He tried to reach for the dagger on the top of his desk; tried to shout to alert the guards patrolling outside his quarters. With a chill of panicked terror, he found he could do neither.
The cat glared at him with widened blue eyes, eyes whose pupils reflected greenly at him, as he struggled against the invisible bonds imprisoning him. Its eyes narrowed in satisfaction as he gave up the unequal contest, and it began to purr audibly.
The boy cleared his throat self-consciously. 'I am here to be asking you some queries, sir,' the boy said, clearly enough; although the words in the Imperial tongue were thick with the inflections of several accents warring with one another. Tremane switched his gaze from the cat to the boy—and saw that the 'boy' was not as young as he'd thought. This was a young man about the same age as most of his aides, although his slight build and childlike face left the impression that he was much younger than his years. 'You will not be permitted to speak above a whisper, and only in answer to the question I ask.' He looked a bit green, and his eyes were not quite focusing, as if he was a bit ill.
'This, my first question is. When you loosed forth the man in the Valdemar Court whom you had sent to murder folk by stealth, the man who was the art-maker, did you send him forth with instructions exact? Had you made a choice of who he was to kill?' The young man stared at him as if he would, if he could, bore a hole in Tremane's head with his eyes and extract the answers directly.
The paralysis eased a little, and Tremane found that he
'Not precisely,' he heard himself whispering, to his own horror. 'Not precisely, no. I ordered that people of a certain rank or station be eliminated. I really have no idea of the identities of people over there; my agents are simply not that good. Actually, at this point, they might as well not exist at all, since they can't get through to me with their information. I ordered that envoys and allies be removed; people vital to the continuance of the Alliance. I also ordered that the Queen be eliminated, but I frankly did not think that would succeed, as she is too well guarded.'
He listened to himself, appalled. How was the young man
The boy stared at him with eyes full of anguish. '
'I was certain at the time that the mage-storms that have been laying waste to the land originated in Valdemar,' he told the boy. 'They left me and my men cut off from the Empire, with weapons and protections we depend on for our lives utterly disrupted. Our supply lines were cut, our communications nonexistent, our organization fragmented. My men were in a panic, my mages helpless, and we were strung out along a line we could not possibly defend. If an opposing force had come against us, they could have slaughtered us. I was absolutely certain that these storms were a new weapon of the Alliance, made possible only because the mages of the Alliance were all working together. Disrupting the Alliance was the only way I could see to stop the storms.'
The boy continued to stare at him in anguish, and although he no longer felt the compulsion to say anything more, that anguish urged him to continue.
'These are not men I had chosen, nor is this a command I would have picked if I myself had a choice,' he said. 'But the moment I accepted this command, these men became my personal responsibility. I
Did this boy understand? At least he was listening, and Tremane was still able to speak.
'This is something I did not know when I first commanded men—when I was your age, in fact. Command is more than issuing orders, it is knowing what those orders might mean to the lives of your men and knowing that you and you alone are the one responsible for the outcome.' These were the things he had never discussed with anyone else; in the spy-haunted milieu of the Empire, he would not have dared. 'The men look to me to get them