bland, I’d generally been able to deal with him. But at that moment, I lacked the patience to beg the jerk for a set of facts as likely as not to be wrong, and I simply hung up.
It was eight-fifteen and North Shore Hospital was forty-five minutes away, even assuming light traffic on the dreaded Long Island Expressway. I threw on my coat and went out to my car, which was parked in front of the building. Once again, the Official Police parking permit on the dash had worked its magic and there was no ticket beneath the wiper blade. That was predictable, as was the Nissan’s failure to start. It was bitter cold and the car had been sitting for two days.
I opened the trunk, removed a set of jumper cables, then attached one end of the cables to my battery. When an empty cab drove by a few minutes later, I raised both hands. In the left, I held the unattached end of the jumpers, in the right, a five-dollar bill. Within two minutes, the Nissan was up and running.
As I crested the Williamsburg Bridge, I got on my cell phone, punching the O, then waiting for an operator to respond. A few minutes later, I was speaking to the desk lieutenant at the 111th Precinct in Bayside, Queens. Her name was Fujimori and she clucked sympathetically when I identified myself as Adele’s partner.
‘They hit her in the face,’ she told me, ‘with some kind of club, maybe a baseball bat.’
‘Once?’
‘Apparently. Are you familiar with the layout?’
‘I’ve been there.’
‘Alright, Bentibi was attacked after parking her car in the lot behind her apartment building. She got lucky when a porter came through the back door as the attack started and her assailant ran away with her handbag. Also, Bentibi has a defensive wound on her forearm, a large contusion. We’re assuming she managed to absorb some of the force of the blow.’
I took a second to visualize the scene. The Bentibis owned a condo in a hi-rise building a few hundred yards from Little Neck Bay. The surrounding blocks were all residential, mostly single-family homes, and very quiet. Beyond that, Bayside had been an upper-middle-class enclave for a century, with the nearest subway five miles distant — not the happy hunting ground for street muggers who depend on mass transit for a quick getaway.
‘You get a lot of muggings in that part of town, lou?’ I finally asked.
‘I can’t remember the last one.’
‘How’d they escape?’
‘They had a car.’
‘You get a make, a plate number?’
‘Negative. Bentibi was too disoriented and the porter ran over to help her. He only glimpsed the vehicle.’
‘What about an ID? Either of them get a look?’
‘Your partner doesn’t remember what happened, but according to the porter, the bad guy had his face covered with a stocking mask. The most the porter’s willing to say is that Bentibi’s attacker was white.’
We went back and forth for a few minutes, until I was about to thank her and hang up. Then she added, ‘They didn’t get Bentibi’s badge. She had it in her pocket. They got her weapon, but not her badge.’
I think the statement was meant to console. If so, the kind lieutenant had wasted her breath. Though the emotions running through my little brain were decidedly mixed, sorrow was decidedly absent.
The middle of Adele’s face was swathed in bandages, her mouth below the bandages and her eyes above, swollen and discolored. But she was awake and oriented. When I came through the door, her head swiveled a few inches and the sliver of eye visible between her purple lids came to rest on my face. My greatest concern, on the way over, was that I would find her afraid. But Adele’s gaze was steady and I had the distinct feeling that we were both explorers mapping an uncertain terrain.
A few moments before, I’d cornered a resident at the nurses’ station. Neurology, she’d told me without looking up, had run a battery of tests and Adele’s brain was not damaged, at least not as far as they could tell. On the other hand, the injuries to bone and soft tissue were extensive. Adele’s nose had been virtually smashed and she would probably need further surgery, even though a plastic surgeon had ‘popped it into place.’
I sat on the edge of an empty bed a few feet from Adele’s. ‘Next time you go for a nose job,’ I told her, ‘it’d probably be good if you picked a better surgeon. You’re gonna have to have that one done over.’
Although Adele’s lips were as thick as hot dogs, they parted in a semblance of a smile. Encouraged, I stumbled on.
‘I know you’re already thinking that I came out here to offer my assistance because I pity you, or because I’m suffering from some kind of Sir Galahad complex. But when you get home, you’re gonna discover a phone message left by Harry Corbin before he found out what happened.’ Leaning forward, I tapped Adele’s knee, an unheard-of liberty. ‘The fact is that I was already on a righteous path when Mel called from Dallas. You have no claim to the moral high-ground just because you got your ass kicked.’
Adele continued to stare into my eyes, until I straightened up and asked, ‘Are you stoned?’
That brought a true smile and the merest of nods. They’d given her some sort of pain killer, undoubtedly an opiate, which was doing its work quite nicely. Never-Never Land, here we come.
But Adele surprised me. In a series of excruciatingly slow movements, she worked her way to the edge of the bed and opened the drawer of a little nightstand, extracting a key ring which she handed over. As she would have needed her keys to get through the back door of her building and into her apartment, she’d probably been holding them when she was attacked.
I slid the keys into my pocket, then looked into Adele’s eyes. Her lids were no more than a few millimeters apart, but her eyes glowed nonetheless, whether from the dope or the pleasure of seeing me, I couldn’t know. After a moment, her lips began to move, her mouth to open as she attempted to speak.
She took a long time about it, working her swollen tongue behind her teeth as she struggled with the mechanics. When her words finally broke free, they were thick and rounded, the hard consonants slurred. Nevertheless, I understood her well enough.
‘Why did you come back?’
‘Why do you need to know?’
Always respond to a question with a question, a rule of thumb familiar to police interrogators and mental therapists alike. But it wasn’t going to work here. Adele continued to stare at me, a bug-eyed lizard fixed on a crawling insect. I could answer, or I could be eaten. It was strictly up to me.
‘You’re my partner,’ I finally said, ‘and I have to defend you to the death or suffer eternal damnation. Call it cop culture, the mythology of the job, whatever. You don’t leave your partner’s back undefended, no exceptions.’ I shifted my weight on the bed, but maintained eye contact until I was sure Adele wasn’t going to be the first to speak. ‘Only there’s much more to it, which you already know.’
‘Like what?’
‘Like bodies in winter, like David Lodge’s body on a lawn in the middle of January. That brown grass, it looks nice and soft, but when you kneel down, it’s all frozen little knobs that get up between the bones of your knees. And then there’s the blood. Blood that fresh isn’t supposed to be hard, just like the sun isn’t supposed to be cold. You remember the sun that day, Adele, how bright it was, how cold it was? I felt like I was sucking that icy wind down into my bones.’
That was it for me, as far as I wanted to go, and I lapsed into silence. A few minutes later, Adele pushed a red button attached to the sheet, releasing a jolt of whatever pain killer she was taking, then drifted off to sleep. I remained where I was for a short time longer, listening to the pulse of her IV pump as it forced a mix of antibiotics and saline into her veins. I knew there was work to be done, that the night would be long, that the faster I moved the better off I’d be. But I kept imagining the pain, not only from the blunt object that had crashed into Adele’s face, but from the surgeries to come. I’d seen injuries like hers many times and I knew she’d never look the same. Without doubt, she knew it as well.
I finally took my weapon from its holster, slid it into the pocket of my coat and left. A nurse pushing a medication cart looked up as I came down the hallway, a pretty woman in a starched uniform. I returned her smile without hesitation. The way I saw it, I had only one problem. When my Nissan fired right up a few minutes later, I had none.
I found three sets of files and a notebook, all neatly arranged on Adele’s dining-room table. Though I might have hung around long enough to study them at my leisure, I packed them into a briefcase and went out through the rear of the building, avoiding the doorman. It was now approaching eleven o’clock and I wanted to settle down with a pot of coffee in my own apartment as soon as possible. Still, I made a stop on the way, driving to Woodward
