exclaimed, staring at him with bewildered dismay.
His heart pounded with sudden painful jerks. He found it difficult to speak through a flood of instinctive dread. 'Victoria,' he said scratchily, 'are you ill?'
'Oh, dear, no...no, I'm only...' Victoria paused, hurriedly searching for a proper euphemism, but in her own anxiety, she couldn't think of a single one. 'I'm pregnant,' she said, her gloved hands rubbing his chest as if to soothe him. 'There's nothing to worry about. We're going to have a baby.'
Relief began to penetrate the sudden whirl of panic. He pulled her close, burying his face in the soft mounds of her breasts, and tried to slow his breathing. 'God, Victoria,' he said. He heard her laugh shakily, and she clasped his head.
'How do you feel about enlarging our family?' she asked.
'Just that it's a miracle.' Grant turned to press his ear against her heart, listening to the fast steady beat, thinking that everything in the world that mattered was right here in his arms.
'A rather commonplace miracle,' she pointed out with a smile in her voice. 'It happens to families every day.'
'Not to mine, it doesn't.' Easing her backward, Grant stared at her slim body, imagining her belly swollen with his child. 'How do you feel?' he asked in concern.
Victoria caressed his face. 'Impatient,' she replied. 'I can hardly wait for the day when I hold a baby in my arms.'
As it turned out, a baby was delivered to the Morgan household far sooner than expected. Almost a month after the revelation of Victoria's pregnancy, she and Grant were enjoying a private supper at home when Mrs. Buttons interrupted them. The housekeeper wore a strange, almost comical expression, as if something had startled her and she still hadn't recovered from the shock.
'Lady Morgan,' the housekeeper said uncomfortably, 'a...a parcel has arrived for you...from Italy.'
'At this time of the evening?' Victoria exchanged a perplexed frown with her husband. 'It might be a gift from my sister,' she said. 'How wonderful. It's been months since I've received word from her. Is there a letter attached, Mrs. Buttons?'
'Yes, but--'
'Please bring the letter to me now, and have the parcel placed in the family parlor. We'll open it after supper.'
Before the housekeeper could reply, a strange sound caused Victoria to freeze. It was a high, mewling wail, similar to that of a cat...or a crying baby.
Grant stood from the table, wiping his mouth with a napkin. 'I don't think this particular parcel wants to be left in the parlor,' he muttered, brushing by the housekeeper as he strode from the room.
'A baby?' Victoria said, dazed, her gaze meeting Mrs. Buttons's.
The housekeeper nodded in confirmation. 'Yes, milady. Sent from Italy with a wet nurse who doesn't speak a word of English.'
'Oh, Lord.' Victoria hurried after her husband, following the sound to the entrance hall.
Several servants had gathered in the hall to stare in amazement at the anxious, dark-haired young woman dressed in peasant clothes overlaid with a rough gray apron. The wet nurse clutched a wailing bundle in her arms, and seemed ready to burst into tears herself. 'Signora,' she said as soon as Victoria appeared, and a chattering stream of foreign syllables erupted.
Victoria placed a calming hand on the young woman's shoulder. 'It's all right,' she said, hoping the girl would understand her tone if not the actual words. 'Thank you for bringing the baby here safely. You must be tired, and hungry.' She glanced at Mrs. Buttons, who instantly directed one of the housemaids to have a room prepared for the girl. Victoria gestured toward the screaming baby and gave the girl a gentle smile. 'May I?' she asked.
The girl handed her the bundle at once, seeming relieved. Receiving the baby awkwardly, Victoria stared into the infant's tiny, purple face surmounted with a tuft of orange-red hair tied with a bow. No one could mistake it for anyone else's child but Vivien's. 'Oh, darling creature,' she murmured, torn between joyous laughter and tears. 'Precious, sweet girl--'
'Here, give it to me,' Grant said brusquely, standing right behind her. 'The head's dangling.'
Surrendering the child, Victoria took the letter the wet nurse handed to her. It was addressed to her, and the handwriting was unmistakably Vivien's. Frowning, Victoria broke the seal and read the letter aloud. 'Dearest Victoria, as I promised, I have sent the baby to you, as I am too busy to look after her at present. If you wish, arrange for someone to take care of Isabella and I will reimburse you for the expenses whenever I return to England. My love as always...Vivien.'
Turning toward her husband, Victoria realized that the baby had quieted and was staring up into Grant's dark face with round, unblinking eyes. A miniature hand was clasped around his finger, the tiny fingers turning white at the tips from the pressure she exerted. The baby looked impossibly small against Grant's broad chest, seeming to enjoy the security of his firm clasp.
'I didn't know you had experience with babies,' Victoria remarked, watching the pair with a wondering smile.
Bouncing the child in a soothing, even rhythm, Grant spoke quietly. 'I don't. I just have a way with redheaded females.'
'I'll vouch for that.' Smiling slightly, a frown still pulling at her forehead, Victoria stroked the tuft of fiery hair atop the infant's head. 'Poor little Isabella,' she murmured.
'Will Vivien come for the child someday?' Grant asked without taking his gaze from the baby.
'It's impossible to say for certain, but...' Victoria paused and stared at her husband, finding it impossible to color the truth. 'No,' she said quietly. 'She won't want a child around to remind her of the passing years...and she's never desired to be a mother. I don't believe she'll come for the baby, ever.'
'Then what's to be done with her?'
'Would you have objections to enlarging our family a bit early?' Victoria asked hesitantly.
For a moment Grant found it difficult to believe he was considering becoming the de facto father of Vivien Duvall's bastard. He had no liking for Vivien, and never would. But as he stared at the small face cradled against his shoulder, he somehow didn't see any of Vivien in her. He saw only the vulnerability and innocence of a child, and he felt an elemental instinct to protect her. 'I suppose no one else would take care of her as we would,' he murmured, more to himself than to Victoria.
His wife moved closer to him, sliding one arm around his waist. 'I suppose not,' she agreed with a smile. 'Oh, Grant...I knew you wouldn't refuse.' She stood on her toes to kiss him. 'You never disappoint me, you know.'
More than a few sardonic comments came to mind, but as he looked into his wife's sparkling blue eyes, he was too suffused with love to voice any of them.
'Never,' Victoria repeated, holding his gaze. 'I wouldn't change a single thing about you.'
'Well, milady,' he replied softly, 'that's why I married you.'
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