The words hit Tarma like a blow to the heart, and she cursed under her breath.
Kethry and Jadrek had been among the Shin'a'in long enough to know how serious the Oath was -- and what were they supposed to do? Tell Jadrie that she was too young to know what she was doing, when she plainly had? Tell her that oaths sworn by not-so-little girls didn't count? What kind of an idiot would do that to a child?
What kind of idiot would make a child into an oathbreaker?
Tarma turned, and saw the same conflicts warring within Jadrek and Kethry. Finally, it was Kethry who spoke.
'You're her teacher,' Kethry said flatly. 'Can she help?'
Tarma closed her eyes, and tried to forget that the youngster before her was the firstborn of her best friends, the firstborn of Tale'sedrin. Jadrie was no younger than many Shin'a'in children on patrol now at the edge of the Plains, or guarding herds from predators, or performing any one of a number of 'adult' tasks. She was as well- trained, or better, than all of them. 'Yes,' she said finally, flatly. 'She has the skills to be very useful.'
She opened her eyes, and saw fear and pride warring in her friends' faces, and it was Jadrek who looked up at Jadrie, and said, 'Very well. Because you swore an oath, you can go.'
Jadrie had the good manners not to cheer, but the twins didn't. And Jadrek cut them off.
'But you two didn't swear any oaths, and you are staying here!' he barked.
'That's an order,' Kethry added in a voice of steel.
'And if you dare to try and follow, you lose the use of your horses for the rest of the year.'
That was more than enough threat to keep them safely behind, as their stricken looks proved. Crestfallen, the boys slid off their horses, and meekly led them back into the stable.
Kethry turned to her daughter, and still using that same cold voice, addressed her in a way that made her turn a little pale. 'I am not pleased with this,' she told the girl. 'I am not particularly pleased that you decided to use an oath that serious without thinking of the consequences. You have a chance to redeem yourself if you follow every order we give you to the letter, with no argument, and no hesitation. If you cannot keep up, you will return home on your own; we won't have time to take you back. This is going to be the hardest thing you have ever done, and there will be no room for thoughtless acts. I am not your mother on this trip; Tarma is not your foster mother. We are your commanders, and if you make a mistake, it could be fatal, not just for you, but for all of us. If there is fighting, you will stay clear unless otherwise ordered. If you bring danger on us, we will save you if we can, but it is not only possible but likely that we cannot. Is that understood?'
Clearly this was a side of her mother that Jadrie had never seen before. She was as pale as a spirit, but her chin was set firmly, and she replied in a voice that was as steady as Tarma could have wished. 'Perfectly, commander.'
Now Kethry looked at Tarma. 'Let's get in the saddle and get moving; we'll meet Warrl on the way, and save him a little running. We need all the daylight we can get.'
'Right.' Tarma heaved herself up into Hellsbane's saddle, and Kethry got herself in place on Ironheart, leaning down to kiss her husband when she was secure.
'Go-' he urged. 'I'll take care of things here -- as soon as the rest get back, I'll send Ikan up to Tilden; better this comes from a friend than a strange messenger.'
She needed no more urging than that, and neither did Tarma; lifting the reins, the two battlesteeds loped out into the gray light of afternoon, followed by a much subdued Jadrie on her mare.
* * *
Kira had created plenty of daydreams about bandit raids and kidnappers, and had imagined herself being heroic and triumphant in all of them, but when attackers really struck, it wasn't anything like her daydreams.
It was all so sudden she barely had time to react, much less act in a heroic fashion. The guards were all calm, talking and joking, and no one was at all wary and watchful. She had the impression that this had been considered a 'soft' job, and the men with her were very much envied by their peers. There was no indication that there was anything to be worried about.
The very first sign that something was wrong was when one of the more nervous horses stopped, snorted, and twitched his ears forward.