you himself. The fewer who know of your presence here, the less likely Louis and his man are to learn of it.”
Phillipe nodded.
Sebastian paced before the dying fire until Webster arrived, then handed Phillipe into his care. Webster accepted the charge placed on him with his customary imperturbability; he led Phillipe away.
Helena watched the door close, watched Sebastian turn and pace back to the bed. Her mind was in turmoil; she couldn’t focus her thoughts. Her emotions held sway—immense relief, puzzlement, uncertainty. Guilt. Excitement. Disbelief.
He slowed, absentminded as he planned; his gaze was distant when he glanced at her, then he focused. “That declaration you extracted from your so-dear guardian,
She blinked, surprised by the tack. She pointed to her trunk, sitting empty in the corner. “It’s behind the lining on the left side of the lid.”
He went to the trunk, opened it, felt in the lining. She heard the rip as he tore it free, the crackle as he extracted the parchment. Rising, he returned to the dressing table, unfolded the document, smoothed it out, then read it in the light of the lamp.
Watching his face in the mirror, she saw his lips quirk. Then he smiled and shook his head.
“What is it?”
He glanced at her, then waved the parchment. “Fabien—he never ceases to amaze me. You say he simply sat down when you asked and wrote this?”
She thought back, then nodded. “
“Because,
“So?”
“So . . . your estates are in the Camargue, a wide, flat land. Of what size are your holdings?”
She named a figure; he smiled.
“
“Why?”
“Because my estates are ‘more extensive than’ yours.”
She frowned, shook her head. “I still don’t see.”
He set down the document, reached for the lamp. “Consider this—England is a much smaller country than France.”
She watched the light dim, watched him turn to the bed. Thought furiously. “There are not many English lords whose estates are more extensive than mine?”
“Other than myself—and Fabien knew I’d declared I would not wed—the only possibilities I can think of would be the royal dukes, none of whom would meet with your approval, and two others, both of whom are already married and old enough to be your father.”
“Fabien would know this?”
“Assuredly. It’s the sort of information he keeps at his fingertips.”
“And you?”
He shook his head, intuitively answering the question she’d truly asked. “No,
Seducing women—helping women. Helena watched as he unbelted his robe, let it slide to the floor. She sank back into the pillows as he lifted the covers and slid in beside her.
She remained still, wondering—hardly daring to do even that . . .
He reached for her. Dragged her down into the depths of the feather mattress, settling her half beneath him. She sucked in a breath, felt his fingers searching for the opening of her robe. Then he pushed the robe wide, lifted over her and lowered his body to hers—skin to skin, heat to heat.
The rush of warmth was a shock. Giddy, she found enough air to say, “So the document—you are saying it’s worthless?”
He looked into her face as he set his hands to her body. “Not in the least. To us it’s a prize.” He considered her eyes, then smiled, bent his head, and brushed his lips across her furrowed forehead. “Your document is an ace,
That he still meant to marry her—even now, after learning all about her deception—could not have been clearer. Yet guilt still lay heavy on her heart.
His hands were roaming, seducing her senses, stealing her wits. It would be so easy to sink under his spell, to give herself to him and let the matter slide.
She couldn’t.
She caught his face, framed it in both hands, held it so that even in the dimness she could see every nuance. “You will really help me—you will help me rescue Ariele.” No question; she didn’t doubt he would. “Why?”
He met her gaze. “
She could see it in the blue of his eyes, see the fire and the feeling that supported it. “But me . . . I put another higher than you.”
His gaze didn’t waver. “If you’d acted as you did for Fabien, or any other man . . . yes, I would have felt betrayed. But you did as you did for your sister—out of love, out of responsibility. Out of caring. Of all men in the world, can you not see that
She looked into his eyes and did see. At last, let herself believe. “I should have trusted you—told you.”
“You were afraid for your sister.”
He bent his head and kissed her—long and deep. Making it patently clear that, to him, the matter was closed.
It was minutes later before she caught her breath enough to murmur, “You forgive me?”
Above her he paused, then touched a gentle hand to her cheek. “
In that moment she knew, not only that she loved him but why. Reaching up, she drew his head down, kissed him—delicately, tantalizingly, holding at bay the fire that was already raging between them. “I will be yours.” She whispered the words against his lips. “Always.”
No matter what was to come.
Then he withdrew, and the dance began.
Helena gave herself up to it, up to him—surrendered completely. Opened her body to him, opened her heart. Offered him her soul.
In the dark cocoon of the bed, in their mingled breaths, the shattered sobs and low groans, as their heated bodies moved together, as the pace increased and the depth of his passion and need broke over her, buffeted her, pleasured her, a deeper understanding dawned.
While surrender was her gift to him, the most coveted element she brought to his bed, possession, in turn, was his gift to her. Yet as she sensed his control slip and his desire break free, take hold, and drive him relentlessly, while she sobbed and held him to her as he plundered her body, she had to wonder who was the possessed, who the posssessor.
Neither, she concluded as the wave broke and took them. Left them gasping. As they drifted, buoyed on fading glory, she recalled what he’d stated long before. They were made for this. For each other—him for her, her for him.
Two halves of the same coin, bonded by a power not even a powerful man could break.