“No, no. Don’t trouble yourself about that. It doesn’t in the least depress me. By nature, I’m depression- proof. And seeing this place again…it’s a sweet pain, one well worth experiencing.”
They got into the limousine and were driven to the barn behind the house.
In the small town of Eagle, west of Vail, they stopped for gasoline. In a minimart adjacent to the service station, Ellie was able to purchase two tubes of Super Glue, the store’s entire supply.
“Why Super Glue?” Spencer asked when she returned to the pumps, where he was counting out cash to the attendant.
“Because it’s a lot harder to find welding tools and supplies.”
“Well, of course it is,” he said, as though he knew what she was talking about.
She remained solemn. Her fund of smiles had been depleted. “I hope it’s not too cold for this stuff to bond.”
“What’re you going to do with your Super Glue, if I may ask?”
“Glue something.”
“Well, of course you are.”
Ellie got into the backseat with Rocky.
At her direction, Spencer drove the pickup past the service bays of the repair garage to the edge of the station property. He parked beside a ten-foot-high ridge of plowed snow.
Fending off the mutt’s friendly tongue, Ellie unlatched the small sliding window between the cab and the cargo bed. She slid the movable half open only an inch.
From the canvas duffel bag, she removed the last of the major items that she had chosen to salvage when the signal trace-back from Earthguard had made it necessary to abandon the Range Rover. A long orange utility cord. An adapter that transformed any car or truck cigarette lighter into two electrical sockets from which current could be drawn when the engine was running. Finally, there was the compact satellite up-link with automated tracking arm and collapsible Frisbee-like receiving dish.
Outside again, Spencer put down the tailgate, and they climbed into the empty bed of the pickup. Ellie used most of the Super Glue to fix the microwave transceiver to the painted-metal cargo bed.
“You know,” he said, “a drop or two usually does the trick.”
“Got to be sure it doesn’t pop loose at the worst moment and start sliding around. It has to remain stationary.”
“After that much glue, you’ll probably need a small nuclear device to get it off.”
Head cocked in curiosity, Rocky watched them through the back window of the cab.
The adhesive required longer than usual to bond, either because Ellie used too much or because of the cold. In ten minutes, however, the microwave transceiver was fixed securely to the truck bed.
She opened the collapsible receiving dish to its full eighteen-inch extension. She plugged one end of the utility cord into the base of the transceiver. Then she hooked her fingers into the narrow gap that she had left in the rear window of the cab, slid the pane farther open, and fed the electrical cord into the backseat.
Rocky pushed his snout through the window and licked Ellie’s hands as she worked.
When the cord between the transceiver and the window was taut but not stretched tight, she pushed Rocky’s snout out of the way and slid the window as tightly shut as the cord would allow.
“We’re going to track somebody by satellite?” Spencer asked as they jumped off the back of the truck.
“Information is power,” she said.
Putting up the tailgate, he said, “Well, of course it is.”
“And I have some heavy-duty knowledge.”
“I wouldn’t dispute that for a moment.”
They returned to the cab of the pickup.
She pulled the utility cord from the backseat and plugged it into one of the two sockets in the cigarette- lighter adapter. She plugged the laptop into the second socket.
“All right,” she said grimly, “next stop — Vail.”
He started the engine.
Almost too excited to drive, Eve Jammer cruised the Vegas night, searching for an opportunity to become the completely fulfilled woman that Roy had shown her how to be.
Cruising past a seedy bar where flashing neon signs advertised topless dancers, Eve saw a sorry-looking, middle-aged guy step out the front door. He was bald, maybe forty pounds overweight, with facial skin folds to rival those of any SharPei. His shoulders were slumped under a yoke of weariness. Hands in his coat pockets, head hung low, he schlepped toward the half-full parking lot beside the bar.
She drove past him into the lot and parked in an empty stall. Through her side window, she watched him approaching. He shuffled as if too beaten down by the world to fight gravity any more than he absolutely had to.
She could imagine how it was for him. Too old, too unattractive, too fat, too socially awkward, too poor to win the favors of a girl like those he so much desired. He was on his way home after a few beers, bound for a lonely bed, having passed a few hours watching gorgeous, big-breasted, long-legged, firm-bodied young women whom he could never possess. Frustrated, depressed. Achingly lonely.
Eve felt so sorry for that man, to whom life had been grossly unfair.
She got out of her car and approached him as he reached his ten-year-old, unwashed Pontiac. “Excuse me,” she said.
He turned, and his eyes widened at the sight of her.
“You were here the other night,” she guessed, making it sound like a statement.
“Well…yeah, last week,” he said. He couldn’t restrain himself from looking her over. He was probably unaware of licking his lips.
“I saw you then,” she said, pretending shyness. “I…I didn’t have the nerve to say hello.”
He gaped at her in disbelief. And he was slightly wary, unable to believe a woman like her would be coming on to him.
“The thing is,” she said, “you look exactly like my dad.” Which was a lie.
“I do?”
He was less wary now that she had mentioned her dad, but there was also less pathetic hope in his eyes.
“Oh, exactly like him,” she said. “And…and the thing is…the thing is that…I hope you won’t think I’m weird…but the thing is…the only men I can do it with, go to bed with and be really wild with…are men who look like my father.”
As he realized that he had stumbled into a bed of good fortune more exciting than any in his most testosterone-flooded fantasies, the jowled and dewlapped Romeo straightened his shoulders. His chest lifted. A smile of sheer delight made him look ten years younger, though no less like a SharPei.
In that transcendent moment, when the poor man no doubt felt more alive and happier than he’d been in weeks, months, perhaps even years, Eve drew the silencer-fitted Beretta from her big handbag and shot him three times.
She also had a Polaroid in the handbag. Although worried that a car might pull into the lot and that other patrons might leave the bar momentarily, she took three snapshots of the dead man as he lay on the blacktop beside his Pontiac.
Driving home, she thought about what a fine thing she had done: helping that dear man to find a way out of his imperfect life, giving him his freedom from rejection, depression, loneliness, and despair. Tears melted from her eyes. She didn’t sob or become too emotional to be dangerous behind the wheel. She wept quietly, quietly, though the compassion in her heart was powerful and profound.
She wept all the way home, into the garage, through the house, into her bedroom, where she arranged the Polaroids on the nightstand for Roy to see when he returned from Colorado in a day or two — and then a funny thing happened. As deeply moved as she was by what she had done, as copious and genuine as her tears had been, nevertheless, she was abruptly dry-eyed and incredibly
