It was midnight, a few days later, when we transferred from our upriver steamer to the smaller steamer that would take us up the Arkansas. Judas, in his mysterious way, had transferred too, refusing any assistance from us.
Orrin went to his cabin, and I loitered on deck, watching the lights, of the big steamer as it pulled away, churning the water to foam as it made the turn. In the waves thrown up by the paddle wheels there was a boat, a small boat that seemed to have appeared from the other side of the steamer. I watched it idly, but it was dark after the steamer's lights and I could make out nothing. A little later I heard the dip and splash of oars. The boat was pulling in alongside a keelboat moored below us.
It seemed to me that two men, perhaps three, left the boat. I was tired now, and walked slowly forward to our cabin.
The Tinker moved from the shadow of some barrels. 'Did you see that boat?'
'Yes.'
'Somebody could have gotten off on the river side.'
'You're a suspicious man, Tinker.'
'I am a living man, my friend.'
We stood together in the darkness watching the water as our small steamer got underway. If we did not get aground too often we'd soon be riding out for Colorado. Yet river travel was a chancy thing, subject to sudden lows or highs along the river, unexpected sand bars, snags, and all drifting matter. A pilot had to be a bit of a magician to do it well, and navigating these branches of the Big River was doubly difficult. Nor did they dare to go too far upstream for they might suddenly be left high and dry as a sudden flood played out.
'Your pa, now. You never heard anything after New Orleans?' said the Tinker.
'We never heard from him from there that I recall, but my memory is hazy, and it wasn't long after that before I took off to make my way in the world. Then the war came along and blotted a lot of memories for us who fought.'
We were silent for a while, listening to the river whispering along the hull.
There was a light on that keelboat downstream now.
'When somebody is around home there's talk, and the talk awakens memories, so a body has many a thing fresh in mind that otherwise might fade out.
'There are sons and daughters of the same folks who have altogether different memories, and each one thinks he remembers better. The last one at home, of course, has had his memories renewed by talk. I suspect Orrin or Tyrel would recall better than me. Especially Tyrel. He never forgets anything.'
'Your pa may have been murdered.'
'Maybe.'
'I don't like the feel of it, Tell. There's something that doesn't feel right about it,' he said.
'Could be Andre took off and left them in a bind--pulled out--and he's shamed Philip may find out and cut them off. From all I could gather, Andre, Paul, and Fanny have gone through everything they have. They're in a tight for cash, and they've got to set right with Philip or go to work.'
'There's more to it,' said the Tinker and went in to the cabin.
There was some stirring around on the keelboat aft of us. I didn't pay it much mind, only to notice.
The river rustled by our hull. The deck below was piled high with cargo. I'd seen these riverboats so piled with bales of cotton that folks in the cabins had to live by candlelight even at midday. That water down there had melted from high-mountain snows not long since. It had trickled down, pure and cold from up where the glaciers still live, where the rivers are born.
Soon I'd be riding where that water came from. Here it was muddy with earth, with death and plants and bugs, and with whatever man left in it. Far up there where the snows were the water was pure and cold.
No getting away from it, I was wilderness born and bred and never was I wishful to be far from it. I like to bed down where a man can look up at the stars, where he can taste the wind to test the weather, and where he can watch the wild things about their business.
When a man lives with the wilderness he comes to an acceptance of death as a part of living, he sees the leaves fall and rot away to build the soil for other trees and plants to be born. The leaves gather strength from sun and rain, gathering the capital on which they live to return it to the soil when they die.
Only for a time have they borrowed their life from the sum of things, using their small portion of sun, earth, and rain, some of the chemicals that go into their being--all to be paid back when death comes. All to be used again and again.
Feet rustled on the deck behind me, a swift movement, and on instinct I squatted quickly, turned and lifted with all the thrust of my legs into an upward drive.
I felt legs across my back and shoulders, then the weight slid off me and over the rail into the water.
He'd been wet before he fell, which meant that he probably swam over, crawled up on the deck, and came at me from behind with a knife or a club. He'd jumped at me, and when I dropped he just carried right on over, helped a mite by my boost.
He went down a long way because we were a far piece above the water, and when he came up I called down, 'How's the water there, son?'
He made reply, but it sounded almighty unpleasant, so I just turned about and went to our cabin. Orrin was asleep, and so was the Tinker.
I shucked my coat and boots, took my gun close to hand, and peeled to my long-Johns. I stretched out on the bunk and looked up into the blackness. It was going to be all right. I was headed back for the mountains ...
When the little steamer tied up at Webber's Falls, we were the first ones down the gangplank. 'They're in town,' I told Orrin and the Tinker. 'Walk easy and keep your eyes open. You boys get us some grub and supplies at the store. I'll wait for Judas and then try to find some horses.'
When Judas came off the boat I told him to meet us at the store later and to watch himself. There was a livery stable and a corral down the street. Strolling along, I stopped and leaned on the rails. A man with a straw hat and bib overalls came over to me. 'Nice stock,' he commented.
There were a dozen horses in the corral; all but two would be useless to us. Two were farm animals, the rest Indian ponies. The other horses, the two I fancied above the rest, were still not what I wanted.
'Not for me,' I shook my head. 'Isn't there anything better around?'
'Well,' he said, 'there's a man with a ranch the other side of town. His name is Halloran, Doc Halloran. He buys cattle, sells them, buys horses, races them.
He's got fine stock but he ain't in the trading business.'
He hired me a rig and I stopped by the store. When I explained what I was about, the Tinker said, 'Doc Halloran, you say? I'll go along.'
Orrin was still buying, so we drove off.
It was an interesting place. A log house of five or six rooms, a handsome big barn, corrals, a well, some hay meadows, and a green lawn in front of the house.
A tall, lean man came from the house as we drove up. A couple of Indian cowhands were at the corral. I started to speak, but the tall man was looking past me at the Tinker. A broad smile broke over his face. 'Tinker! Well, I'll be forever damned!'
'I hope not, Doc. Good to see you. This is Tell Sackett.'
'Where's Lando? Is he still fighting?' He turned to me. 'Are you kin to Lando?
He won me more money than I ever won anywhere else. Fight? That's the fightin'est man who ever walked.'
'He's my cousin,' I said. 'We Sacketts run to boys and fighting.'
'Come in! Come in! By the lord harry, this is great! Tinker, I've often wondered what became of you. Figured you must have gone back to pack-peddling in the mountains. What brings you to the Falls?'
'Headed west,' I said, 'and we heard you had some horses that weren't for sale.
We also heard they were the best stock anywhere around.'
'How many d'you need?'
'Three packhorses, four head of riding stock, and we want stayers.'
'I've got what you need. A few years back, just after I moved up here from Oakville where I met Lando an' the Tinker, I swapped for an appaloosa stallion.
