Duncan materialized behind her. She felt his big hands on her shoulders.
“It’s only a splinter,” she said.
“I need to take a look.”
It wasn’t how she wanted him to see them the first time, clinically, with her on her back in the rain, filling with fear. They were nice breasts, really, one of her best features. She would have liked to make him aware that a woman can blind a man with her body.
He didn’t waste time with the bra hooks. She saw the clasp knife. The elastic released. She watched his eyes. He blinked. At her beauty? At her ruin?
He lifted her breast with the fingertips of both hands, careful beyond need, though she appreciated the tenderness. Now she could feel the splinter of steel. It was lodged deep in the tissue, a metal tumor. “Can you feel it?” she pleaded. She suddenly, intensely, wanted it out of her.
He glanced up with frightened eyes. “I’m trying.” He spider-walked his fingertips across the rest of her body, probing here and there. “Tell me if this hurts,” he kept saying.
“No,” she said. “No.”
He ran his hands down each leg. Nothing broken. Only the splinter.
“Can you sit?” He lowered her shirt and fashioned a sling with his red and white
Then she saw over his shoulder. “Oh God,” she whispered.
Monkeys were flocking to the body in the tree. They were playing with it, pulling at the clothes, flopping the head. Looting him the way he had looted their city.
Duncan moved to block her view. “Stick with me, kid,” he said.
They were massing at the body, fighting over it. She’d never seen such a thing. He raised her to her feet. “I can carry you,” he said. “But it will be better if you can follow me. Can you do that?”
“We’ll be fine,” she said.
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The wind mounted, but could not penetrate the canopy. It shrieked and beat at the forest, and great whirlpools appeared among the leaves. But the membrane held, and for now they were spared the full brunt of the typhoon.
Her bleeding slowed.
Here in camp, with the terminus walls at their back, Molly felt almost sheltered. The rain didn’t drive so hard. It spilled from the canopy in long, thick, silver shafts, and funneled through the barrel of the ACAV’s machine gun like a cherub peeing. Night seemed near, but she was learning that this was a constant in the permanent twilight of day.
She lay propped on her side in the thatch hut in front of the fire that Duncan had revived with gasoline and a car flare. He was reviving it all, the whole camp, and their appearance of settling in. In fact, the fire and camp were his illusion. He intended for them to escape once darkness fell.
There were two possibilities. Either Luke had rigged the mines on his way out, trapping them inside his shell, or he was still nearby, armed with a Vietnam-vintage arsenal, playing cat and mouse with them.
“He thinks he’s God,” Duncan said to her. “Whether he’s watching or not, he thinks the walls contain us now. We’re like animals in his zoo. But even zookeepers sleep.”
But God does not, she thought to herself. From the hut, she could see the half-closed Buddha eyes looming in the forest, and they seemed menacing with their wakeful dreams.
Duncan stayed as busy as a beaver. She watched through the flames and the plumes of rain steam as he came and went, stripping the truck like a castaway. The brothers’ pit, dug to free the truck, brimmed with water now. The prow tipped higher as the truck slid backward into the earth in slow motion. With the machete, Duncan knifed open the canvas covering the truck bed, looting it from the side, lifting out whatever remained.
He brought whatever he could carry, waxy boxes full of MREs, jerry cans of fuel, shovels, axes, burlap sacks, pieces of plastic and canvas, a screen for sifting relics from dirt, even a pair of sunglasses and a set of keys from the ignition. He stockpiled it at one end of the hut or cut big leathery wild banana leaves to cover it, more stuff than two people could use in a month, much less what was left of the afternoon. She drifted in and out of sleep.
The wires of the truck spilled from one open door like colorful entrails, tangled by creeper vines tugging at them. The forest had disemboweled the beast.
“You should fix the wires,” she told him. “You can make it run.”
He bent to look at her eyes. She was cold again. Shock this time, or her fever? He wrapped a strip of canvas around her shoulders. It was hard and rough and reeked of fuel.
“The truck’s gone,” he said. “We don’t want it anyway. The road’s a mantrap. Our only way out is through the ruins and over the wall.”
Up the hundred and four stairs, through the labyrinth at night? “Are you sure?” she said.
“Up and over the mountain. While the storm’s still raging. He’ll never expect that.”
She wished he would just take her in his arms. She remembered that morning. It seemed so long ago.
He made a steeple of wood above the fire so the wet branches would dry and burn. Kleat would have been proud. Another few hours and they would have themselves an Aggie-size bonfire. He brought her a tin cup filled with hot water sprinkled with ashes. He stirred in instant coffee from an MRE.
“Rest,” he said. “Eat. Drink. Gather your strength. If I could just find the med kit. And a rifle. Just in case.”
“I know where there’s a gun.” She gave him a secret smile.
He glanced at her doubtfully. “Is that so?”
“Go to the tree,” she said. “Pull the rope to the side, toward the tree. Pull it hard.”
He wagged a finger at her, delighted by the trick. “Kleat’s gun? You said you left it in the ACAV.”
“I did. But it should slide down to you. Unless the monkeys took it.” The wicked monkeys.
“After dark,” he decided, “in case he’s watching. For now, keep up the charade. I’ll keep salvaging and gathering firewood. And you…you keep bleeding. I want him to think we’re on our last legs.”
He went back into the rain. The truck had sunk to the windshield. Duncan balanced on the hood and hit the glass with a pry bar. The windshield crazed and pouched in, and he hooked it out like a carcass. Then he lowered himself inside.
She didn’t like his disappearing into the earth this way. Minutes passed. At last some packages heaved into sight. She recognized his steel briefcase, and then came more boxes of gear and food.
He emerged through the windshield muddy and with his face beaming. He held aloft the med kit like it was the greatest treasure.
Her wound became the first order of business. He untied the sling and opened the med kit, and it even had a pair of latex gloves for him.
It was different this time. Out on the bridge, they had both been frightened. Here the moment was more considered. She watched him trying to confront her breast, and it amused her. He blinked diligently. He cleared his throat.
Part of his dismay was the forbidden fruit itself. Her areola was wide and brown, and though she was thirty- something there was still no southern drift, no stretch marks, no erosion of her supremacy.
But also he was perplexed, and she was, too. A broken bone you straightened. A cut you stitched, a burn you bandaged. But a soft breast with a tiny wound? He clenched his gloved hands.
The shrapnel seemed to have migrated deeper. Again she felt panic and loathing, and again she made herself remote from it. “It’s in there,” she said. “It’s hard to describe. I can feel the sense of it.”
He tore open a Betadine swab and painted the area orange. She feared he would make himself brusque and surgical and go digging into her flesh. Instead, he confessed.
“I don’t know what to do,” he said. “It will get infected if we leave it in there, but I’d probably infect you trying to get it out.”
In the end, he simply placed a Band-Aid over the hole and lowered her shirt and retied the sling. He
