good at this.’
He reached down, flipped back the duvet, and slid into bed, pulling her after him. ‘Show me,’ he said, with a soft laugh in his voice.
‘What do you mean?’
‘I mean,’ he answered, ‘show me what it is you’ve been doing wrong.’
He lay back and she rolled alongside him, reaching down for him: he kissed her softly, on the lips and on each breast. They lay, fondling each other, until, to her surprise, she became moist; even then, though, he allowed her to control every step of what was happening. When, finally, she mustered all her courage and drew him into her, although she trembled, she felt no fear, no revulsion, none of the self-loathing that she had come to associate with sex. As she moved on top of him, and as he moved within her, what she felt most of all was peace, absolution and utter release.
No waves crashed on an imaginary beach, she had no shuddering, screaming orgasm, but as he spent himself, she experienced a brief, delightful climax, the very first of her life.
‘Couldn’t see a hell of a lot wrong with that,’ he murmured into her ear, when it was over.
She lifted her head from his chest and smiled down at him. ‘Thanks,’ she whispered.
He laughed softly, contented. ‘Shouldn’t I be thanking you?’
‘If you like, you can. But my thanks are different. They’re great big thanks, as big as I can make them.’
‘Why’s that?’
She slid down from him, settling in the embrace of his left arm. ‘Because of this,’ she told him. ‘When we waken tomorrow morning . . . both of us right here, I hope . . . you’ll still be the same person you were before we climbed those stairs. But I won’t. I’ll be different; I’ll feel like a proper woman, in a way I never thought I could.’
‘What’s your story, Maggie love?’ he asked.
She laid a hand on his chest, tweaking its hair with her fingers. ‘Some day, if this turns out to be anything more than a one-night stand, I might tell you. Or maybe I’ll discover that I’ve forgotten it completely, and I won’t.’ She kissed him on the cheek, then nibbled his earlobe, gently. ‘For now, though,’ she whispered, ‘let’s concentrate on finding out if there’s any more where that came from.’
33
Sarah could have done the autopsy at Roodlands, the local hospital at Haddington, as the police had asked, but she preferred to use the new facilities at Little France, and so she asked for the body to be transferred there from the local undertaker’s premises to which it had been taken.
As she drove there she was thankful that Mawhinney had declined Bob’s invitation back to their house for a nightcap. Even on routine assignments she liked to work with a totally clear head.
The late Belgian, whose name had been Bartholemy Lebeau, was waiting for her on the table when she arrived. Joseph, the technician who would assist her, had him ready for examination, his head propped at an angle on a wedge.
She gave the cadaver a cursory examination, as she picked up the notes of the GP who had certified the death, and those of the police officers who had been called to the scene as a matter of routine. Like many victims of sudden death, he looked serene, as if he had simply gone to sleep. The lips were blue, but there were no other outward signs of distress. Clearly, Monsieur Lebeau had been overcome very quickly.
She glanced through the notes. The deceased was male, aged sixty-two; he was not grossly obese. In fact he had been weighed on his delivery to the mortuary and had been found to be around the average weight for a man of his height and age.
He, Colonel Malou and other members of the party had been billeted at the home of a British Legion member, a farmer with a large house near a hamlet called Bolton. They had been preparing to dine with their host and hostess, and Lebeau had decided that he would freshen up first. He had gone into the guest bathroom; when he had failed to emerge after fifteen minutes, the colonel had knocked on the door, to give him, he thought, the ‘hurry up’ sign. There had been no reply; when Malou had opened the door, he had found his friend lifeless on the floor.
Dr Lezinski, the emergency-service doctor who had responded to the call, had examined the body. Naturally she had looked for various options. She had eliminated cerebral haemorrhage as a likely cause, and had come to the conclusion that in view of the man’s age, the drinking habits described by his companion, and the fact that he was a lifelong smoker, death had been due, subject to confirmation by post-mortem examination, to myocardial infarction.
‘And you’re almost certainly right,’ Sarah murmured. She knew Jean Lezinski to be an experienced and very capable GP.
She put a tape into the recorder as usual, but before switching it on, she gave the body a quick external examination. There were no marks, no bruising from a fall that might have contributed to his death, nothing out of the ordinary, apart from an old scar on his upper right leg and another on his lower abdomen, almost certainly the result of an appendectomy. She pulled back his eyelids. The eyeballs were milky, and heavily bloodshot. She turned back his top lip. The remaining teeth, about half of the set God gave him, she estimated, were discoloured with age, coffee and tobacco, but they had been well looked after. On impulse she pulled the lip further back, and frowned. The gums showed signs of a furious irritation, a vivid rash. ‘What the hell is this?’ she murmured.
‘Joseph,’ she called out, ‘would you pass me a torch, please, then hold the lips back for me.’ The technician handed her a penlight and then did as she had instructed. She shone the light into the dead man’s mouth. The rash was widespread.
‘What do you see, Doctor?’ the young man asked.
‘I don’t know,’ she replied. She picked up Dr Lezinski’s report and read through it again. ‘I’ve got to speak to her,’ she said aloud. She knew the medical emergency service number off by heart; she went over to the wall phone, found an outside line and dialled it. ‘This is Dr Sarah Grace,’ she told the operator. ‘I’m in the mortuary at Little France, and I need to speak to Jean Lezinski, urgently. You’ve got her ex-directory there, I know. Either give it to me, or get hold of her and have her call me here at once. I’m on . . .’ She looked for the extension number on the phone and read it out. ‘Do it now, okay.’
She hung up and waited. ‘What are you thinking?’ Joseph asked.
‘That rash on the gums, it’s so bad that he must have been taking some medication for it. I have to cover the possibility that there might have been a rare and fatal reaction with something he ingested that day. I’d rather talk to the certifying doctor before I look inside him, in case there’s something she forgot to include in the report. It looks like an open and shut coronary case, and Jean would have had no reason to look in the man’s mouth.’
She waited by the phone; after a couple of minutes, it rang.
‘Jean,’ Sarah began, ‘thanks for calling. I’m looking at your Belgian. He exhibits what seems to have been a
