bed. Phimie's bedclothe's were in disarray.
'Where's my sister?' Celestina gasped.
The aide looked up from her work, startled.
When a hand touched her shoulder, Celestina swiveled to face a nun with ruddy cheeks and twilight-blue eyes that would now and forever be the color of bad news. 'I didn't know they'd been able to reach you. They only started trying ten minutes ago.'
At least twenty minutes had passed since the call from Nella Lombardi.
'Where's Phimie?'
'Quickly,' the nun said, shepherding her along the hall to the elevators.
'What's happened?'
As they dropped toward the surgical floor, the solemn sister said, 'Another hypertensive crisis.
The poor girl's blood pressure soared in spite of the medication. She suffered a violent seizure, eclamptic convulsions.'
'Oh, God.'
'She's in surgery now. Cesarean section.'
Celestina expected to be taken to a waiting room, but instead the nun escorted her to surgical prep.
'I'm Sister Josephina.' She slipped Celestina's purse off her shoulder-'You can trust this with me'- and helped her out of her jacket.
A nurse in surgical greens appeared. 'Pull up the sleeves of your scrub nearly to your elbows. Scrub hard. I'll tell you when to stop.'
As the nurse slapped a bar of lye soap in Celestina's right hand, she turned on the water in the sink.
As luck would have it,' the nun said, 'Dr. Lipscomb was in the when it happened. He'd just delivered another baby under emergency conditions. He's excellent.'
'How's Phimie?' Celestina asked, scrubbing fiercely at her hands and forearms.
'Dr. Lipscomb delivered the baby like two minutes ago. The afterbirth hasn't even been removed yet,' the nurse informed her.
'The baby's small but healthy. No deformity,' Sister Josephina promised.
Celestina's question had been about Phimie, but they had told her about the baby, and she was alarmed by their evasion.
'Enough,' said the nurse, and the nun reached through clouds of steam to crank off the water.
Celestina turned away from the deep sink, raising her dripping hands as she had seen surgeons do in movies, and she could almost believe that she was still at home, in bed, in the fevered throes of a terrible dream.
As the nurse slipped Celestina into a surgical gown and tied it be hind her back, Sister Josephina knelt before her and tugged a pair of elastic-trimmed cloth booties over her street shoes.
This extraordinary and urgent invitation into the sanctum of surgery said more-and worse-about Phimie's condition than all the words that these two women could have spoken.
The nurse tied a surgical mask over Celestina's nose and mouth, fitted a cap over her hair. 'This way.'
From prep along a short hallway. Bright fluorescent panels over head. Booties squeaking on the vinyl-tile floor.
The nurse pushed open a swinging door, held it for Celestina, and did not follow her into surgery.
Celestina's heart was knocking so hard that the reverberations of it in her bones, traveling down into her legs, seemed as though they would buckle her knees under her.
Here, now, the surgical team, heads bent as if in prayer rather than in the practice of medicine, and dear Phimie upon the operating table, in linens spattered with blood.
Celestina told herself not to be alarmed by the blood. Birth was a bloody business. This was probably an ordinary scene in that regard.
The baby was not in sight. In one corner, a heavyset nurse was attending something at another table, her body blocking whatever occupied her attention. A bundle of white cloth. Perhaps the infant.
Celestina hated the baby with such ferocity that a bitter taste rose into the back of her mouth. Though not deformed, the child was a monster nonetheless. The rapist's curse. Healthy, but healthy at the expense of Phimie.
In spite of the intensity and urgency with which the surgical team was working on the girl, a tall nurse stepped aside and motioned Celestina to the head of the operating table.
And finally, now to Phimie, Phimie alive, but-oh-changed in a way that made Celestina feel as though her rib cage were closing like a clamp around her thudding heart.
The right side of the girl's face appeared to be more strongly affected by gravity than the left: slack yet with a pulled look. The left eyelid drooped. That side of her mouth was turned down in half a frown. From the corner of her lips oozed a stream of drool. Her eyes rolled, wild with fear, and seemed not to be focused on anything in this room.
'Cerebral hemorrhage,' explained a doctor who might have been Lipscomb.
To remain standing, Celestina had to brace herself with one hand against the operating table. The lights had grown painfully bright, and the air had thickened with the odors of antiseptics and blood, until breathing required an effort.
Phimie turned her head, and her eyes stopped rolling wildly. She locked gazes with her sister, and for the first time, she seemed to know where she was.
She tried to raise her right hand, but it flopped uselessly and would not respond, so she reached across her body with her left hand, which Celestina gripped tightly.
The girl spoke, but her words were badly slurred, her speech incoherent.
She twisted her sweat-drenched face in what might have been frustration, closed her eyes, and tried again, getting out a single but intelligible word: 'Baby.'
'She's suffering only expressive aphasia,' the doctor said. 'She can't get much out, but she understands you perfectly.'
With the infant in her arms, the heavyset nurse pressed in beside Celestina, who almost recoiled in disgust. She held the newborn so that its mother could look into its face.
Phimie gazed upon the child briefly, then sought her sister's eyes again. Another word, slurred but made intelligible with much effort: 'Angel.'
This was no angel.
Unless it was the angel of death.
All right, yes, it had tiny hands and tiny feet, rather than hooked talons and cloven hooves. This was no demon child. Its father's evil was'nt visibly reflected in its small face.
Celestina wanted nothing to do with it, was offended by the very sight of it, and she couldn't understand why Phimie would so insistently call it an angel.
'Angel,' Phimie said thickly, searching her sister's eyes for a sign of understanding. of understanding. 'Don't strain yourself, honey.'
'Don't strain yourself, honey.'
'Angel,' Phimie said urgently, and then, with an effort that made a blood vessel swell in her left temple, 'name.
'You want to name the baby Angel?'
The girl tried to say yes, but all that issued from her was 'Yunh, yunh,' so she nodded as vigorously as she was able to do, and tightened her grip on Celestina's hand.
Perhaps she was afflicted with only expressive aphasia, but she must be confused to some degree. The baby, which would be placed for adoption, was not hers to name.
'Angel,' she repeated, close to desperation.
Angel. A less exotic synonym for her own name. Seraphim's angel. The angel of an angel.
'All right,' Celestina said, 'yes, of course.' She could see no harm in humoring Phimie. 'Angel. Angel White. Now, you calm down, you relax, don't stress yourself.'
'Angel.
'Yes.'
As the heavyset nurse retreated with the baby, Phimie's grip on her sister's hand relaxed, but then grew firm
