'That's not all you've got, either.'
'His apartment was a freak's crib,' Michael revealed. 'The guy was as psychologically weird as anything you found inside him.'
'What about chloroform?' Carson asked. 'Was it used on Allwine?'
'Won't have blood results until tomorrow,' Jack said. 'But I'm not going out on a limb when I say we won't find chloroform. This guy couldn't have been overcome by it.'
'Why not?'
'Given his physiology, it wouldn't have worked as fast on him as on you or me.'
'How fast?'
'Hard to say. Five seconds. Ten.'
'Besides,' Luke offered, 'if you tried to clamp a chloroform-soaked cloth over his face, Allwine's reflexes would have been faster than yours? or mine.'
Jack nodded agreement. 'And he would have been
Remembering the peaceful expression on Bobby Allwine's face when his body lay on the library floor, Carson considered her initial perception that he had welcomed his own murder. She could make no more sense of that hypothesis, however, than she had done earlier.
Moments later, outside in the parking lot, as she and Michael approached the sedan, the light of the moon seemed to ripple through the thick humid air as it might across the surface of a breeze-stirred pond.
Carson remembered Elizabeth Lavenza, hand-less, floating facedown in the lagoon.
Suddenly she seemed half-drowned in the murky fathoms of this case, and felt an almost panicky need to thrash to the surface and leave the investigation to others.
CHAPTER 26
To all outward appearances, Randal Six, Mercy-born and Mercy-raised, has been in various degrees of autistic trance all day, but inwardly he has passed those hours in turmoil.
The previous night, he dreamed of Arnie O'Connor, the boy in the newspaper clipping, the smiling autistic. In the dream, he requested the formula for happiness, but the O'Connor boy mocked him and would not share his secret.
Now Randal Six sits at his desk, at the computer on which he occasionally plays competitive crossword puzzles with gamers in far cities. Word games are not his purpose this evening.
He has found a site on which he can study maps of the city of New Orleans. Because this site also offers a city directory of all property owners, he has been able to learn the address of Detective Carson O'Connor, with whom the selfish Arnie resides.
The number of blocks separating Randal from their house is daunting. So much distance, so many people, untold obstacles, so much
Furthermore, this web site offers three-dimensional maps of the French Quarter, the Garden District, and several other historic areas of the city. Every time he makes use of these more elaborate guides, he is quickly overcome by attacks of agoraphobia.
If he responds with such terror to the
Yet he persists in studying the three-dimensional maps, for he is motivated by intense desire. His desire is to find happiness of the kind that he believes he has seen in the smile of Arnie O'Connor.
In the virtual reality of New Orleans on his computer screen, one street leads to another. Every intersection offers choices. Every block is lined with businesses, residences. Each of them is a choice.
In the real world, a maze of streets might lead him a hundred or a thousand miles. In that journey, he would be confronted with tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of
The enormity of this challenge overwhelms him once more, and he retreats in a panic to a corner, his back to his room. He cannot move forward. Nothing confronts him except the junction of two walls.
His only choices are to stay facing the corner or turn to the larger room. As long as he doesn't turn, his fear subsides. Here he is safe. Here is order: the simple geometry of two walls meeting.
In time he is somewhat calmed by this pinched vista, but to be fully calmed, he needs his crosswords. In an armchair, Randal Six sits with another collection of puzzles.
He likes crosswords because there are not multiple right choices for each square; only
Cross YULETIDE with CHRISTMAS, cross CHRISTMAS with MYRRH? Eventually every square will be filled; all words will be complete and will intersect correctly The predestined solution will have been achieved. Order. Stasis. Peace.
As he fills the squares with letters, a startling thought occurs to Randal. Perhaps he and the selfish Arnie O'Connor are
If he, Randal Six, is predestined to come face to face with the other boy and to take the precious secret of happiness from him, what seems now like a long harrowing journey to the O'Connor house will prove to be as simple as crossing this small room.
He cannot stop working the crossword, for he desperately needs the temporary peace that its completion will bring him. Nevertheless, as he reads the clues and inks the letters in the empty squares, he considers the possibility that finding happiness by relieving Arnie O'Connor of it might prove to be not a dream but a
CHAPTER 27
Driving away from the medical examiner's office, into a world transformed by what they had just learned, Carson said, 'Two hearts? Strange new organs? Designer freaks?'
'I'm wondering,' Michael said, 'if I missed a class at the police academy.'
'Did Jack smell sober to you?'
'Unfortunately, yeah. Maybe he's nuts.'
'He's not nuts.'
'People who were perfectly sane on Tuesday sometimes go nuts on Wednesday.'
'What people?' she asked.
'I don't know. Stalin.'
'Stalin was not perfectly sane on Tuesday. Besides, he wasn't insane, he was evil.'
'Jack Rogers isn't evil,' Michael said. 'If he's not drunk, insane, or evil, I guess we're going to have to believe him.'
'You think somehow Luke might be hoaxing old Jack?'
'Luke 'been-interested-in-viscera-since-I-was-a-kid'? First of all, it would be a way elaborate hoax. Second, Jack is smarter than Luke. Third, Luke-he's got about as much sense of humor as a graveyard rat.'
A disguise of clouds transformed the full moon into a crescent. The pale flush of streetlamps on glossy magnolia leaves produced an illusion of ice, of a northern climate in balmy New Orleans.
'Nothing is what it seems,' Carson said.
'Is that just an observation,' Michael asked, 'or should I worry about being washed away by a flood of philosophy?'
'My father wasn't a corrupt cop.'
'Whatever you say. You knew him best.'
'He never stole confiscated drugs out of the evidence lockup.'
'The past is past,' Michael advised.