homeworld! So if we could just find a base.'
'And trace it back!' This was what she'd been looking for from the beginning, and excitement for her shoved aside all other feelings for the moment. 'What's the deal? Why the primitive navcharts? Not that it isn't a break for us, but if they were space-going, why limit yourself to a crawl?'
'Well, the storage medium is pretty hard to damage; you wouldn't believe how strong it is. So I can see why they chose it over something like a datahedron that a strong magnetic field can wipe. As for why the charts themselves are so primitive, near as I can make out, they didn't have Singularity Drive and they could or would only warp between stars, using them as navigational stepping-stones. I don't know why; there may be something there that would give the reason, but I can't decode it.' There was something odd and subdued about her voice.
'What, hopping like a Survey ship?' he asked incredulously. 'You could spend years getting across space that way!'
'Maybe they didn't care. Maybe hyper made them sick.' Now he recognized what the odd tone in her voice was; she didn't seem terribly excited, now that she had what she was looking for.
'Well, we don't have to do that,' he pointed out. 'Once we get out of here, we can backtrack to the EsKay homeworld! Make a couple of jumps, and we'll be stellar celebs! All we have to do is,'
'Is forget about our responsibilities,' she said, sharply. 'Or else 'forget' to turn in this book with the rest of the loot until we get a long leave. Or turn it in and hope no one else beats us to the punch.'
Keeping the book was out of the question, and he dismissed it out of hand. 'They won't,' he replied positively. 'No one else has spent as much time staring at star-charts as we have. You've said as much yourself; the archeologists at the Institute get very specialized and see things in a very narrow way. I don't think that there's the slightest chance that anyone will figure out what this book means within the next four or five years. But you're right about having responsibilities; we are under a hard contract to the Institute. We'll have to wait until we can buy or earn a long leave.'
'That's not what's bothering me,' she interrupted, in a very soft voice. 'It's, the ethics of it. If we hold back this information, how are we any better than those pirates out there?'
'How do you mean?' he asked, startled.
'Withholding information, that's like data piracy, in a way. We're holding back, not only the data, but the career of whoever is the EsKay specialist right now. Lana Courtney-Rai, I think. In fact, if we keep this to ourselves, we'll be stealing her career advancement. I mean, we aren't even real archeologists!' There was no mistaking the distress in her voice.
'I think I see what you mean.' And he did; he could understand it all too well. He'd seen both his parents passed over for promotions, in favor of someone who hadn't earned the advancement but who 'knew the right people'. He'd seen the same thing happen at the Academy. It wasn't fair or right. 'We can't do everything, can we?' he said slowly. 'Not like in the holos, the heroes can fight off pirates while performing brain surgery.'
Tia made a sad little chuckle. 'I'm beginning to think that's all we can do, just to get our real job done right.'
He leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling. 'Funny. When this quest of ours was all theoretical, it was one thing, but we really can't go shooting off by ourselves and still do our duty, the duty that people are expecting us to do.'
She didn't sigh, but her voice was heavy with regret. 'It's not only a question of ethics, but of priorities. We must simply go on doing what we do best' number='and Chria Chance really put her finger on it, when she pointed out that she and Neil and Pol wouldn't know how to recognize our plague spot, and we would. She knows when she should let the experts take over. I hate to give up on the dream, but in this case, that dream was the kind of thing a kid could have, but-'
'But it's time to grow up, and let someone else play,' Alex said firmly.
'Maybe we could go pretend to be archeologists,' Tia added, 'but we'd steal someone else's career in the process. Become second-rate, but very, very lucky amateur pot-hunters.'
He sighed for both of them. 'They'd hate us, you know. Everyone we respected would hate us. And we'd be celebrities, but we wouldn't be real archeologists.'
'Alex?' she said, after a long silence. 'I think we should just seal that book up with our findings and what we've deduced about it. Then we should lock it up with the rest of the loot and go on being a stellar CS team. Even if it does get awfully boring running mail and supplies, sometimes.'
'It's not boring now,' he said ruefully, without thinking. 'I kind of wish it was.'
Silence for a long time, then she made a tiny sound that he would have identified as a whimper in a softperson. 'I wish you hadn't reminded me,' she said.
'Why?'
