'Maybe its Herald is hurt, and it's come here for help.'
When with a great thunder of hooves, the rescue party galloped off, she beat her head lightly against the wall, trying not to remember.
'Auntie Ari?'
Robin. Made brave no doubt by her breaking silence. Well, she wouldn't do it again.
'Auntie Ari, tell me about Companions.' He had a high-pitched, imperious little voice. 'Tell me.'
Tell him about Companions. Tell bun about the time spent at the Collegium wishing her Blues were Gray. Tell him how the skills of mind and hand that had earned her a place seemed so suddenly unimportant next to the glorious honor of being Chosen. Tell him of watching them gallop across Companion's Field, impossibly beautiful, impossibly graceful — infinitely far from her mechanical world of stresses and supports and levers and gears.
Tell him how she'd made certain she was never in the village when the Heralds came through riding circuit because it hurt so much to see such beauty and know she could never be a part of it. Tell him how after the accident she'd stuffed her fingers in her ears at the first sound of bridle bells.
Tell him any or all of that?
'You saw them, didn't you, Auntie Ari. You saw them up close when you were in the city.'
'Yes.' And then she regretted she'd said so much.
The distress in his Companion's mind-touch helped him pull himself together.
He hadn't realized he'd been thinking of it in such a way as to be heard..'Sorry.
A very equine snort made him smile.
The Companion's tone suggested he not argue the point so he changed the subject.