several years.
She'd come to that conclusion, made the resolution, by the time she climbed into their bed that night. Snuffing out the candle, she lay back, and considered the hurdles she'd decided to face with a welling sense of rightness.
One of those hurdles was gaining his agreement, his understanding, his acceptance of her help, but she was too wise, when he joined her half an hour later, to mention the matter.
He himself brought it up; halting in the dimness by the side of the bed, he reached for the tie of his robe. 'Did Anne give you any indication of how she felt about the Season — the ton?'
Eyes and the better part of her mind fully absorbed as he loosened the robe, then shrugged out of it, she murmured, 'If you mean how she feels about the subject of a husband, I don't think she does.'
He frowned, knelt on the bed, then slumped down beside her, propped on one shoulder on top of the silk sheet that covered her to her shoulders. 'Does what?'
'Have any real thoughts of a husband.' She twisted to face him. 'She's only what? Just seventeen?'
He raised his brows at her. 'You think she's too young?'
She met his gaze. 'Strange though the thought may be to you, not every girl dreams of being wed as soon as she's out.'
A moment passed, then, his gaze steady on her face, one dark brow arched higher. 'Didn't you have girlish dreams of being wed?'
She wondered if she dared tell him that the only dreams of marriage she'd ever entertained had transformed into reality. He was the only gentleman she'd ever dreamed of marrying. Nevertheless, as she felt between them the inexorable rise of the compulsion that now ruled them here, in their bed, where neither any more pretended otherwise, she was very glad — gave thanks to the gods — that she'd waited until she was twenty-three to tackle him.
'I'd be surprised if Anne doesn't have dreams of marriage, of what she wants her marriage to be. But I sincerely doubt — no, I know — that she's not yet thinking specifically about stepping into that sphere. She will when she's ready, but it won't be yet.'
He studied her face, then lightly shrugged. 'There's no need for her to do anything in that arena until she wishes to.' She smiled. 'Precisely.'
She lay still, watching, waiting, letting her gaze roam his face while heat and desire welled and swelled and grew between them. Waited for him to make the first move, confident that whatever route he chose to take, the outcome would be novel, and as exciting, fascinating, and enthralling as she wished. In this sphere, his imagination had, she suspected, no bounds. His understanding of what she would find thrilling and pleasurable had proved, thus far, to be one hundred percent reliable.
After a long moment, his lips curved; his teeth flashed as he smiled. Then he leaned closer, bent his head, and set his lips to hers.
He didn't touch her in any other way, simply kissed her — while they both lay naked with only the flimsiest barrier of silk between their heating bodies.
And the temperature steadily escalated. Rose as he demanded her mouth, then took rapaciously when she offered. Yet with not so much as a finger did he touch her.
His body was like a flame, a source of pure heat beside her; she could feel that heat, warm, alive and so well remembered, all down the length of her. Her skin itself seemed to yearn — to burn with the need to touch, and be touched.
A yearning that only grew.
Then he drew back, looked down. Hooked one long finger into the sheet, now tight about her swollen breasts; crooking his finger between her breasts, he didn't so much as graze her skin as he drew the sheet down, easing it down to her waist.
His gaze touched her face, then he bent his head. And set his lips to her nipple. He didn't touch the soft skin of her aching breasts, but only the aureole — tortured the tightly budded peak until she arched and gasped.
The instant he released her, she slumped onto her back, giving him access to her other breast. He bent his head and repeated the exquisite torture until she cried out and reached for him.
He caught her hands before she touched him, locked them both in one of his. Anchored them above her head as he reached again for the sheet, and tugged it still lower.
To her hips.
This time, when he bent his head, his tongue touched her navel. Probed, circled, probed again.
She'd never truly considered that one of those spots that could make her weep with need; with her skin on fire, with her body burning with the need to feel him against her, with that confined, restricted caress, he proved her wrong.
When he next raised his head, he drew the sheet all the way down and away. Releasing her hands, he grabbed two pillows, simultaneously moving down the bed.
'Lift your hips.'
She did, knowing full well what was coming when he stuffed both pillows beneath her. She expected him to run his hands up her legs, to caress them. Instead, he grasped her knees — lifted them up and wide as he settled between, and bent his head to her.
Covered her with his mouth, caressed her with his tongue.
She smothered her cry, suddenly unsure.
He lifted his head to murmur, 'No one can hear.'
She hauled in enough breath to ask, 'Even if I scream?'
Dark satisfaction rumbled in his voice. 'Even then.'
He bent to his task; she lay back, and let the fire wash over her. Her skin was aflame, her nerves leaping, even though he was only caressing her there, at her core. He held her knees so wide her thighs didn't touch him; she could have reached the top of his head, but it seemed more important to close her fists tight in the sheet beneath her, as if she could thus cling to her wits, to the world as he wound her tighter and tighter.
Notch by steady, knowing notch… until she fractured.
She saw stars, felt the heat and the force swirl through her body. Felt his satisfaction in the way his mouth worked on her, the way his tongue filled her.
Then the pillows were gone and he surged over her.
And he was inside her, all around her, surrounding her with heat, fire and flaming passion. He drove into her and she ignited; her skin, so long denied, like white-hot lava merging with his, her entire body hungry and greedy to touch, to take, to consume and be consumed.
She grabbed him, held him tightly.
Luc felt her nails bite as she writhed beneath him, riding the wave of ecstasy he'd conjured, as she strove as passionately, as desperately as he to reach the next pinnacle of promised delight.
Their bodies knew each other deeply, completely; they merged and fused, unrelenting in their need.
Consumed, consummating in that moment of absolute trust, of abject surrender.
And then they were there, at the highest peak of earthly delight, and the inferno took them. They gave themselves up to it, bathed in the flames, and let the glory fill them.
The moment stretched, held, then slowly faded as, locked together, they tumbled back to reality. The fire waned, until it was nothing more than glowing embers, buried inside them.
It would never be anything less — their shared hearth would never be cold, never lonely; the fire that now smoldered within would always keep them warm.
Chapter 18
The next morning saw the first of the visitations customary in county circles when welcoming a new bride into their midst. Squire Gingold and his wife led the charge, somewhat surprisingly accompanied by their two sons, both gangly youths, painfully shy.
Luc took one look at them, then sent a message summoning Portia and Penelope. Amelia, chatting with Mrs.
