‘I’m not joking,’ warned Dolly, shoving her chair back and storming off to the front room with a scowling Aretha.
‘Ellie,’ said Annie, when the front room door slammed shut. ‘You’re a good worker. You have a lovely way with our older gentlemen. I value your work very highly.’
Ellie looked pleased and preened herself, throwing Darren a triumphant look.
‘I hope you can carry on working for me. Go and try to calm Dolly down, will you? Send Aretha back in.’
Ellie looked bewildered but obediently left the room. Darren looked curiously at Annie, but her face was blank. Aretha strode back into the kitchen, pulled up a chair and sat huffily down.
‘Okay, what?’ she demanded.
‘You’re a great worker, Aretha. I really want you to stay on here and be happy with the arrangements,’ said Annie.
Aretha grunted. ‘Well, that depends on what you goin’ to do,’ she said.
‘Nothing you’d be unhappy with. Go back into the front room and have a chat with Ellie, will you? I really want to keep you both if I can. Send Dolly through.’
Darren poured himself and Annie another cup of tea, then sat and gnawed a hangnail. ‘This is doing my nerves in,’ he told her.
‘Just keep calm,’ said Annie.
‘I’m afraid you’re going to say something horrible.’
‘Like what?’
‘Like, “Darren, Chris is going to be your new boss.” Or “Darren, I want you to take over here.”’
‘Wouldn’t you like that?’
‘God, I don’t know. I hadn’t thought about it.’
Dolly came in slamming the door into the hall shut behind her. Dolly was a terrific door-slammer, but it cut no ice with Annie.
‘I’m not happy with any of this,’ Dolly fumed.
Annie nodded, she knew all about Dolly’s resistance to change of any sort. When you’d been humped around like an unwanted package all your natural and pushed about and abused by your own father, it would make you that way. It didn’t take a shrink to see that.
‘I’ve been talking to Darren about him being in charge,’ said Annie.
‘I told you, I’m not taking orders from anyone. Particularly not an arse bandit.’
‘Charming,’ said Darren.
‘Well that’s what you are,’ said Dolly. ‘You shove shit uphill, isn’t that right? It’s all tears and queers in your room on a Saturday night.’
‘Enough,’ said Annie sharply. Dolly getting panicky she could understand, but there was no call to take it out on Darren.
‘Well,’ pouted Dolly.
‘Well nothing. Be nice.’
‘It’s just that …’
‘I know how you like things steady,’ said Annie. ‘I know how much you appreciate what Celia did for you, taking you in here off the streets like she did, giving you a settled home. I know how much you value this place. That’s why I want you to manage it.’
Darren’s jaw dropped. So did Dolly’s.
Annie sat there and smiled at them both.
‘Good idea?’ she said, and grabbed a biscuit. ‘Darren, you’ll be number two, you’ll stand in for Dolly whenever she’s not here and back her up when she is, would you like that?’
Darren’s natural position was number two. Annie knew it, and so did he. Darren nodded, relieved.
‘Dolly, you’ll be managing. That means no more entertaining clients and it means looking like a lady and not kicking off and swearing like a navvie at the first sign of trouble. Could you do that?’
To Annie’s surprise, Dolly’s eyes suddenly filled with tears.
‘No more shagging?’ she said faintly.
‘Not unless you really want to.’
‘Christ, no.’ Dolly’s laugh was shaky. ‘Fuck it, I don’t understand this.’
‘You’re tough, Dolly. I like that. Think you can take charge?’
Dolly wiped away a tear, but she was grinning. ‘You just fucking watch me,’ she said.
‘Call the others in, Darren,’ said Annie. ‘And bring a bottle of champagne. This calls for a celebration.’
33
Ruthie Carter phoned her mother at eleven a.m. every day. Not that she really wanted to. Her mother disgusted her and yet Ruthie still loved her. The daily phone call had become a habit and now it was a job for life. If Ruthie didn’t phone, Connie became waspish and cruel, accusing her of not caring, of not loving her mother, of being a bad daughter. None of which could truthfully be said of Ruthie, but when the drink was on her – and when wasn’t it? – Connie could come out with all sorts.
Ruthie had started calling her every day because she was worried about her. Feeling worried was a prominent feature in Ruthie’s life. She worried about her failing marriage. She worried about how much she drank these days, she worried about Connie, who ought to be with her instead of living alone in London. Connie didn’t work any more. She couldn’t, truth be told. Most days she was too rat-arsed to crawl out of bed, let alone do a day’s labour.
When Ruthie sat and thought about it she could trace this gnawing, constant anxiety back to when Dad left. It had been like the lunatics taking charge of the nuthouse on that day. Connie couldn’t run a piss-up in a brewery, and that was a fact. Running a household alone had turned out to be beyond her. When Dad went, everything started to crumble away; it was still crumbling. And now Connie wasn’t answering her phone and Ruthie felt her anxiety spiralling out of control.
She couldn’t phone Max. He must never be bothered with domestic stuff, and her mother came in that category. She knew very well what Max thought of Connie. There’d be merry hell to pay if she troubled him because Connie was drunk again. Instead, she phoned her cousin Kath who was now married to Jimmy Bond, one of Max’s boys. Kath’s mother, Maureen, lived just three doors along from Connie.
‘Mum’s not answering her phone, Kath love. Could you get your mum to pop round and check on her?’
‘Of course I could,’ said Kath. ‘You’re all right, are you, Ruthie?’
‘Oh, I’m fine,’ said Ruthie.
‘I’ll phone Mum,’ said Kath, and rang off.
Ruthie sat there, alone in the big Surrey house. The silence was oppressive. After a minute she got up from the couch and poured herself a Scotch.
Maureen took Kath’s call and without hesitation went and knocked at Connie’s door. After a while of waiting in the rain, with her brand-new perm going frizzy, she swore and took out her spare key and let herself in. She and Connie had had the keys to each other’s doors since the Blitz, it was no big deal. But Gawd, what a mess the place was in.
Curling her lip in disgust she went through to the lounge and there, as expected, was Connie spark out on the sofa. She was a mess. The cardigan she had on over her food-stained dress had two buttons missing. Connie’s gut was swollen, Jesus, she almost looked like she was up the duff. As if. Who in his right mind would lay a finger on Connie Bailey without fumigating her first? Connie had never been house-proud or tidy about her person, but she had now sunk to a new low. There was a trickle of drool running out of her half-open mouth.
‘Fucking hell,’ muttered Maureen, wrinkling her nose at the smell in there. Impatiently she shook Connie’s shoulder. ‘Connie! Come on girl, rise and shine.’
She shook her again. Connie’s head waggled from side to side and Maureen saw the blood in the drool. ‘Jesus,’ she said, her stomach clenching in alarm. She shook Connie once more. She couldn’t rouse her.
