he had, for the most part, ignored the damage done to the people. Up until this moment, the pain of these people had been mostly an abstraction to the Adept - something to be deplored and kept at a distance, but nothing that really affected him. Now it had hit home. He had seen willful, cruel violence close at hand. Firesong had opened himself to pain and could not avoid it any more.
Firesong returned to his fellows late in the afternoon, uncharacteristically sober and silent, but with a certain amount of weary satisfaction on his face. When Liam finally appeared as the wagons were setting up for the shows, Darkwind understood the expression.
Liam appeared to have found a kind of peace and support. He was ready to get to work, and could look his fellows in the face. The young man had come through the immediate crisis well; while he would bear scars, they would not be as devastating as they might have been.
And Firesong seemed to have learned a great deal, too. When he looked about him, his beautiful face radiated empathy and compassion for those people who felt pain.
He no longer wore a mask of any kind, frivolous or haughty. 'Saving the defenseless' appeared no longer to be a meaningless phrase spoken as any other platitude, but rather a goal to be understood as a way of life. Real pain had been touched and understood; Healing was no longer simply a mental exercise for Firesong.
That night, Need finally conveyed to them what she had learned from her 'contact.'
Darkwind wished devoutly that he could go to bed early, but he had done with less sleep in his life, and this was more important. They wanted things to look as normal as possible, though, and 'normal' meant that the wagon should at least look as if they were all asleep. So the five of them sat on two of the beds, heads together, whispering into the darkness of the wagon.
Elspeth choked. 'Hulda?' she whispered urgently.
'But - the protections that were on Valdemar when she was there - how could she have been an Adept?' Elspeth sputtered.
Darkwind shook his head, feeling nauseous. That had to be one of the strangest and most perverted things he'd ever heard. 'So Hulda has been deliberately wrecking this land?'
'That makes a great deal of sense,' Firesong agreed, his voice flat with exhaustion. 'More sense than that she would be making courting-gifts of mage-power. So Ancar has been the puppet, and she the manipulator?'
Firesong bit off an exclamation. Darkwind could only sit and shake his head with weary astonishment. 'Either he is the stupidest lucky man in the world, or the luckiest stupid one,' Darkwind said at last. 'I would not have given him the chance of a dewdrop in an inferno of surviving such a blunder.'
'And Mornelithe has the luck of a god, I swear it.' Firesong snorted with a little more energy.
'So, what we have is the three powers at the top, who should be working together, who we've assumed have been working together, are actually fighting each other?' That was Skif, and he sounded incredulous despite his own weariness. 'We might yet be able to pull this off!'