could do. He put the thought aside for later consideration. 'I don't think you should try to put your foot in the stirrup,' he said gravely.
That surprised a shaky laugh from Jordwen.
'Bless you, I am through with rash mistakes for today!'
Darrian got carefully to his feet. There was a line of snow melted into the Companion's coat, as even as the waterline of a boat. Elidor stared at it with a scholar's fascination.
'And now to our charges,' Jordwen said.
'But I can-'
'No. They are my responsibility,' Jordwen interrupted sharply.
Again there was that sense of a conversation Elidor couldn't hear, and Jordwen shook his head.
'You're right, of course. My apologies, Journeyman Elidor. My incivility is precious little thanks for all your aid.'
'If you are Jordwen, then I am Elidor,' Elidor said, trembling at his own amazing boldness at speaking to a Herald so. 'I'll meet you at the top,' he said, to cover his embarrassment. He turned quickly away, and hurried back along his own tracks up the side of the hill.
Darrian took a longer path, finding a gentler slope, so they reached the trail-hut at the same time.
Since Jordwen was manifestly unable to dismount, it was Elidor who pushed open the door.
Two carriage-horses stood placidly in one corner, gazing at him incuriously. In the other, sitting on a bench, was a large man in a heavy driving cloak, and beside him, a small child of perhaps four or five, her face red and swollen with tears.
'Are you with the rescue party?' the man demanded truculently. 'It's about time-I've been cooped up with this squalling brat for hours!'
'And you are?' Elidor asked.
'Meachum, job-coachman, hired to deliver Mistress Vonarre to the Library at Talastyre, and I've had a time of it, I tell you-first one of the horses went lame, then the coach lost a wheel, and then some fool of a Herald came along and made matters worse-'
Ignoring the man, he went over to the girl and knelt before her.
'Hello, Sweetheart, are you Mistress Vonarre?'
She looked at him, blue eyes made enormous with tears, and nodded, lip trembling.
'I'm Elidor. I live at the Library. There are a lot of little girls there who want to be your friend. I'll be your friend, too. And right now, there's a Herald outside. I bet he'll even let you say hello to his Companion, Darrian. Would you like that? And then we'll go to Talastyre.'
'What about the rescue party?' Meachum demanded.
'There is no rescue party,' Elidor said, over his shoulder, his attention focused on the little girl.
'Got no parents,' Vonarre said, hiccupping on a sob. 'And it's cold.'
'Well, it won't be cold soon,' Elidor said. 'And do you know what? I haven't got any parents either. But there are wonderful things at the Library. Books with beautiful pictures all full of stories. I'll show you. Now come on.' He scooped her up into his arms and carried her outside.
Her eyes widened when she saw Darrian again, and she reached out to touch him. Though he'd been standoffish with Elidor, Darrian lowered his muzzle into her hand and allowed her to stroke him.
She seemed to forget most of her troubles at the sight of the Companion, and Elidor could understand why. They were wonderful, magical creatures.
But he didn't want one. He wanted the life he had. He was
He looked up at Jordwen. The Herald smiled, as if he could guess most of Elidor's thoughts. 'It's not for everyone, you know,' Jordwen said softly.
'I do. Now. Is that why Darrian came for me?' In a different way than a Companion would come for his Chosen, but one that had made just as much of a difference to Elidor.
'Could be. He had to get someone before I froze to death, and oddly enough, not just anyone will go off with one of us. And I assume you sent a message to the Library?'
'Sure. It might take a while. It's Midwinter.'
'Ah. You lose track of things on the road. Well, give her here. We'd best go and meet them.'
'Sweetheart, how would you like to be able to tell your children you once rode a real live Companion?' Elidor asked. 'This is Herald Jordwen. Jordwen, here is Mistress Vonarre.'
'I am most pleased to make your acquaintance, Mistress Vonarre,' Jordwen said, in his most courtly tones. No one would have guessed that the man was freezing and injured. Elidor handed Vonarre up to him, then went back into the shelter. As he did, he heard the faint jingle of silver bells as Darrian started down the road at a slow walk.
'Come if you're coming,' Elidor said with determined cheerfulness to the unpleasant coachman as he gathered up the horse's bridle-reins. 'It's a long walk to town, and better with company.'
'You can't expect me to walk?' the man said in astonishment. 'It's freezing out there, and we're miles from town! If that fool of a Herald hadn't put my coach over the cliff, we could ride in comfort. I'll sue the College for damages, you see if I don't!'
Sharp words rose to Elidor's tongue, but he didn't say them. If Jordwen could be kind and forgiving to a journeyman scribe while lying cold and injured, Elidor could certainly keep his temper with a blustering fool.
'I'm sorry. Perhaps you can ride one of the horses. They should be sending someone to look for us, but if they don't, at least we'll reach Talastyre by dark.'
* * *
They had gone less than half a mile when they were met by the Master Librarian's own coach and a dozen outriders, and Elidor, Jordwen, Vonarre, and Meachum finished the journey safe and warm.
* * *
Several of the outriders went on ahead, so everything was waiting for them when they reached the city gates. Suddenly shy, Elidor slipped away in the confusion, before anyone could think to speak to him, and hurried to his rooms.
As one of the journeymen, he had a semi-private room of his own, and Caleanth was home with his family at Festival time. It was odd to think, now, that he had grudged his fellow Journeyman that, when he had all of Talastyre for his own, as much his kingdom as any prince's.
'foolish Heralds.'
He stood for a while, gazing out the window at the buildings of the Library and Scriptorium, its stone dark silver in the winter twilight. Imagine being on the road so many days you didn't know it was Midwinter, and then having to spend most of the Festival pinned beneath a broken coach, only to be half-rescued by a wet-eared journeyman with a dream-stuffed head! Elidor smiled ruefully at the thought, then went to the chest at the foot of his bed, opened it, and withdrew his oldest and longest-prized possession.
The white paint was worn away in spots, showing the wood beneath, but the tiny blue glass eyes were still as bright, as were the tiny beads that stood in for the silver bells on the painted harness of the carved wooden Companion. He kissed the small wooden toy gently on the forehead, saying goodbye to a dream that had served him well, then tucked the toy into a pocket in his cloak and went to do something he should have done long ago.
He walked across the quadrangle to the Infirmary. The Herald would be in the hands of the Healers, of course, but Mistress Infirmerer was a reliable source of all gossip at the Library, and he hoped to find where little Vonarre had been taken.
But to his surprise, the first person he encountered upon entering the Infirmary precincts was the Mistress of