The Transcendental Murder

everyone in Democratic Party was assumed to be a knave or a cutthroat, there were two sides to anything, one was dead wrong and one was right. He had two sons. One was good and one was bad. The same with his daughters. Of the two sons, I was the lucky one. I was the heir to the throne, the white hope, the serious student, the one who had his little nose pointed at Harvard from the beginning. Charley must therefore be the opposite of me. He was supposed to be unreliable, dreamy, wild. It's my personal belief that Charley isn't really so different from me at all. but he just hasn't been let alone, the way I have, to do what came naturally. He had to be made to fit this square hole they'd provided for him. So he was the one who always landed in the way-out progressive school, where you messed around with fingerpaint and got rid of your aggressions with drama therapy or some damn thing.'

'But isn't it true that Charley has turned out to be a very different kind of person?'

Philip turned away to the window that looked down on the T-shaped crossing of Walden and Main. Patrolman Bob Loftus was standing in the middle of the crossing beckoning a pair of old ladies across the street. Who was that weird-looking character standing in front of Richardson's Drug Store, looking this way? Philip turned away from the window abruptly and glanced at Mary. He had seen that fellow with her. Was he waiting for Mary to come out? What right did he have to...? After all, some day Mary was going to be Philip's girl...

'You were saying...?' said Homer.

Philip struggled to remember the question. 'Well—as the twig is bent, so grows the tree, I suppose.'

'So they say. Well. Let's go into this mutual-confession pact you boys had with each other. When did you start doing that?'

'I don't know. It wasn't a pact. It was just something we did, without ever thinking about it, as long ago as I can remember.'

'Why didn't you carry through on it this time?'

Philip flushed. George Jarvis made a demurring noise.

'Well, forget it,' said Homer. 'Tell me this. What was Charley's attitude toward you throughout all the years you were growing up? Did he show any natural jealousy toward you because you were his father's favorite?'

'Yes, I guess he did. How could he have helped it?'

'And you had nothing against your father but his unfair treatment of your brother?'

Philip hesitated. George Jarvis answered for him. 'You told me you had nothing beyond that.'

'What about your mother? Did she show the same kind of partisanship?'

'Mother? Oh, she wasn't ever really 'there.' She lived in some sort of world of her own...'

She wasn't ever really there ... That was it. Yes, that was just the way she had always seemed to Mary. Just a set of formal motions and gestures, with no one really inside. When you knock, said Henry, no one is at home...

Homer spoke softly. 'Do you think Charley murdered your father?'

Philip looked wretched. His voice rose in pitch until it was almost a whine. 'What else am I to think, for God's sake?' He collected himself then, and dropped his eyes. His question about Charley's prospects seemed mere formal politeness. Homer answered noncommitally, which was the way he felt.

Out on the Milldam again, Homer caught sight of Roland Granville-Galsworthy, and he took a firm grasp of Mary's arm. 'It's almost five o'clock,' he said. 'I'll drive you home, and then you can repay me for my kindness by giving me a drink. Do the Hands have any gin? I'd better pick some up at my place. By rights I ought to bring some glasses, too. I don't trust the sanitary level you people put up with out there.'

Half an hour later there was a cold pitcher on the round oak table under the Angelus, and Mary, Homer and Gwen were listening to old Mrs. Hand talk about her great-uncle George who had written 'Rally 'Round the Flag, Boys.' The pitcher was almost empty when Tom stuck his head in the door and hollered in, 'Who left six bushels of apples right where I'd fall over them in the cider shed? Where in hell did they come from anyhow?' He glared at Mary, who shook her head and said, 'Not me.' Then he stalked across the room and yelled at his wife. 'I dam near busted my head open. Did you put those apples out there?'

'No, dear,' said Gwen. 'Why don't you use them to run off some cider? We're all out.'

'Cider!' Tom strode to the door and went out and slammed I it. Then he opened it again and marched back in. 'As if I didn't have enough to do, with all those trees to spray every time I turn around and fifty acres to plant and harrow and my machinery breaking down and those golblasted committee meetings and kids that don't do their chores and on top of everything I woke up in the night with the goldamedest charleyhorse you I ever saw. All we need this year is a real whooperdo of a hurricane. That's all we need. Besides, those apples are tired old winter- stored Macs. And nobody never made cider with them kind of apples.'

'Nohow.' Mary was sympathetic.

So was Homer. 'The time for makin' cider is in cider-makin' time.'

Tom was mollified. 'Sorry if I shouted kind of loud,' he mumbled and went outside again.

'Sorehead,' said Gwen.

Grandmaw shook her head. 'He always was an old fuss-budget, from a child.'

*35*

That sacred Closet when you sweep—

Entitled 'Memory'—

Select a reverential Broom—

And do it silently. —Emily Dickinson

'Did it ever occur to you,' said the District Attorney of Middlesex County on the telephone to Concord Police Chief Jimmy Flower, 'that you're hanging an awful lot of your investigation on the word of that Boy Scout? How do you know he's telling the truth? I suppose you've ruled out the possibility that he bumped off the old boy himself, sort of as his Bad Deed for the day?'

'I wish you could see this kid,' said Chief Flower, who had developed a really violent distaste for poor Arthur Furry. 'He's so honest it's disgusting. We've talked to his scoutmaster, his teachers, his Sunday School teacher, his neighbors, everybody we could think of, and they all find him a bit lazy and not very bright, but about as far from being a juvenile delinquent as you can get.'

'I hope you're being nice to him then. If his parents should take it into their heads not to let him testify...'

'What kind of nincompoops do you think we are? Chief Parker over there in Acton calls on them all the time, and takes Arthur out in his Chief car with the siren going, and he gets rides on the fire engine, rings the bell and I don't know what all. Thank the good Lord he lives in Acton, and not in Concord.'

'Let's see now,' said the D.A. vaguely. 'I had another question ... Oh, thank you, Miss O'Toole. Yes. What about the mother, Mrs. Goss? Is she still unfit for giving evidence?'

'As a matter of fact Homer Kelly was over to see her this morning. She was still as crazy as a coot.'

'Miss O'Toole suggested—that is, I wondered if even in her ravings she might say something that might be significant.'

'Homer said she wouldn't even talk. When she saw him she dodged down the hall and peeked at him around the corner, wouldn't say a word. She's dyed her hair bright red and she goes around in this white nighty. She seems harmless enough, apparently, but there's no hope of getting anything sensible out of her. We thought we'd try the house again, though. Kelly wants to see for himself that there aren't any letters tucked away in some corner of the Goss place we haven't thought of yet.'

Rowena Goss was playing her violin when Mrs. Bewley let them in. Mary suspected that Rowena had just whipped it out when she saw Homer's car turn up the drive, because her music was upside-down. She made a lovely picture, anyway. 'Certainly, dear,' she said. 'Look around all you want. I wish we had some secret panels for you to discover, but I'm afraid we don't. I'll just go on with my practicing.'