part of the household. A lifelong companion, she had shared Amina's good and bad times and had been absorbed into the family, so that she identified with all their joys and sorrows.
They were silent for a time, as though the song had distracted them. Then Na'ima said, 'I saw my friend Salma in the street today. She was in grade school with me. Next year she's going to sit for the baccalaureate examination.'
Aisha commented with annoyance, 'If only your grandfather had let you stay in school, you would have surpassed her. But he refused!'
The protest implied by Aisha's final phrase did not escape her mother, who said, 'Her grandfather has his ideas, which he won't abandon. Would you have wanted her to pursue her studies, despite the effort involved, when she's a delicate darling who can't stand fatigue?'
Aisha shook her head without speaking, but Na'ima said with regret, 'I wish 1 had finished my education. All the girls study today, just like boys.'
Umm Hanafi observed scornfully, 'They study because they can't find a bridegroom. But a beauty like you …'
Amina nodded her head in agreement and said, 'You're educated, young lady. You have the grade school certificate. Since you won't need to find a job, what more than that would you want? Let's pray that God will strengthen you, clothe your captivating beauty with health, and put some meat and fat on your bones.'
Aisha retorted sharply, 'I want her to be healthy, not fat. Obesity's a defect, especially in girls. Her mother was the outstanding beauty of her day, and she wasn't fat.'
Smiling, Amina said gently, 'It's true, Na'ima, your mother was the most beautiful girl of her day.'
Aisha sighed and said, 'And then she became the cautionary tale of her day.'
Umm Hanafi murmured, 'May our Lord bring you happiness with Na'ima.'
Patting the girl affectionately on the back, Amina said, 'Amen, Lord of the universe.'
They fell silent again as they listened to a new voice sing, 'I want to see you every day.'
Then the door of the house opened and closed. Umm Hanafi said, 'My master'. She rose and rushed out of the room to turn on the staii-way light.
They soon heard the customary taps of his walking stick. When he appeared at the entrance to the sitting room, they all stood up politely. Breathing heavily, he gazed at them a moment before saying, 'Good evening.'
They replied in unison, 'Good evening to you.'
Amina went to his room to put on the light, and he trailed after her, exuding an aura of dignified old age.
He sat down to regain his breath. It was only nine o'clock. He was dressed as elegantly as ever. His broadcloth cloak, striped silk caftan, and silk scarf were of the same type as before, but the white in his hair, his gray mustache, his slender, 'deserted' body, and his early return were all symptomatic of a new era. Another novel development was the bowl of yogurt and the orange prepared for his supper. He had to avoid alcohol, the appetizershe ate when drinking, red meat, and eggs. Still, the sparkle in his wice blue eyes indicated that his desire for life had not flagged.
He proceeded to remove his clothes with Amina's assistance as usual. Then he put on a wool nightshirt, wrapped up in a robe, donned a skullcap, and sat down cross-legged on the sofa. Amina seived him supper on a tray, and he ate without enthusiasm. Afterward she gave him a glass half filled with water, to which he added six drops from a bottle of medicine. He got it down with a frowning expression of disgust. Then he mumbled, 'Thanks to God, Lord of the universe.'
His doctor had frequently told him that the medicine was a temporary measure but that this new diet would be permanent. The physician had often cautioned him against being reckless or neglectful, for his high blood pressure had become severe, affecting his heart. Experience had taught al-Sayyid Ahmad to heed these instructions, because he had suffered whenever he had ignored them. Every time he had exceeded the limits, he had paid the price. He had finally been forced to give in, eating or drinking only what he was supposed to and coming home by nine. His heart had not given up hope that, by whatever means, he would regain hishealth and enjoy a pleasant, quiet existence, even though his past life had disappeared forever.
He listened with pleasure to the song coming from the radio. Seated on the pallet, Amina was talking about the cold and the rain that had poured down before noon. Paying no attention to her, he commented happily, 'I heard that some of the old songs will be broadcast tonight.'
The woman smiled appreciatively, since she liked that kind of music, perhaps most of all because her husband did. Delight sparkled for a few moments in the man's eyes before giving way to listlessness. He could no longer enjoy happy feelings unreservedly without having them suddenly turn sour on him. A confrontation with the facts would awaken him from his happy dream, as reality impinged on him from every direction. The past was nothing but a dream. What occasion was there for joy, when the days of fellowship, musical ecstasy, and health had departed forever? Delicious food and drink had vanished along with his well-being. Once he had strutted across the earth like a camel, his laughter reverberating from deep inside him, and dawn had found him intoxicated with all sorts of delights. Now he was obliged to return home from his soirees at nine so he could be in bed by ten, and the amountshe ate, drank, and walked were carefully prescribed.
He was the heart and the mainstay of this household, which time had afflicted with sorrows. The wretched Aisha was a thorn in his flesh, for he was incapable of mending the shreds of her life. He could hardly feel comfortable about her condition, since the morrow might find her miserably alone, without a father or a mother. He was also anxious about his own health, which was threatened by various complications of high blood pressure. What he feared most was having his strength fail him, so that he would be forced to lie in bed like a dead man. This had happened to many of his friends and loved ones. These thoughts hovered around him like flies, and he sought refuge with God from their evil torment. Yes, he would hear the old songs and fall asleep to their melodies.
'Leave the radio on even after I'm asleep.'
She nodded her head with smiling agreement. Then he sighed and continued: 'The stairs are really hard on me!'
'Rest at the landings, sir.'
'But it's so humid in the stairwell. What cursed weather we're having this winter…'. Then he asked, 'I bet you visited al-Husayn as usual despite the cold.'
She answered shyly and uneasily, 'Hardships seem trivial when I visit him, sir.'
'It's all my fault!'
Trying to appease him, she added, 'I walk around the holy tomb and pray for your health and well- being.'
He was in urgent need of sincere prayers. Every good thing in life had been denied him. Even the cold shower with which he always refreshed his body had been forbidden him, since it was said to be dangerous for his arteries. 'God have mercy on us,' he thought, 'when everything good becomes harmful.'
They soon heard the door of the house slam shut. Raising her eyes, Amina murmured, 'Kamal.'
In a few minutes their son entered the room in his black overcoat, which revealed how thin and tall he was. He looked at his father through gold-rimmed glasses. A compact, bushy black mustache lent him a dignified and manly air. He leaned over to greet his father.
Al-Sayyid Ahmad invited him to sit down and as usual asked with a smile, 'Where have you been, Professor?'
Kamal loved this gracious, affectionate tone, which his father had only recently adopted with him. Taking a seat on the sofa, he answered, 'I was at the coffeehouse with some friends.'
What sort of friends would they be? Kamal appeared exceptionally serious, sober, and dignified for his age, spending most of his evenings in his study. What a difference there was between him and Yasin! Of course, each had his defects. Still smiling, al-Sayyid Ahmad asked, 'Did you attend the Wafd Party congress today?'
'Yes. We heard a speech from the leader, Mustafa al-Nahhas. It was a memorable day.'
'I was told it would be an important event but wasn't able to go. I gave rny ticket to one of my friends. My health's no longer up to the fatigue.'
Overcome by sympathetic affection, Kamal stammered, 'May our Lord strengthen you.'
'Weren't there any incidents?'
'No. The day passed peacefully. For a change, the police were co>nteni: to watch.'
The man nodded his head with relief. Then in a tone of voice that indicated the special significance he
