I did - well - I
Lord Withen stared at his eldest son, his mouth slack with surprise. For one moment Vanyel actually thought he'd gotten through to his father, who was more accustomed to hearing him quote poetry than military history.
'Parrot some damned book at me, will you?' Lord Withen snarled, dashing Vanyel's hopes. 'And what does some damned lowborn Herald know about fighting? You
'But I
'Great good
'I - ' Vanyel began. And stopped. If he told Withen that what he wanted was to be a Bard -
'You ungrateful whelp - you will learn what I
And with that, he stormed out, leaving Vanyel limp with pain and anger and utter dejection, his eyes clamped tight against the tears he could feel behind them.
'Heyla, Van - '
He opened his eyes, startled by the sound of a voice.
His door was cracked partway open; Radevel peered around the edge of it, and Vanyel could hear scuffling and whispers behind him.
'You all right?'
'No,' Vanyel replied, suspiciously.
Radevel's bushy eyebrows jumped like a pair of excited caterpillars. 'Guess not. Bet it hurts.'
'It hurts,' Vanyel said, feeling a sick and sullen anger burning in the pit of his stomach.
Radevel, instead of being put off, inched a little farther into the room. 'Hey,' he said, brightening, 'you should have seen it! I mean,
'
Radevel jumped, looked shocked, then looked faintly offended.
Vanyel didn't care. All that mattered was that Radevel - and whoever else was out there - took themselves away.
Left finally alone, Vanyel drifted into an uneasy slumber, filled with fragmented bits of unhappy dreams. When he woke again, his mother was supervising the removal of his younger brother Mekeal and all Mekeal's belongings from the room.
Well, that was a change. Lady Treesa usually didn't interest herself in any of her offspring unless she had something to gain from it. On the other hand, Vanyel had been a part of her little court since the day he'd evidenced real talent at music about five years ago. She wouldn't want to lose her own private minstrel - which meant she'd best make certain he healed up all right.
'I won't have you racketing about,' she was whispering to Mekeal with unconcealed annoyance on her plump, pretty face. 'I won't have you keeping him awake when he should be sleeping, and I won't have you getting in the Healer's way.'
Thirteen-year-old Mekeal, a slightly shrunken copy of his father, shrugged indifferently. ' 'Bout time we went to bachelor's hall anyway, milady,' he replied, as Lady Treesa turned to keep an eye on him. 'Can't say as
Although Vanyel could only see his mother's back, he couldn't miss the frown in her voice. 'It wouldn't hurt you to acquire a bit of Vanyel's polish, Mekeal,' Lady Treesa replied.
Mekeal shrugged again, quite cheerfully. 'Can't make silk out 'o wool, Lady Mother.' He peered through dancing candlelight at Vanyel's side of the room.
'Seems m'brother's awake. Heyla, peacock, they're movin' me down t' quarters; seems you get up here to yourself.'
'Out!' Treesa ordered; and Mekeal took himself off with a heartless chuckle.
Vanyel spent the next candlemark with Treesa fussing and weeping over him; indulging herself in the