never to trust anyone. More than that, he wanted to like Halcom. It seemed to him that Halcom could easily become a friend.
And he did not want any more friends.
“That leaves plenty of good masters to take service with, mind,” Halcom pointed out when he was finished, and smiled. “And for all my differences with my own family, I can quite cheerfully recommend you to take service with them. They're quite good to those who serve them well.”
Huh. It's only their own flesh'n'blood that they muck about with, eh? Skif thought. Guess you'n'me have more in common than I thought.
“It was your own uncle that turned you out, wasn't it?” Halcom said suddenly, startling Skif again with his knowledge of Skif's “background.” Halcom laughed at his expression, wryly. “I suppose we have more in common than either of us would have suspected.”
“ ’Twas your nuncle sent ye off?” Skif ventured.
Halcom nodded, and his face shadowed. “My existence was an embarrassment,” he admitted sourly. “My uncle feared that my presence in his household would cast a shadow over some pending betrothal arrangements he was negotiating. My father — his younger brother — has no backbone to speak of, and agreed that I ought to be persuaded to a vocation.”
“What?” Skif asked indignantly. “They figger you'd scare the bride?”
“My uncle suggested that the prospective bride's father might rethink his offer if he thought that deformity ran in my family,” Halcom said bluntly, his mouth twisting in a frown. “Since my parents are dependent on his generosity for a place, I suppose I can't blame them…” He sighed deeply, and his expression lightened. “In the end, really, I'm rather glad it happened. I had very little to do with myself, I'm really not much of a scholar, and — well, needless to say, I'm not cut out for Court life either. I've always loved animals, and neither they, nor my fellow Brothers, care about this wretched leg of mine. And I did manage to shame my uncle into making a generous donation when he dumped me here.”
Skif nodded his head, concealing as best he could that he was racked by an internal struggle. He really, truly wanted to be Halcom's friend. And he really, truly, did not want to make another friend that he knew he would only lose.
I ain't stayin' here forever, he told himself sternly. He wouldn' be so nice if he knew what I was. Hellfires, he'd turn me straight over to th' Watch if he knew what I was!
But he could almost hear the place whispering to him. It wanted him to stay. He could have a friend again. No one here would care what he had been, only what he was now, and what he might become. Oh, he'd never be rich — but he'd never starve either.
He steeled himself against the seductive whispers of peace. Him? Bide in a place like this? Not when he had a debt to repay! Not when there was someone out there that was so ruthless he would do anything to anyone who stood in his way!
Besides, this place would put him to sleep in a season. He'd turn into a sheep inside of a year. And if there was one thing that Skif had no desire to become, it was a sheep.
“Well, I imagine you've heard more than enough to send you to sleep about me,” Halcom said, hauling himself to his feet again. “And I still have my charges to attend to. I won't keep you from your own duties any more, lad — but do remember what I've told you, and that if you want a second letter of commendation to go with the Prior's when you leave, I will be happy to write one for you.”
That last, said as Halcom turned to go, had the sound of a formal dismissal, superior to inferior.
There, you see? he taunted that seductive whisper. I ain't a friend to the likes of a highborn, even if his people did cast 'im off. A mouse might's well ask a hawk t'be his friend. Hawk even say yes — till he got hungry.
* * * * * * * * * *
Another week passed, and the city was struck with a heat wave that was so oppressive people and animals actually began dying.
The Queen closed the Court and sent everyone but her Privy Council out of the city. But there was nowhere for the poor and the working classes to go, and even if there had been, how could ordinary people just pack up and leave? How would they make a living, pay their bills, feed their children? Life in Haven went on as best it could. As many folk as could changed their hours, rising before dawn, working until the heat grew intolerable, enduring as best they could until late afternoon, then taking up their tasks again in the evening. The Prior knew a clever trick or two, though, and the Brethren began going through the poorer neighborhoods, teaching people what the Prior had taught them — for although it was the Lord of the Beasts that the Brethren served, nevertheless, Man was brother to the Beasts.
Water-soaked pads of straw in windows somehow cooled the air that blew through them, so long as there was a breeze. And if there wasn't, the cheapest, more porous terra-cotta jars filled with water and placed about a room also helped to cool the air as the water evaporated from them. Stretching a piece of heavy paper over a
