trying not to remember the smell of their flesh or the way they’d screamed. Trying to remember that in many ways, they’d done far worse to both Egan and me.
“Burned them?” Trae said softly.
I nodded. “We broke free, but one of them jumped out in front of us and shot Egan in the chest.”
“How did you escape?”
I closed my eyes. “I called for help. I called the sea.”
And she had answered, rushing up over the white walls, crushing the vibrant red hibiscus, sweeping away the man who threatened us even as she left Egan and me untouched.
“You called the
“She is ours to call, much like flame is at your command. A large wave came in and over, sweeping away the man who’d shot Egan.”
Swept him away, and swept him deep. Because I had asked it, because I had called. The scientists hadn’t known about that power. They’d never suspected that we were the water to an air dragon’s flame. That same energy had helped us get far away from San Lucas. But in the end, it had not saved Egan.
Of course, the scientists now knew of the power. And they would want it, want me, even more fiercely. Maybe that was why I was still alive and Egan was dead.
They only had two sea dragons. They had six other fire dragons to examine and play with.
“Egan should have been able to survive a gunshot if it didn’t kill him straightaway,” Trae said.
I smiled bitterly. “Except that no man—no matter how gifted, how strong, or how magical—can survive having his heart shot to smithereens.”
Trae reached out to touch me, but I jerked away. “Don’t,” I said. “Just don’t.”
I don’t know why I said it when I actually hungered for his touch. Maybe it was just the sympathy in his eyes. The feeling that if I did give in to the need to be held, it wouldn’t end there.
That I would come to depend on him, just as much as I had come to depend on Egan.
I couldn’t let that happen. Couldn’t let anyone else get captured or killed. I had more than enough blood on my hands already.
He let his hand drop. “You don’t trust me.”
I met his gaze squarely. “It’s not a matter of trust. It’s a matter of believing that your help probably isn’t the best option right now.”
“Egan believed otherwise.”
“Egan’s dead. And the people who killed him are still out there.”
He considered me for a moment, then leaned back. Cool air swirled in between us, sending a chill across my already cold skin. “So are you telling me to walk away? That you don’t need my help at all?”
I hesitated and looked down at my coffee. I might not want to lean on him, or involve him any more than necessary, but the fact was, I had no money, no clothes, and no mode of transport. I might be able to swim oceans, but the scientists would probably be looking for me in the sea.
Of course, his wallet was still sitting on the bed, and it was stuffed with cash. He probably wouldn’t miss a few bills. Maybe not even a credit card. But if I did steal them and run, that would leave me alone. And no matter what, I needed help to break into the safe and get the security codes.
I let my gaze rise to his again. “What I’m worried about is the cost of your help.”
I meant death-wise, but the sudden twinkle in his eyes suggested his mind had gone in a completely different direction.
“Ah, well,” he said, his gaze sliding down my body, burning where it lingered. “Perhaps that is something we can discuss when we have a little more time.”
“I doubt it,” I said, even as I drank in the awareness that seared us both, letting it wash through me and chase away the night chill. “Because I have no intention of bedding my lover’s brother.”
I owed Egan that much. I might not have loved him, I might not have been even attracted to him as much as I was to his brother, but we’d spent ten long years together, and I’d cared for him. And caring did not mean hopping into the sack of another when the warmth of his touch still lingered in my mind.
Trae’s warm expression died a little at the mention of Egan. He stood abruptly and glanced at his watch. “Actually, we need to get moving. I want to be out of here before dawn.”
“Dawn is ninety-five minutes off yet.”
He raised his eyebrows. “To the second?”
“Ninety-five minutes, forty-three seconds, if you want to be precise.” I knew, because I could feel it. Feel the distant hum beginning to touch the air. Dawn was coming, bringing with it warmth and power. I frowned at him. “Air dragons are as attuned to the dawn and dusk as we are, so what’s with the disbelief?”
“I think it’s safe to say that I’m not your average dragon—”
“You got that right,” I muttered, then added, “Is it because you’re a draman that you can’t feel the dawn?”
“Yes.” Amusement toyed with the corners of his lush mouth. “And the woman who plays chicken with cars has no right to consider me strange.”
“I was just trying to get help. You were the one who couldn’t find the brake pedal.”
The amusement finally reached his eyes, and the bright sparkle did stranger things to my breathing. “I was never going to hit you.”
“That’s not the point.”
“Yes, it is.” He picked up his wallet from the end of the bed, dumped it on top of the bag sitting in the chair in the corner. “I’m going for a shower.”
“Another one?”
His grin flashed over his shoulder. “This one will be a lot colder.”
I smiled. I might be resisting him, but it was still nice to know the heat and desire I was feeling was mutual.
I watched him retreat into the bathroom, then my gaze was drawn back to the wallet. I might need his help, but I also needed a backup plan in case things went wrong—because things always
I waited until I heard the sound of water running and the shower door close, then scrambled across to the chair and grabbed the wallet. There were four credit cards, and at least five hundred bucks in there, if not more. I slipped out a credit card and two hundred bucks, and only felt a little bit guilty. If things went ass up with Trae, at least I’d be able to look after myself for a day or so. As I threw the wallet back on top of the bag, my fingers brushed the nylon exterior and a familiar, cold sensation ran through my fingertips.
Frowning slightly, I undid the bag’s zipper and looked inside. Sitting to one side of the roughly packed clothes was Egan’s ring.
Anger ran through me. The
I grabbed the ring and took a step toward the bathroom, then stopped. Wouldn’t it be better—safer—if he didn’t know I’d discovered the theft? Neither he nor I had mentioned the ring since waking, so maybe he was hoping I’d forgotten about it. Which meant that maybe he wouldn’t check his bag for it. Not while I was around, anyway.
I zipped it back up, then spun and walked back to the bed. After a moment’s hesitation, I hid my stolen prizes inside the second pillowcase. It might not be the safest place, but at least I could get to them there in a less obvious way than hiding them anywhere else.
With that done, I sat back on the bed and slowly sipped my coffee, listening to the shower and imagining all that water running over lean, hard flesh. It was a nice way to spend the next five minutes.
He walked in a few minutes later, his clean, male scent filling the room. “You having another shower?” he asked, vigorously toweling his hair dry.
I finished off the last of my coffee, then rose. His gaze swept down me, sending little prickles of desire skating across skin already overheated from my earlier imaginings.
“That’s like asking a dog if it wants to roll in something disgusting.”
“I know I alluded to you being scruffy earlier,” he said, voice wry, “but even I don’t think the analogy fits.”