know all the steps. Neither did I unless we got to Sarkel, the first landmark.
They saw it, of course, Vladimir and big Uncle Dobrynya. They looked from one to the other as I glanced scornfully at the vellum.
'I can take you,' I said, hoping my sweat was not visible in the dim light of that private room. 'There is no landmark on this chart.'
Silence, in which I was sure I heard men greasing a stake. Then Dobrynya rolled up the chart with brisk movements as he said: 'Of course you will.'
Now I wondered. The steppe in winter was as grey-white an emptiness as Vladimir's vellum chart and a sick chill washed me; I was loading a lot of lives and hope on those few runes I had scratched out.
Ostensibly, the Oathsworn were free to come and go — yet all had been brought into Vladimir's own hall, even Martin the monk. Dobrynya had insisted: everyone who knew anything of the matter was to be kept where they could be seen. Now Martin was thrashing around like a fish in a keep-net.
He scurried up to me in the cold light of the morning, as Olaf chucked and snapped his fingers at the unresponsive elkhound, finally following it as it wandered off.
'Which pup is taking which for a walk?' demanded Finnlaith and others laughed, though they did so when they were sure little Olaf Crowbone could not hear and none of them was ashamed of being afraid of a nine-year-old boy.
'Speaking of dogs,' growled Hauk Fast-Sailor and nodded towards the hurrying figure of the monk. I sighed; the deerhound sighed. Neither of us wanted to be bothered with this.
'You must speak to the prince,' Martin declared, his eyes wild and black from under his tangled hair and matted beard. 'I will not go on this cursed fool's errand.'
'Must I?'
'I will not go.'
I leaned slightly towards him, thinking — yet again — that I should have killed him when I had had the chance.
'Vladimir has decreed it.
'Christ will provide,' intoned Finn, in what he fondly believed was a mock of the Christ-priests. Martin savaged him with a glare, then folded his arms and stuck his chin out until his beard bristled.
'I will not go.'
'Then stay and sit on a sharp stick,' Kvasir said with a shrug, raising his head slightly from repairing the strap. 'You mistake us for folk who worry about you.'
'This is no matter of mine,' Martin insisted. His ruined mouth made white foam at the corners. 'I want no share in this silver foolishness.'
'Good,' grunted Finn morosely, 'then we'll take your share. If any of us get a share at all, that is.'
He shot me a knowing look but, to my surprise, it was Martin who managed to knock him off his perch.
'Why do you want it, this silver?' he snapped.
Finn blinked owlishly, for it was clearly a stupid question, which he said, then added: 'A hoard of silver? Why would you
'For what it can buy?' countered Martin. 'The fine food, the best drink and the most beautiful of women. And so you have them all — what then, Finn Horsehead?'
'A magnificent sword,' commented Pai wistfully. 'Fine furs for a cloak.'
'Ships,' Jon Asanes threw in, grinning.
Martin nodded, but Finn was frowning.
'Until you have them all and more,' the monk said, flecks spilling from his ruined mouth. 'Then what? More of it until you puke and your prick drops off? What is the use of a magnificent sword if you never use it for raiding, eh Finn? Yet what is the point of raiding if you already have all you can want and more?'
'Ha,' said Red Njal, waving one hand dismissively. 'You are a Christ-priest, so what do you know of such things? You want riches, too — that spear is your hoard. Deceit sleeps with greed, as my granny used to say.'
Martin's glance was sour, then he turned it back on Finn.
'I know it is no good thing for folk such as you to end your days bent-backed and stumbling with age, drooling on a bench and wondering if you have hidden your coin well enough to fool all the women who laugh because you can do nothing with them now, while your sons conspire and cannot wait for you to die.'
That straw-death vision silenced everyone and I was surprised to see something slither across Finn's face that I had never seen before.
Fear.
Into that long, painful silence, Jon Asanes offered: 'You will still have to go, I am thinking.'
'I will not go,' Martin said stiffly.
'Say that once more, you streak of piss and I will make it come true — you will stay here forever,' growled Red Njal. 'Put to the sword those that disagree, said my granny and she had the right of it there, for sure.'
'I am, at one and same moment,' chuckled Gyrth, 'both sorrowed and glad that I never met this granny of yours.'
'You will go,' I answered Martin, staring back into the black coals of his eyes. 'I have a stick that you will follow.'
He blinked, hesitated. His face twitched, but a new hook was in and deeper than any. 'You promised me the Holy Spear for what I told you,' he snapped, hoarse with anger, trembling with it, so that his fingers shook and clenched.
'Things change. I don't care if you end up spitted, but Vladimir thinks you belong to me and so I am responsible. You will put no-one at risk. Obey me and you will get your little stick at the end.'
'Disobey,' added Runolf Harelip with a twisted smile, 'and you get a little stick
Martin sucked in breath as if it pained him, while everyone else laughed.
'Am I to believe this promise above the last?'
'I swear it, as Odin is my witness.'
He sneered out a black grin. 'You swore that before, on your pagan amulet in the square in Novgorod. You swore to give me Christ's Holy Lance in return for the news I brought you. Is this new oath any better than that one?'
My head jerked at that — who was he to dare accuse the jarl of the Oathsworn that he did not hold to any oaths? I leaned over and opened my sea chest, drew out a cloak, the runed sabre and the wrapped bundle that he wanted. He was fixed by the sight of it and his tongue darted like a snake's. I almost waved it back and forth to see if he would follow it with his eyes.
'I promised you your silly spear and so you will have it. I did not say when.'
I dropped it in the tall, narrow sea chest and slammed the lid, so that he jumped with the bang of it. His eyes were poison pools, but I held the stare, for I hated him enough in return.
'If you run,' I said. 'We will bear the hurt of it and Vladimir and his uncle will hunt you down with all the power they have. So will Oleg. So will Jaropolk. All of them will want what you know and all of them will stake you out rather than have you tell the others.'
'But I know
'You think they would believe me? Anyway — you know what Eldgrim and Cod-Biter remembered. It is not as good as what I know, but it is good enough for Vladimir to keep you close. You know too much, monk — even Lambisson will want you dead now Little Vlad only keeps you alive now because you are a holy man and he fears the curse of your White Christ if he has you killed.'
He blinked once or twice. Then his shoulders slumped as the weight of what he knew to be true crushed him. The safest place was with us, even if it meant coming into the steppe snows of the Great White. More than all that, he would follow the spear, snuffling for it like a dog after a bitch in heat.
'Anyway,' said Gyrth, wandering into the middle of this tense moment to peer hopefully in the pot and hunker by the fire, 'it is worse than that for you, monk. The White Christ followers are never staked here.'