Magic's Promise

stretch of the imagination. Gods, I should apply for the priesthood.

There was concern in the older Herald's deep, soft eyes. 'You don't look good, Van. I figured you'd be tired- but from the way you passed out here-it must have been worse out there than I thought.'

'It was bad,' Vanyel said shortly, reluctant to discuss the past year. Even for the most powerful Herald-Mage in the Circle, holding down the positions of five other Herald-Mages while they recovered from magical attack, drainage, and shock was not a mission he wanted to think about for a long while, much less repeat. He soaped his hair, then ducked his head under the water to rinse it.

'So I heard. When I saw you playing dead in the tub, I sent a page up to your room with food and wine and sent another one off for some of my spare uniforms, since we're about the same size.''

'Name the price, it's yours,' Vanyel said gratefully, levering himself out of the tub with a groan and accepting the towel Tantras held out to him. 'I have nothing worth wearing right now in the way of uniforms.'

'Lord and Lady-' the other Herald swore, looking at him with shock. “What have you been doing to yourself?'

Vanyel paused in his vigorous toweling, looked down, and was a little surprised himself at the evidence of damage. He'd always been lean-but now he was whipcord and bone and nothing else. Then there were the scars- knife and sword scars, a scoring of parallel claw marks on his chest where that demon had tried to remove his heart. Burn marks, too-he was striped from neck to knee with three thin, white lines where mage-lightning had gotten through his shields. And there were a few other scars that were souvenirs of his bout with a master of mage-fire.

'My job. Living on the edge. Trying to convince the Karsites that I was five Herald-Mages. Playing target.' He shrugged dismissively. 'That's all. Nothing any of you wouldn't have done if you could have.'

'Gods, Van,' Tantras replied, with a hint of guilt. 'You make me feel like a shirker. I hope to hell it was worth what you went through.'

Vanyel compressed his lips into a tight line. 'I got the bastard that got Mardic and Donni. And you can spread that as official.'

Tantras closed his eyes for a moment, and bowed his head. 'It was worth it,' he said faintly.

Vanyel nodded. 'Worth every scar. I may have accomplished something else; that particular necromancer had a flock of pet demons and I turned them back on Karse when I killed him.' He smiled, or rather, stretched his mouth a little. 'I hope it taught the Karsites a lesson. I hope they end up proscribing magic altogether on their side of the Border. If you can believe anything out of Karse, there's rumor that they're doing just that.'

Tantras looked up again. 'Hard on the Gifted-' he ventured.

Vanyel didn't answer. He was finding it very hard to feel sorry for anyone on the Karsite side of the Border at the moment. It was uncharitable, un-Heraldic, but until certain wounds healed-and not the physical ones-he was inclined to be uncharitable.

'There's more silver in your hair, too,' Tantras observed, head to one side.

Vanyel made a face, just as glad of the change in subject. 'Node-magic. Every time I tap into it, more of my roots go white. Moondance k'Treva was pure silver by the time he was my age; I guess I'm more resistant.' He smiled, it was faint, but a real smile this time. 'One nice thing; all those white hairs give me respect I might not otherwise get!'

He finished drying himself and wrapped the towel around his waist. Tantras grimaced again-probably noting the knife wound on his back-and handed him another towel for his hair.

'You already paid that forfeit, by the way' he said, plainly trying to lighten the conversation.

Vanyel stopped toweling off his hair and raised an eyebrow.

'You stood duty for me last Sovvan.'

Vanyel clamped down on the sudden ache of loss and shrugged again. You know you get depressed when you’re tired, fool. Don't let it sink you. “Oh, that. Any time, Tran. You know I don't like Sovvan-night celebrations, I can't handle the memorial services, and I don't like to be alone, either. Standing relay duty was as good as anything else to keep my mind off things.'

He was grateful when Tantras didn't press the subject. 'Think you can make it to your room all right?' the other asked. 'I said you don't look good; I mean it. Falling asleep in the tub like that-it makes me wonder if you're going to pass out in the hall.'

Vanyel produced something more like a dry cough than a laugh. 'It's nothing about a week's worth of sleep won't cure,' he replied. 'And I'm sorry I won't be able to stand relay for you this year, but I have the Obligatory