silence, the scent of the breads and jams mingling with the warm spiciness of man, filling my lungs and stirring hunger—for the food, and for him.
But as much as I wanted to give in to the need to caress him, to let my fingers reacquaint themselves with all that tanned muscle, now was not the time.
We couldn’t afford to relax now, no matter how good or how pleasurable it would be. The men he’d flown off to the wilds of Canada might very well have gotten to a phone by now, in which case Marsten and his men would know I’d either be here or be on my way here. Maybe that was even why they were packing up. Either way, we had to keep alert. Last night had been a gift—but we dare not steal time like that again.
I sighed softly then rose to grab another cup of coffee. “So what do we do to fill in the day?” I said, walking across to the nearest window and looking out. A green car was slowly making its way toward our cabin. I wondered if it was Mrs. Molloy, back to collect her basket. “And don’t suggest a horizontal tango. We haven’t the time.”
“We have all day,” he said dryly.
I gave him a grin. “Yeah, but there’s only one head alert when we’re in bed, and it isn’t the one with the brain aboard.”
He laughed, a warm rich sound that had my toes curling. “You could be right there.”
Outside, the green car had slowed even further, allowing me time to study the driver. It was a male, not a female—not Mrs. Molloy, as I’d originally thought. He was big, his shadowy features rough-looking.
The sight of him had trepidation racing across my skin. I might not have seen this particular man before, but I knew what he was all the same.
I stepped to one side of the window, hiding behind the blue and white checked curtains.
“What’s wrong?” Trae said quickly.
I held up a hand to silence him, and listened to the sound of the approaching car. It cruised past slowly, not stopping, but remaining at a speed that allowed the driver time to look and study.
They suspected.
But how? Why? I wasn’t within tracking distance, and I hadn’t done anything to attract attention, hadn’t gone anywhere to be noticed. And yet that man was looking at this cottage, not at any of the other houses or cottages nearby. Just this one, and this one alone.
Could Mrs. Molloy have told them that two Americans were staying here? She might claim to hate the scientists, but the almighty dollar was a great incentive to overlooking such feelings. I wouldn’t put it past the scientists to be paying the nosier folks in the village to keep an eye out for strangers with an American accent. Which I wouldn’t have thought would be exactly scarce in a town that thrived on tourism.
The car finally moved on. I peeked out the window, watching until it had disappeared over the hill, then spun around.
“We need to get out of here.” My gaze met the blue of his. “That was a scientist cruising past.”
“Damn.” He gulped down the rest of his coffee, then rose. “Was he pointing anything our way?”
“No.” Which didn’t mean the receiver couldn’t be on the seat next to him. “But why would they even suspect I’m here? The tracker only has a range of five hundred feet, so they can’t have caught the signal from the research center. Besides, if they
“Maybe the signal was weak or intermittent. Maybe they want to be sure before they cause a fuss.” He shrugged. “Either way, it looks like we’ll need to go do a bit of sightseeing.”
I blinked. Why did this man always do that to me? “What?”
“Hiding in the open is always a good policy. People just don’t expect it. So, we’ll wander up to Urquhart Castle and spend the day there mingling with the tourists and remaining well out of any tracker range.”
“Then let’s get out of here.”
I walked into the bedroom and grabbed our bags. Mine mightn’t hold much more than clothes, but I wasn’t about to leave anything behind that they could examine. It might only confirm any suspicions they had that I
Because if they
He took the bags from me and slung them over his own shoulder.
“The cottage hasn’t got a back door,” I said, “so we’ll have to use one of the rear windows.”
Amusement played around his mouth. “Considering the size of my . . . ego, do you think I’ll get through them easily enough?”
“Just,” I said dryly. I walked back into the kitchen and pushed up the window. “How about this time you go first?”
“You just want equal ass-viewing time.”
“And is there anything wrong with that?”
“Hell, no.” His words were solemn, but the twinkle in his eyes was very evident. “I am a very sexy guy with a very sexy ass, after all.”
“And I think Carly Simon sang a song about a man just like you.”
He grinned. “Impossible. I am unique.”
I was tempted to say “Thank god,” but given his mood, he’d probably take it as a compliment.
He tossed the bags through the window, then climbed out. After a quick look around, he turned and offered me his hand. I hesitated, then placed my fingers in his. The warmth of his flesh encased mine and sent a crazy tingle rushing across my skin.
My feet had barely hit the ground before he was drawing me toward him for a quick, tantalizing kiss.
“You keep doing that and we’re going to get ourselves into trouble,” I muttered, trying to ignore the excited pounding of my pulse and the aching need to melt back into his arms and just keep on kissing him.
“But it’s a good kind of trouble,” he said with a grin.
I whacked him lightly. “Behave. This is serious business.”
“So is the two of us.” His grin faded a little as he picked up the bags and slung them over his shoulder. “You ready?”
I nodded. “Are you sure this is going to be safe?”
“I doubt they’ll expect us to be playing tourist up at the ruins, and if even the tracker has a range double what you were told, we should be well enough away from them.”
“I hope you’re right.”
Because a crowded tourist spot didn’t exactly provide a whole lot of places where we could run and hide.
As it turned out, I was worrying over nothing. The sun tracked its way across the sky and we made like regular tourists, examining the ruins and having lunch and afternoon tea in the new visitors’ center.
It turned out to be a good day—a slice of everyday normality in a life that had been far from normal. At least for the last eleven years. Egan and I had been lovers, but it had been out of necessity and the need for companionship more than anything else. We’d never had the chance to do any of those things lovers normally do. Not even share after-sex small talk, because Egan had always been too aware of the scientists and their insidious monitors.
But today, with Trae, I got a taste of that—a taste of what it would be like to be his lover, his friend, the person he cared most about—and I had to say, it was nice. More than nice, really, because it was a glimpse of the future that might be mine if I survived the present.
The castle closed at five. We trailed out with everyone else, then made our way down to the shore of the loch, keeping in the shadows of the hill and the castle so that we were less likely to be noticed.
As we neared the shore, I picked up a pebble and tossed it high. It hit the water with a splash, sending glittering droplets spraying into the darkening skies. Ripples ran away from the spot where the stone sank, the circles growing ever stronger rather than weaker.
The loch knew I was near. She was waiting for me.
An odd tremor of excitement ran through me. I needed to get in there. Needed to reclaim that part of my heritage so long denied.
“It’s time to go.”
I placed my fingers in his, felt the quiver start deep inside. A quiver that was all desire, all want, all