life, Abd al-Muni'm had offered an eloquent defense, setting his grandfather's mind at ease, while arousing in the patriarch feelings of both admiration and contempt. So today the schoolboy was getting married, while Kamal had not yet thought of it — although al-Sayyid Ahmad had once refused even to announce the engagement of his late son Fahmy, who had died before enjoying the prime of his youth. The cosmos seemed to have turned upside down. Another extraordinary world had sprung up in its place.
'We're strangers even among our own kinsfolk,' he thought. 'Today, schoolboys marry. Who knows what they'll do tomorrow?'
In the parlor, Khadija was concluding a lengthy monologue: 'And that's why we moved everyone out of the second floor. Tonight it will look its best when it receives the newlyweds.'
Yasin told her impishly, 'You have everything it takes to be an outstanding mother-in-law. But you'll be unable to exploit your extraordinary talents with this bride.'
Although she fully understood his allusion, she ignored it and said, 'The bride is my daughter and my sister's daughter.'
To soften the impact of Yasin's jest, Zanuba commented, 'Mrs. Khadija is a perfect lady'. Khadija thanked her. Despite a secret dislike for this sister-in-law, Khadija responded thankfully and respectfully to her ingratiating remarks, for Yasin's sake.
Karima at ten was already pretty enough for Yasin to make proud forecasts about her future feminine charms. Abd al-Muni'm was cotiversing with his grandmother, Amina, who was always impressed by his piety. She would occasionally interrupt his comments to invoke God's blessings on him.
Kamal teased Ahmad: 'Are you getting married next year?'
'Unless I follow your example, Uncle.'
Zanuba, who was listening, said, 'If Mr. Kamal will give me permission, I promise to have him married off in a matter of days.'
Pointing to himself, Yasin said, 'I'm ready to let you find a bride for me.'
Shaking her head scornfully, she replied, 'You've been married more than enough. You've had your share of brides and your brother's share too.'
Attracted by the topic of this conversation, Amina told Zanuba, 'If you get Kamal married, I'll trill with joy for the first time in my life.'
When he tried to picture his mother trilling joyfully, Kamal laughed. Then he imagined himself in the place of Abd al-Muni'm, waiting for the Islamic notary, and fell silent. The thought of marriage stirred up a whirlpool of emotions deep inside him as surely as winter's humidity troubles the breathing of an asthmatic. Although he categorically rejected the idea of marriage, he could not ignore it. His heart was free, but he found this emptiness as nerve-racking as being in love. If he did decide to marry now, his only recourse would be the traditional process beginning with a matchmaker and ending with a household, children, and immersion in the mechanics of daily life. After that, no matter how much a person wanted to, he would scarcely be able to find time for reflection. Kamal would always view marriage with a strange mixture of longing and aversion.
'The end of your life will be nothing but loneliness and despair,' he warned himself.
The truly happy person that day was Aisha. For the first time in nine years she had put on a pretty dress and had braided her hair. Now with dreamy eyes she was looking at her daughter, who was as beautiful as a moonbeam. As her tears began to flow, Aisha hid her own pale withered face from her daughter. At that moment, finding her weeping, Amina gave Aisha a critical look and said, 'It's not right for Na'ima to leave the house with a sad heart.'
Aisha sobbed, 'Don't you see that she's alone today, without a father or a brother?'
Amina replied, 'That makes her mother all the more important. May our Lord grant the mother a long life, for the girl's sake… and she's going to her aunt and uncle. Besides, she has God, the creator of the whole universe, to watch over her.'
Drying her eyes, Aisha said, 'From daybreak on, I'm inundated with memories of my departed loved ones. I can see their faces. Once she's gone I'll be all alone.'
Amina scolded her, 'You're not alone!'
Na'ima patted her mother's cheek and asked, 'How can I leave you, Mama?'
Aisha smiled and answered sympathetically, 'Your new household will show you how.'
Na'ima said anxiously, 'You'll visit every day. You've avoided going anywhere near Sugar Street, but from now on you'll have to change that.'
'Of course. Do you doubt it?'
Then Kamal came to tell them, 'Get ready. The marriage clerk has arrived.'
His eyes fastened on Na'ima admiringly. 'How beautiful, delicate, and ethereal,' he thought. 'What role can animal desires and needs play in this exquisite creature?'
On learning that the marriage contract had been executed, they all exchanged congratulations. Then a shrieking trill of joy shattered the somber decorum of the household and reverberated through its still reaches. Their astonished faces discovered Umm Hanafi standing at the end of the sitting room.
When it was time for the dinner banquet and the guests started making their way to the table, Aisha found that she had no appetite and felt depressed, for she could think of nothing but the imminent separation.
Umm Hanafi announced that Shaykh Mutawalli Abd al-Samad was sitting on the ground in the courtyard and that he had asked for some supper, especially for a good selection from the different meat dishes. Al-Sayyid Ahmad laughed and ordered her to prepare a tray and carry it to him. Immediately thereafter, they heard the shaykh's voice calling up from the courtyard, praying that his beloved Ahmad ibn Abd al-Jawad would have a long life. He could also be heard asking the names of al-Sayyid Ahmad's children and grandchildren so he could offer prayers on their behalf too.
Smiling, al-Sayyid Ahmad commented, 'What a pity! Shaykh Mutawalli has forgotten your names. May God be indulgent with the infirmities of old age.'
Ibrahim Shawkat said, 'He's a hundred, isn't he?'
Ahmad Abd al-Jawad agreed. Then the shaykh's voice cried out, 'In the name of the martyr al-Husayn, be generous with the meat.'
Al-Sayyid laughed and said, 'His holy powers are concentrated on meat today.'
When it was time to say farewell, Kamal went down to the courtyard before the others to avoid the spectacle. Although Na'ima was only moving to Sugar Street, that deeply troubled her heart and her mother's. Kamal himself felt skeptical about this wedding, for he doubted that Na'ima was strong enough for married life. In the courtyard he saw Shaykh Mutawalli Abd al-Samad sitting on the ground under the electric light attached to the wall of the house to illuminate the area. The old man's legs were stretched out, and he had removed his sandals. Wearing a discolored white shirt that went down to his ankles and a white skullcap, he leaned against the wall as if sleeping off his meal. Kamal noticed water flowing down the man's legs and realized that he was incontinent. Resounding like a whistle, the man's breathing was clearly audible. Kamal stared at him with a mixture of disdain and disgust. Then a thought made him smile in spite of himself. He reflected, 'Perhaps in 1830 he was a pampered child.'
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The very next day Aisha went to call at Sugar Street. During the nine previous years, except for a few visits to Palace of Desire Alley when Yasin had lost a child, she had left the old house only to visit the cemetery. She stopped for a moment at the entrance to look around, and her eyes filled with tears. Uthman's and Muhammad's feet had frequently run and skipped there by the doorway. The courtyard had once been decorated for her glorious wedding. That was the reception room where Khalil had smoked his water pipe and played backgammon or dominoes. Here the sweet fragrance of the past was redolent of lost love and tenderness. She had been so joyful that her happiness had been proverbial. Called the merry soprano, she had been accused of flirting with her mirror and of consorting with her dressing table. Her husband had uttered sweet nothings and the children had scampered about … in those bygone days. She dried her eyes so she would not meet the bride that way. These eyes were still blue, even though the eyelashes had fallen out and the eyelids seemed withered. She found the apartment newly
