in the young-adult section, scanning titles on the bottom shelf—'Hey, here's one about a dog. You like animal stories? Here's a spy story!' — and he was such a comical sight that Laura giggled. By the time they left the store, they'd bought one hundred books,
Their first dinner together was at a pizza parlor, where Nina exhibited a surprising talent for magic by plucking a pepperoni ring from behind Laura's ear, then making it vanish.
'That's amazing,' Laura said. 'Where'd you learn that?'
'I owned an interior design firm, but I had to give it up eight years ago. Health reasons. Too stressful. I wasn't used to sitting at home like a lump, so I did all the things I'd dreamed of when I was a businesswoman with no spare time. Like learning magic.'
'Health reasons?' Laura said.
Security was a treacherous rug that people kept pulling out from under her, and now someone was getting ready to jerk the rug again.
Her fear must have been evident, for Carl Dockweiler said, 'Don't worry. Nina was born with a bum heart, a structural defect, but she'll live as long as you or me if she avoids stress.'
'Can't they operate?' Laura asked, putting down the slice of pizza she had just picked up, her appetite having suddenly fled.
'Cardiovascular surgery's advancing rapidly,' Nina said. 'In a couple years maybe. But, honey, it's nothing to worry about. I'll take care of myself, especially now I've got a daughter to spoil!'
'More than anything,' Carl said, 'we wanted kids, but couldn't have them. By the time we decided to adopt, we discovered Nina's heart condition, so then the adoption agencies wouldn't approve us.'
'But we qualify as foster parents,' Nina said, 'so if.you like living with us, you can stay forever, just as if you were adopted.'
That night in her big bedroom with its view of the sea — now an almost scary, vast expanse of darkness — Laura told herself that she must not like the Dockweilers too much, that Nina's heart condition foreclosed any possibility of real security.
The following day, Sunday, they took her shopping for clothes and would have spent fortunes if she had not finally begged them to stop. With their Mercedes crammed full of her new clothes, they went to a Peter Sellers comedy, and after the movie they had dinner at a hamburger restaurant where the milkshakes were humongous.
Pouring catsup on her french fries, Laura said, 'You guys are lucky that child-welfare sent me to you instead of some other kid.'
Carl raised his eyebrows. 'Oh?'
'Well, you're nice,
They stared at her in amazement.
At last Carl looked at Nina. 'They've tricked us. She's not twelve. They've palmed off a dwarf on us.'
That night in bed, as she waited for sleep, Laura repeated her litany of self-protection: 'Don't like them too much, don't like them too much…' But already she liked them enormously.
The Dockweilers sent her to a private academy where the teachers were more demanding than those in the public schools she had attended, but she relished the challenge and performed well. Slowly she made new friends. She missed Thelma and Ruth, but she took some comfort from knowing they would be pleased that she had found happiness.
She even began to think that she could have faith in the future and could dare to
But would a guardian angel actually shoot a man in the head? Beat another man to a bloody pulp? Never mind. She had a handsome guardian, angel or not, and foster parents who loved her, and she could not refuse happiness when it showered on her by the bucketful.
On Tuesday, December 5, Nina had her monthly appointment with her cardiologist, so no one was at home when Laura returned from school that afternoon. She let herself in with her key and put her textbooks on the Louis XIV table in the foyer near trie foot of the stairs.
The enormous living room was decorated in shades of cream, peach, and pale green, which made it cozy in spite of its size. As she paused at the windows to enjoy the view, she thought of how much better it would be if Ruth and Thelma could enjoy it with her — and suddenly it seemed the most natural thing that they should be there.
Why not? Carl and Nina loved kids. They had enough love for a houseful of kids, for a thousand kids.
'Shane,' she said aloud, 'you're a genius.'
She went to the kitchen and prepared a snack to take to her room. She poured a glass of milk, heated a chocolate croissant in the oven, and got an apple from the refrigerator, as she mulled over the ways in which she might broach the subject of the twins with the Dockweilers. The plan was such a natural that by the time she carried her snack to the swinging door that separated kitchen and dining room and pushed it open with her shoulder, she had been unable to think of a single approach that would fail.
The Eel was waiting in the dining room, and he grabbed her and slammed her up against the wall so hard that he knocked the wind out of her. The apple and chocolate croissant flew off the plate, the plate flew out of her hand, he knocked the glass of milk out of her other hand, and it struck the dining-room table, shattering noisily. He pulled her away from the wall but slammed her into it again, pain flashed down her back, her vision clouded, she knew she dared not black out, so she held on to consciousness, held on tenaciously though she was racked with pain, breathless, and half concussed.
Where was her guardian? Where?
Sheener shoved his face close to hers, and terror seemed
Her guardian would pull the Eel off her at any second now, pull him off her and kill him. Any second now.
'I got you,' he said, his voice shrill, manic, 'now you're mine, honey, and you're gonna tell me who that son of a bitch was, the one who beat on me, I'll blow his head off.'
He was holding her by her upper arms, his fingers digging into her flesh. He lifted her off the floor, raised her to his eye level, and pinned her against the wall. Her feet dangled in the air.
'Who is the bastard?' He was so strong for his size. He lifted her away from the wall, slammed her against it again, keeping her at eye level. 'Tell me, honey, or I'll tear
Any second now. Any second.
Pain still throbbed through her back, but she was able to draw breath, although what she drew in was
'Answer me, honey.'
She could die waiting for a guardian angel to intervene.
She kicked him in the crotch. It was a perfect shot. His legs were planted wide, and he was so unaccustomed to girls who fought back that he never saw it coming. His eyes widened — they actually looked like human eyes for an instant — and he made a low, strangled sound. His hands dropped away from her. Laura collapsed to the floor, and Sheener staggered backward, lost his balance, fell against the dining-room table, folded to his side on the Chinese carpet.
Nearly immobilized by pain, shock, and fear, Laura could not get to her feet. Rag legs. Limp. So crawl. She could crawl. Away from him. Frantically. Toward the dining-room archway. Hoping to be able to stand by the time she reached the living room. He grabbed her left ankle. She tried to kick loose. No good. Rag legs. Sheener held on. Cold fingers. Corpse-cold. He made a thin, shrieking sound. Weird. She put her hand in a milk-soaked patch of carpet. Saw the broken glass. The top of the tumbler had shattered. The heavy base was intact, crowned with sharp spears. Drops of milk clinging to it. Still winded, half paralyzed by pain, the Eel seized her other ankle. Hitched-twitched-dragged himself toward her. He was still shrieking. Like a bird. Going to throw himself on top of