One by one she began looking under the covers over the corpses. She found Haberstock, his head damaged horribly, revealing the bridgework on his teeth. She found an elderly man white and waxen from the heat. She found one corpse burned beyond all recognition, but it was too tall to be Richard. She found a man in a sailor’s uniform, a member of the ground crew killed by the falling wreckage. She looked under every cover.
Finally, she found Friedl. His mouth was open slightly, as if there was something important he hadn’t quite said; his eyes were glassy and clear; his skin shockingly pale. The fist of his right hand was clenched tight, and sticking between the fingers were torn pieces of yellowed paper. She pulled them out. Charcoal smudges on them. Maybe he’d found the dossier, but not soon enough to save himself. She checked in the pockets of his burned jacket, but nothing was there. Gently she brushed aside some of his lovely dark hair, kissed his cold forehead, and covered his face again.
But of Richard there was no sign.
Early the next morning a shouting pack of reporters with flashbulb cameras and microphones crowded around a blackboard in the infirmary where the station commander, Captain Rosendahl, had chalked in thick letters the names of the dead, the survivors, and twelve missing. Lehmann’s name, she noticed, had been added to the dead. Richard’s name was among those missing. She left the building before Rosendahl gave his press conference.
Outside, dozens of radio cars and Movietone news vans, along with thousands of cars from New York, were clogging the road.
‘How can he be missing?’ she asked one of the sailors. She was in a daze and panicking. It was as if another universe, in which Richard had survived, was offering to let her through, but only if she could find the door.
‘Maybe he hasn’t given us his name yet, ma’am. There’s a bunch of injured at the hospital in Lakewood. You should try there… Hey, lady, get one of these guys to drive you…’
I t was about midday when she found him. A young nurse was winding a fresh bandage around his head. Eleanor gave a shriek when she saw him, startling the nurse, and began trembling uncontrollably.
‘I hope you’re Eleanor,’ said the nurse. ‘He came around again about an hour ago and kept asking me over and over if I’ve seen Eleanor…’
Eleanor leaned down and kissed his drowsy lid, dropping her own tears onto his lashes.
He opened his eyes, blinked slowly, and a smile spread over his face. She squeezed his hand.
‘He’s suffered a bad concussion,’ said the nurse. ‘And has some second-degree burns…’
Eleanor looked into his eyes. She mouthed, ‘I love you,’ and he tried to speak. She put another pillow behind him. When he’d mustered enough breath, he said, ‘Let’s get married before anything else happens…’
‘As soon as you like,’ she said, crying.
‘… and our honeymoon in the Pacific?’
‘Yes?’
‘We’re taking a boat.’
Epilogue
Eleanor stood at the rail of the deck, enjoying the breeze cooling her skin through her pale cotton dress. Clouds tumbled towards the horizon. Weightless white boulders on the humid air. Far in the distance the forested uplands faded in a blue haze.
During Richard’s recovery she’d taken her six weeks’ residency in Reno, Nevada, and had been granted her divorce. Within days she was married again. The ceremony was a quiet affair in the Manhattan city clerk’s office. Her father had overcome all his reservations, as she knew he would, once he’d spent half an hour in his study with Richard. Hannah, Martha, and Paul Gallico were there, but Jakob had excused himself, saying he did not wish to bring his sadness to such a happy day. Dr Eckener, already returned to Germany after the enquiry in Lakehurst, a saddened and diminished figure, had sent a telegram and gifts.
The public enquiry began within days of the disaster, but when interviewed by German officials of the Deutsche Zeppelin-Reederei, before Eckener had arrived in New York by ship, Eleanor and Denham, who between them had conclusive knowledge of the cause of the accident, were told that they would not be called as witnesses. The Reich government did not wish to make public the reason why a high-ranking state servant should have brandished and fired a gun near Gas Cell 4, nor the reason why six people on the passenger list had apparently not cleared customs or the Kontrolle at Frankfurt. The Walther PPK had been found in the wreckage and discreetly removed. Denham did, however, tell Eckener what had happened, and the old man presented his conclusions on the disaster accordingly. At least he would never be tormented by not knowing the truth. They never discovered what happened to Rex. After they alerted the SIS in London of his treachery, he vanished inside Germany.
A large insect made her jump, droning past her face and landing on the rail a few inches from her hand.
A steward serving drinks laughed. ‘Senora, it’s not dangerous. That’s a fig beetle, quite common in Panama.’
She looked at the bug. Its metallic carapace glinted with shades of gold, emerald, and sapphire, like a scarab from a pharaoh’s crown. How beautiful everything is, she thought.
Denham stepped onto the deck, holding himself a little stiffly because of his burns. He’d changed into a linen suit, a white cotton shirt, and a Panama hat and was carrying his Leica.
‘You don’t want to miss this,’ she said, giving him her swimsuit pose as he took a photograph. ‘It’s the first lock of the canal.’
They watched as the lock closed behind them and began filling with water, raising the mighty tonnage of the ocean liner up, over the rocky jungle isthmus of Panama.
‘How does it work?’ she said, fascinated.
‘It’s a matter of weight and sea.’
‘Well, we’ve got all afternoon,’ she said kissing him. The steward approached with a tray of tall iced glasses. ‘I ordered us a Tom Collins.’
‘Who?’
‘Gin, lime juice, soda water, sugar, and ice. Cheers.’
‘Cheers, Senora Denham.’
They sipped their drinks with their arms around each other’s waists. ‘I want to keep travelling like this forever,’ she said. ‘Can’t you and I and Tom settle in the South Seas somewhere?’
Denham turned to the horizon.
‘There’s a war coming,’ he said. ‘Eckener thinks so, too. We can’t prevent it now.’ He looked back at her. ‘You know what we’ll be up against. I want to fight.’
She ran her hand gently over his cheek. ‘My Richard will be too old for the army,’ she said.
‘But I’ll do something. Anything I can.’
She sighed, but not sadly. ‘Yes, I know. And I will, too.’
Soon the ocean liner was through to the third lock, rising higher and higher, with dense banks on either side, and finally they saw it, the Pacific Ocean, a ribbon of dark indigo between forested hills.
