'Maybe its Herald is hurt, and it's come here for help.'
When with a great thunder of hooves, the rescue party galloped off, she beat her head lightly against the wall, trying not to remember.
'Auntie Ari?'
Robin. Made brave no doubt by her breaking silence. Well, she wouldn't do it again.
'Auntie Ari, tell me about Companions.' He had a high-pitched, imperious little voice. 'Tell me.'
Tell him about Companions. Tell bun about the time spent at the Collegium wishing her Blues were Gray. Tell him how the skills of mind and hand that had earned her a place seemed so suddenly unimportant next to the glorious honor of being Chosen. Tell him of watching them gallop across Companion's Field, impossibly beautiful, impossibly graceful—infinitely far from her mechanical world of stresses and supports and levers and gears.
Tell him how she'd made certain she was never hi the village when the Heralds came through riding circuit because it hurt so much to see such beauty and know she could never be a part of it. Tell him how after the accident she'd stuffed her fingers in her ears at the first sound of bridle bells.
Tell him any or all of that?
'You saw them, didn't you, Auntie Ari. You saw them up close when you were in the city.' 'Yes.' And then she regretted she'd said so much.
The distress in his Companion's mind-touch helped him pull himself together.
He hadn't realized he'd been thinking of it in such a way as to be heard. .'Sorry. /
A very equine snort made him smile.
The Companion's tone suggested he not argue the point so he changed the subject.
“Herald's down in the Demon's Den.' The storm swirled the voice hi through the open door stirring the room up into a frenzy of activity. All the able-bodied who hadn't followed the Companion ran for jackets and boots. The rest buzzed like a nest of hornets poked with a stick.
Ari sat in her corner, behind the tangled tent of her hair, and tried not to remember.
Jors jerked his head up and hissed through his teeth in pain.
Then it stopped.
Only the chime of a pebble, dislodged from somewhere up above answered.
In his mind Jors could see the young stallion, rearing and kicking and trying to block the miners who were leaving him there to die. He knew it was his imagination, for their bond had never been strong enough for that kind of contact. He also knew his imagination couldn't be far wrong when the only answer to his call was an overwhelming feeling of angry betrayal.
The damp cold had crept through his leathers and begun to seep into his bones. He'd fallen just before full dark and, although time was hard to track buried in the hillside, it had to still be hours until midnight. Nights were long at this time of the year and it would grow much, much colder before sunrise.
Ari knew when Dyril and the others returned that they didn't have the Herald with them. Knew it even before the excuses began.
'That little shake we had earlier was worse up there. What's left of the tunnels could go at any minute. We barely got Neegan out when one of the last supports collapsed.'
'You couldn't get to him.'
It wasn't a question. Not really. If they'd been able to get to him, they'd have brought him back.
'Him, her. We couldn't even keep the lanterns lit.'
Someone tossed their gear to the floor. 'You know what it's like up there during a storm; the wind howling through all those cracks and crevasses. . . .'
Ari heard Dyril sigh, heard wood creak as he dropped onto a bench. 'We'll go back in the morning. Maybe when we can see. . . .'
Memories were thick in the silence.
'If it's as bad as all that, the Herald's probably dead anyway.'
'He's alive!' Ari shouted over the murmur of agreement. Oh, sure, they'd feel better if they thought the Herald was dead, if they could convince themselves they hadn't left him there to die, but she wasn't going to let them off so easily.
'You don't know that.'