Gillian decided on the hot tub house.
They had set off with Bert driving. After the coffee and doughnuts, Rick nodded off and dozed for an hour. When he awoke, they were on the Grapevine, heading down through the Tehachapis. The valley below them looked flat and endless.
In Bakersfield, they stopped at a filling station. The gas tank was only half empty, but their bladders were full. Bert used a restroom while Rick pumped gas at the self-service island. When she returned, he hurried to the men’s room.
He came back and offered to take over the driving, but Bert said that she wasn’t tired yet. “Why don’t I drive till Fresno?” she suggested. “That’s when we start east. I’ll let
“Fine. And you can navigate, since you’re the one who allegedly knows where we’re going.”
When they reached Fresno, they were ready for lunch. Bert took an off-ramp. Along the sideroad were several restaurants. Bert said that a Burger King would do nicely, but Rick talked her into Howard Johnson’s. “I’ve really got a craving for fried clams,” he told her, “and that’s a specialty at Howard Johnson’s.”
“You interested in the clams or the bar?” Bert asked.
“Both,” he admitted.
“Just remember you’ll be driving.”
Inside, they each drank a Bloody Mary while they waited for the meal to be served. Then Bert had iced tea with her clams and French fries, and Rick had a beer. He nursed the beer along, wanting another but holding back so Bert wouldn’t start to worry.
The car was stifling when they returned to it. Rick put on the air conditioner, and soon cool air was blowing against them.
Though the alcohol made him groggy for a while, it blunted his apprehension as the valley was left behind.
The land changed quickly. For a while, the road rose and dipped through brown foothills where cattle grazed. There were few trees, and only a scattering of rock. Then the rolling fields became littered with rock, and clumps jutted up like broken knobs of bone that had split the flesh of the earth. The road curved upward, a granite wall on their right, a ravine on the left. Then trees on both sides cast their deep shadows onto the pavement.
Bert asked Rick to turn off the car’s air conditioner. They both rolled their windows down. Warm air that smelled of pine rushed into the car. “Delicious,” Bert said.
She rested her elbow on the window sill, and Rick stole glances at her as he steered around the curves. Her forearm was sleek and tanned. Her face was tilted toward the window. The one eye he could see was half shut and her mouth was open slightly, smiling. The wind ruffled her hair and fluttered the open neck of her shirt.
God, she was beautiful.
In Rick’s imagination, she opened more buttons and the wind flapped her shirt open.
Then his mind strayed away from her beauty. He found himself wishing he were Bert, face to the wind, relishing the scented mountain air. She seemed untarnished, pure and free, enjoying herself like a child. Rick longed to be inside her and feel the way she must feel. There would be no worries, no knot in his stomach, only the thrill of being in the mountains at the very start of a vacation.
He could remember the way it felt to be that way. The memories made him hurt for what had been lost.
Maybe I can get some of it back, he thought. Maybe some of Bert will rub off on me.
Just don’t let me rub off on Bert. Don’t, for godsake, ruin it for her.
Bert turned her head. “I once hiked three days,” she said, “and never saw anyone. Can you imagine that? Nobody else on the trails. We camped by lakes and had them all to ourselves.”
“That does sound nice,” Rick said. “I hope we get a lake to ourselves.”
“Yeah, I bet I know what you’ve got in mind.”
“You can freeze your nuts off in those glacial lakes.”
“Not me.”
Rick laughed.
“It’s not so bad,” Bert said, “once you get used to it.”
“I was never in that long.”
“One does tend to take on a lovely shade of blue.”
“I guess we’ll find out,” Rick said. “You swim, I’ll watch you turn colors.”
“Chicken.”
“I’ll be your towel holder.”
“One doesn’t use a towel. One lies out in the sun on a flat rock.”
“That’s how it’s done, huh? Does one wear a swimming suit?”
“Not if one can help it.”
“This is sounding better and better.”
“But you’ve got to be somewhere isolated for that, so I wouldn’t count on it.”
“You mean we won’t be isolated? I thought that was the whole idea.”
“It’ll be in an area that’s pretty out of the way. I know the popular places that’ll be swarming with campers, and we’ve steered clear of those. But we won’t be in deep. Even if you do go in deep, that’s no guarantee. Just means you meet a hardier breed of hiker. We’ll probably have some company, but not much.”
“Be great if it was just you and me.”
“That, of course, is what we’ll be shooting for.” She ran a hand down his thigh, gave him a pat, then reached to the glove compartment. She took out a map. As she unfolded it, the wind snapped it taut. She lowered it against her legs.
“We almost there yet?”
“Not by a long shot. The fun hasn’t even started.”
“Which fun is that?”
“About thirty miles on an unpaved road.”
“I can hardly wait.”
“That’s the part that keeps out the riff-raff.” She spent a while studying the map. “It’s not even on here,” she said.
“Maybe it doesn’t exist.”
“Jean at the office was there last summer with her husband. They stumbled onto the road by accident and thought the area was great. I’ve got her directions.” Bert patted her breast pocket. “We’ll find it.”
A while later, dwellings began to appear among the trees on both sides of the road. Some of them looked like summer cottages Rick had known as a boy. There were a few log cabins and several A-frames. He heard the sputter of a distant chainsaw.
A sign read: Bridger Creek, Population 63, Elevation 7,300.
“We’re getting up there,” Bert said.
Bridger Creek had a crossroads. On two of the comers stood A-frame real estate offices. On another comer was the B.C. Bar with a few pickup trucks and motorcycles and off-road vehicles parked in its lot. The fourth corner was occupied by a general store with gas pumps in front.
Rick stopped beside one of the pumps. A skinny teenaged boy in bib overalls trotted down from the porch. He wore a cap with its bill at the rear. He smiled through the window at Rick. Two of his upper front teeth were missing. “Help ya?” he asked.
“Fill it up with unleaded,” Rick said.
The kid went over to the pumps.
“ ‘Duelling Banjos,’ anyone?” Rick asked.
Bert gave the side of his leg a gentle punch.
After paying for the gas, Rick moved the car to the end of the lot. They went inside the store and used the restrooms. Before leaving, they bought a bag of potato chips and two bottles of cream soda.
He drove with the bottle of soda clamped between his legs. It was cold through his trousers. The open sack of chips rested on the seat. He took turns with Bert reaching into it. Sometimes, when he was concentrating on the
