confident tone he continued: 'There’s no reason to be afraid. They're only trying to frighten the demonstrators'.
Swallowing because her mouth felt dry, she remarked, 'I'm afraid they'll attack peaceful citizens in their homes'.
He thought for a little while about what she had said. Then he murmured, 'Of course not… If their goal had been to attack the houses, they wouldn't have waited there quietly this long'. He was not totally sure about his statement but thought it was the best thing to say.
His mother came back with yet another question: 'How long will they stay here with us?'
He replied with a blank stare, 'Who knows?… They've pitched tents, so they're not leaving soon'.
He noticed that she was addressing questions to him as though he were a military commander. He looked at her affectionately and did not let her see the ironic smile that had formed on his pale lips. He thought for a moment about teasing her, but the situation was distressing enough to deter him. He became serious once more. Similarly, when Yasin recounted one of their father’s exploits to him, the very nature of the anecdote would make him want to laugh, but the anxiety that afflicted him whenever he learned something about the hidden side of his father’s character would restrain him.
They heard footsteps hurrying toward them. Then Yasin, followed immediately by Zaynab, stormed into the room. His eyes looked swollen and his hair was disheveled. He shouted, 'Have you seen the English?'
Zaynab cried out, 'I'm the one who heard them. So I looked out the window and saw them. Then I woke up Mr. Yasin'.
Yasin continued: 'I knocked on Father’s door until he woke up, so I could tell him. When he saw them himself he ordered that no one should leave the house and that the bolt on the door should not be opened. But what are they doing?… What can we do?… Isn't there a government in this country to protect us?'
Fahmy told him, 'I don't think they'll interfere with anyone except the demonstrators'.
'But how long are we going to remain captives in our houses?… These houses are full of women and children. How can they set up encampments here?'
Fahmy muttered uneasily, 'Nothing’s happening to us that isn't happening to everyone else. Let’s be patient and wait'.
Zaynab protested nervously, 'All we hear or see anymore is something frightening or sad. God damn the bastards'.
At that point, Kamal opened his eyes. He looked with astonishment at all the people unexpectedly assembled in his room. He sat up in bed and looked inquisitively at his mother, who went to him and patted his large head with her cold hand. Then in a whisper she recited the opening prayer of the Qur'an, while her thoughts wandered off.
The boy asked, 'Why are you all here?'
His mother wanted to break the news to him in the nicest way, and so she said gently, 'You won't be going to school today'.
He asked with delight, 'Because of the demonstrations?'
Fahmy replied a bit sharply, 'The English are blocking the road'.
Kamal felt he had discovered the secret that had brought them all together. He looked at their faces with dismay. Then he ran to the window and looked for a long time through the blind. When he returned, he remarked uneasily, 'The rifles are in groups of four'. He looked at Fahmy as though pleading for help. He stammered fearfully, 'Will they kill us?'
'They won't kill anyone. They've come to pursue the demonstrators'.
There was a short period of silence. Then the boy commented, as though to himself, 'What handsome faces they have!'
Fahmy asked him sarcastically, 'Do you really like their looks?'
Kamal replied innocently, 'A lot. I imagined they'd look like devils'.
Fahmy said bitterly, 'Who knows?… perhaps if you saw some devils you'd think they were handsome'.
The bolt on the door was not pulled back that day. None of the windows overlooking the street was opened, not even to freshen the air or let in sunlight. For the first time ever, al-Sayyid Ahmad conducted a conversation at the breakfast table. He said, in a voice that implied he knew what he was talking about, that the English were going to take strong measures to stop the demonstrations and that it was for this reason they had occupied the areas where most of the demonstrations had taken place. He said he had decided they would stay home all day until matters became clearer.
Al-Sayyid Ahmad was able to speak with confidence and preserve his customary awesome appearance. Thus he prevented anyone from discerning the anxiety that had afflicted him since he had hopped out of bed in response to Yasin’s knocks.
It was also the first time that Fahmy had dared question one of his father’s ideas. He remarked politely, 'But, Father, the school may think I'm one of the strikers if I stay home'.
Al-Sayyid Ahmad naturally knew nothing of his son’s participation in the demonstrations. He replied, 'Necessity has its own laws. Your brother as a civil servant is in more jeopardy than you are, but you both have a clear excuse'.
Fahmy was not courageous enough to ask his father a second time. He was afraid of angering him and found his father’s order forbidding him to leave the house an excuse that eased his conscience for not going into the streets occupied by soldiers thirsty for the blood of students.
The breakfast group broke up. Al-Sayyid Ahmad retired to his room. The mother and Zaynab were soon busy with their daily chores. Since it was a sunny day with warm spring breezes, one of the last of March, the three brothers went up on the roof, where they sat under the arbor of hyacinth beans and jasmine. Kamal got interested in the chickens and settled down by their coop. He scattered grain for them and then chased them, delighted with their squawking. He picked up the eggs he found.
His brothers began to discuss the thrilling news that was spreading by word of mouth. A revolution was raging in all areas of the Nile Valley from the extreme north to the extreme south. Fahmy recounted what he knew about the railroads and telegraph and telephone lines being cut, the outbreak of demonstrations in different provinces, the battles between the English and the revolutionaries, the massacres, the martyrs, the nationalist funerals with processions with tens of coffins at a time, and the capital city with its students, workers, and attorneys on strike, where transportation was limited to carts. He remarked heatedly, 'Is this really a revolution? Let them kill as many as their savagery dictates. Death only invigorates us'.
Yasin, shaking his head in wonder, observed, 'I wouldn't have thought our people had this kind of fighting spirit'.
Fahmy seemed to have forgotten how close he had been to despair shortly before the outbreak of the revolution, when it took him by surprise with its convulsions and dazzled him with its light. He now asserted, 'The nation’s filled with a spirit of eternal struggle flaming throughout its body stretched from Aswan to the Mediterranean Sea. The English only stirred it up. It’s blazing away now and will never die out'.
There was a smile on Yasin’s lips when he observed, 'Even the women have organized a demonstration'.
Fahmy then recited verses from the poem by the Egyptian author Hafiz Ibrahim about the ladies' demonstration:
