Return from the Stars

of those mysterious bottles at the hotel, in the compartment with the sign “Bathrobes.” Not only robes of that kind, but suits, socks, sweaters, underwear — everything was sprayed on. I could see how that might appeal to women, because by discharging from a few or a few dozen bottles a liquid that immediately set into fabrics with textures smooth or rough — velvet, fur, or pliable metal — they could have a new creation every time, each for one occasion only. Of course, not every woman did this for herself: there were special plasting salons (so that was what Nais did!), but the tight-fitting fashion that resulted from this process did not much appeal to me. And getting dressed by operating a siphon bottle seemed to me unnecessarily bothersome. There were a few ready-to-wear items, but they did not fit; even the largest were four sizes too small for my height and width. In the end I decided on clothes in bottles, because I saw that my shirt would not hold out much longer. Of course, I could have sent for the rest of my things from the Prometheus, but on board the ship I had had no suits or white shirts, there being little need for such in the vicinity of the Fomalhaut constellation. So I bought, in addition, a few pairs of denimlike trousers that resembled gardening overalls, only they had relatively wide legs and could be lengthened. For everything together I paid one et; that was what the trousers cost. For the rest, no charge. I asked to have the clothes sent to my hotel, and let myself be talked into going to a fashion salon, simply out of curiosity. There I was received by a fellow with the bearing of an artist, who first of all appraised me and agreed that I ought to wear loose-fitting clothes; I could see that he was not especially delighted with me. Nor was I with him. I ended up with a few sweaters, which he made for me while I waited. I stood with my arms raised and he set to work, spraying from four bottles at once. The liquid in the air, white like foam, set almost instantaneously. From it arose sweaters of various colors; one had a stripe across the chest, red on black; the most difficult part, I noticed, was finishing off the collar and sleeves. For that, skill was clearly needed.

Richer for the experience, which in any case had not cost a thing, I found myself on the street in the full noonday sun. There were fewer gleeders; above the roofs, however, were many of the cigar-shaped machines. People streamed down the escalators to the lower levels; everyone was in a hurry, only I had time. For about an hour I warmed myself in the sun, under a rhododendron with woody husks left by dead leaves, and then I returned to the hotel. In the hall downstairs I obtained an apparatus for shaving; when I began to shave in the bathroom, I noticed that i I had to bend over slightly to use the mirror, although I remembered that previously I had been able to see myself in it standing upright. The difference was minimal, but a moment before, when taking off my shirt, I had observed something strange: the shirt was shorter. As if it had shrunk. I now examined it carefully. Neither the sleeves nor the collar showed any change. I laid it on the table. It was the same shirt, and yet, when I put it en, it barely came below my waist. It was I who had changed, not the shirt. I had grown.

An absurd thought; nevertheless, it worried me. I phoned the hotel infor, requesting the address of a doctor, a specialist in cosmic medicine. I preferred not to go running to Adapt, if at all possible. After a brief silence, almost as if the automaton at the other end were hesitating, I heard the address. A doctor lived on the very same street, a few blocks down. I went to see him. A robot led me into a large, darkened room. Besides me, no one was there.

Soon the doctor entered. He looked as though he had stepped out of a family portrait in my father’s study. He was short but not slight, gray-haired; he wore a tiny white beard and gold-rimmed glasses — the first glasses I had seen on a human face since I landed. His name was Dr. Juffon.

“Hal Bregg?” he said. “Is that you?”

“It is.”

Silent, he studied me. “What’s bothering you?”

“Nothing really, doctor, it’s just that…” I told him of my strange observations.

Without a word he opened a door in front of me. I entered a small examination room. “Undress, please.”

“Everything?” I asked when only my trousers were left.

“Yes.”

He examined me naked.

“Such men as you no longer exist,” he muttered, as if to himself. He listened to my heart, putting a cold stethoscope to my chest. And in a thousand years that will not change, I thought, and the thought gave me a small pleasure. He measured my height, then told me to lie down. He inspected the scar under my right collarbone, but said nothing. He examined me for nearly an hour.

Reflexes, lung capacity, electrocardiogram — everything. When I was dressed, he sat down behind a small black desk. The drawer squeaked as he pulled it open to look for something. After all the furniture that followed a person around as if possessed, this old desk appealed to me.

“How old are you?”

I explained the situation.

“You have the body of a man in his thirties,” he said. “You hibernated?”

“Yes.”

“For long?”

“A year.”

“Why?”

“We returned on increased thrust. It was necessary to lie in water. Shock absorption, you understand, doctor, and therefore, because it would be hard to lie conscious in water for a year…”

“Of course. I thought that you had hibernated longer. We can easily subtract that year. Not forty, only thirty- nine.”

“And… the other thing?”

“That’s nothing, Bregg. How much did you have?”

“Acceleration? Two g’s.”

“So there you are. You thought that you were growing? No. You aren’t growing. It’s simply the intervertebral disks. Do you know what they are?”

“Yes, bits of cartilage in the spine…”

“Exactly. They are expanding now that you are out from under all that weight. What is your height?”

“When I took off, one hundred and ninety-seven centimeters.”

“And after that?”

“I don’t know. I didn’t measure myself; there were other things to think about, you know.”

“Now you are two meters two.”

“Marvelous,” I said, “and will this go on for long?”

“No. Probably it is all over now… How do you feel?”

“Fine.”

“Everything seems too light, doesn’t it?”

“Less and less so, now. At Adapt on Luna, they gave me pills to reduce muscle.tension.”

“They degravitized you?”

“Yes. For the first three days. They said that it was not enough after so many years; on the other hand, they didn’t want to keep us shut up any more, after everything…”

“And your state of mind?”

“Well…” I hesitated. “There are moments… I have the feeling that I’m a Neanderthal that has been brought to the city…”

“What do you intend to do?”

I told him about the villa.

“You could do worse, perhaps,” he said, “but…”

“Adapt would be better?”

“I am not saying that. You… I remember you, do you know?”

“How can that be? Surely you couldn’t be…”

“No. But I heard about you from my father. When I was twelve.”

“That must have been years after we started out,” I said. “And they still remembered us? That’s strange.”

“I don’t think so. On the contrary, it’s strange that they should have forgotten. But you knew, didn’t you, how the return would look, even though you obviously could not picture it?”

“I knew.”

“Who referred you to me?”