for the prestige of being taken to his bed. More than one concubine truly, sincerely, loved him...or thought she did. Lusted after him, at least. Certainly yearned after him.
But this particular infatuation was dangerous. Shana was a lovely wench, in her own way; a bit fiery for
Which was
From what Shana and Keman had told them, and from what he knew about Serina Daeth, he had no doubt whatsoever who Shana's mother must have been. In the past sixteen or seventeen years there had only been
Dragons. No, not even Keman could persuade him. Not that Keman would want to, he didn't think...but then who knew how a dragon reasoned?
Valyn certainly didn't, not even after having spent many days with one. He never would have known Keman wasn't another halfblood, if Shana and her 'foster brother' hadn't decided to tell both of them. He
That had given him something of a turn, to see one of the legended dragons with his own eyes.
They told him before Keman made the shift that Shana's foster mother had been a dragon; and he'd thought, at first, that Shana and her foster brother were somehow trying to make him look like a fool. But then Keman had proved that there were dragons, after all, in the most final way possible.
When Keman had first shifted shape for them, Valyn had been so shocked, so completely taken by surprise, that he was tempted to conclude that either he had fallen ill and was suffering with a fever, or Shana and Keman were superb illusionists. But he was as healthy as he had ever been...and Keman was quite solid and real to the touch, the proof that he was not any kind of illusion.
So now Valyn knew why Keman and Shana could not return to the wizards' hiding place...at least not until the dragon could learn to conceal those parts of his thoughts that would reveal what he truly was. Which put him on something of the same footing with them, since there was no way he could go there unless and until he learned to mimic wizard-powers and found a way to build and maintain an illusion of being halfblood.
And the true halfbloods were devoted to their 'brothers.' Shadow wouldn't leave him; Shana wouldn't leave Keman.
Which left them all out here in the wilderness...with Keman and Shana having a distinct advantage over himself and Mero. They knew how to live, even prosper, out here. He and Mero were, if not totally helpless, certainly at an extreme handicap. When he and Mero had been out hunting or camping, it had been in the relatively tame woods of the estate, with a dozen slaves to tend to anything they needed, and most of the comforts of being at home available to them. The chances of being able to survive out here on their own were not very good.
If they had to leave Shana and Keman, he and Shadow might as well just stand around and wait for one of those things to come carry them away. She had been the one finding most of the food, especially the roots and things. And even though she'd been teaching Shadow how to use his power to track some of the stranger beasts that hunted these woods, Valyn didn't think his cousin was quite experienced enough at it yet. He had missed the last one-horn, and had never even known that the tree-lurker was anywhere around.
The fire popped and crackled; he threw another log onto it, and watched as the bark burst into flame.
If Shana took it into her head to leave them...as she just might, if he rejected her...he didn't think that he and Shadow would have much of a chance out here. More than once, Keman had shifted to his dragon-form to frighten away predators that neither he nor Mero saw or sensed in any way. Once or twice Shana summoned a small herd of one-horns to trample over their backtrail to confuse it. More often than not, it was Shana or Keman who found and killed the game they ate. The only contribution he and Mero had been able to make was to start fires and rig shelters.
Valyn sighed, and watched the flames die down to glowing coals. The problem was, he'd have been perfectly willing to bed the girl until her infatuation wore off...if only she wasn't his half-sister. Unfortunately, he couldn't prove that she was. He was absolutely certain...but even if she was Serina's daughter, that didn't prove that Dyran was her father!
And even if he had been able to prove it to her satisfaction, he wasn't entirely sure it would make any difference to her. She often didn't seem to have any familiarity with concepts he considered quite basic, and he had the sinking feeling that even if she knew, she wouldn't care.
Whereas he...well, the mere thought of bedding his own sister was enough to make his skin crawl. There had been quite enough of that sort of thing in the early days of the elven settlement here. Valyn half wondered if
So there was no way she was ever going to get what she thought she wanted from him...and that was going to cause trouble, more trouble than they had even now.
Shadow was getting tired of her attitude, and the way she was neglecting his teaching. She had already threatened to leave them all over little things, and more than once.
If only he had some way of keeping her with them...some bond even she would not be willing to break.
But what kind of bond would that be? Friendship obviously wasn't enough; it would have to be something stronger, something official.
If only there was some; way to bring her into the 'family' and make her feel as if they needed to be together.
He sensed that she felt that need of family; that at least part of her unhappiness...and part of the cause of her infatuation...was that she felt so very alone. After all, she didn't have anyone but Keman anymore. She'd formed no strong ties with any of the wizards.
If he could just find some way to show her that he thought a great deal of her, and wanted very much to make some kind of tie between them all...even though he was not in the least in love with her.
She didn't understand sworn brotherhood, or blood-oaths. And he didn't want to offer anything that could be misconstrued.
It was just too bad that she couldn't have chosen Shadow for her infatuation. She seemed to like him well enough, and he liked her, or so he had confessed to his older cousin. But she made him nervous, and it often appeared that she was just as nervous around him.
If they just got to know each other, they might take to each other. Then she wouldn't even think about leaving. How could he make her stay?
Then he had it...