Finnikin of the Rock

small and vulnerable where she stood, surrounded by all five of them, and then she pointed east, her hand shaking.

'Get back on the horse, Evanjalin,' Trevanion said wearily.

She shook her head. 'I go east,' she said.

No one moved or spoke.

'We go north to the Valley,' Finnikin said firmly. 'And you don't have a choice. Get on the horse, Evanjalin.'

She shook her head again. 'If it's sedition you accuse me of, stop me with a dagger. If not, I go east. The gods whisper words to me as I sleep, telling us to take a path that makes sense only to them. But I trust it.'

'Ah, the privilege of the gods whispering in your ears,' he mocked. 'Did you have to bleed for that, Evanjalin?'

The pain in her eyes was real. 'The gods whispered to you once, Finnikin. And you listened. But they are proud and refuse to speak to those who do not believe that there is something out there mightier than the minds and intellect of mortals.'

But his heart could not be moved, and he turned his back on her. He could hear the crunch of the leaves as she walked and he dared not move until the sound faded away.

Froi slipped off Finnikin's horse, quietly looking up at him and then the others before turning in the direction Evanjalin had taken. He removed his bedroll from the saddle and placed it on his shoulder.

'She and me? We the same in some fings. We live. The others, those orphan kids, they dead. Because she and me, we want to live and we do anyfing to make that happen. That's the difference between us and others. I seen them. I seen Lumaterans die, and you know what I do to live? Anyfing. Do you hear me? I do anyfing. Just like her.'

Froi turned and followed Evanjalin, and this time it seemed he understood exactly which path he was taking.

One mile from their homeland, Finnikin stopped. In front of him stood the ridge. From there, it would be possible to see the Valley of Tranquillity, which had once seemed like a carpet of lushness leading to Lumatere's main gate. He imagined what it would be like to see inside the kingdom, all the way to the rock of three wonders, where once he made a pledge with his two friends, believing in their omnipotence. That they could save their world. His scar throbbed with pain as if the blood they had sacrificed ten years ago had seeped into the earth and was welcoming him home. Home.

'Finn? It's just over the ridge,' Trevanion said.

Finnikin swung off his horse and stared up at the last place he had ever worshipped his goddess. 'Take the priest-king,' he said quietly. 'Our people need him in the Valley.'

'And you?' Trevanion asked.

Finnikin shook his head. 'I just want to sit for a while.'

Trevanion walked up beside him. 'I'll sit with you.'

'No.' He shook his head emphatically. 'The people will want to see the captain of the Guard. They need that hope if they have already returned.'

Finnikin turned to the priest-king, who sat astride Perri's horse. There was a look of intense sadness on the old man's face. 'Blessed Barakah, what does the word resurdus mean in the ancient language?' he asked, already knowing the answer.

'King,' the old man replied.

Finnikin nodded.

Trevanion mounted his horse again. 'Climb your rock, Finn,' he said firmly. 'When you return, I'll be waiting here.'

Finnikin walked toward the ridge, then stopped as Perri spoke.

'Warrior. Guide.'

Finnikin turned and met Perri's eyes.

'I had a... friend once who knew the language of the ancients,' he said, his face impassive. 'I asked her what the word for 'warrior' was. It was the only word I cared to learn. Resurdus. In the time when the gods walked the earth, a king was a warrior. But in other dialects it meant guide.'

Finnikin stared after them as they rode away. Then he began to climb. He had promised the goddess a sacrifice if she allowed Evanjalin to live, and there on the ridge he pierced his old wound and watched it bleed, his mind growing light.

Dark will guide the light, and our resurdus will rise.

He made a pledge to honor the prophecy that may have always been meant for him.

But there were no visions, and no sense of peace or euphoria.

The goddess was angry.

Her message was clear.

It was not enough.

It was almost dark when he climbed down from the ridge. Waiting with his father were Perri and Moss and Sir Topher. Finnikin swung onto his horse. Without speaking, he turned its head away from the Valley of Tranquillity and took the path the priest-king had said would be their salvation paved with blood. The path to the novice Evanjalin.

And without questioning his decision, the others followed.

Chapter 21

They traveled through the night and by sunrise reached the tunnel that separated Belegonia from neighboring Osteria. It was a pass carved inside one of the mountains, hacked out of the granite over the centuries. Finnikin was the first to lead his horse through the low narrow entrance, placing his hands on the stone around his head to guide him. The ground was littered with fallen rocks, and his ankle twisted continuously on its awkward angles. When the light hit his eyes on the other side, the pain was intense, but he gulped the air with a hunger that came from a profound sense of relief.

The Osterian capital was the closest to Lumatere. The two kingdoms were the smallest in the land and less than a day's ride from each other. As they rode over the hills from the west, Finnikin caught sight of the turrets of the Osterian palace in the distance. The small palace lay in a valley in the center of the kingdom, encircled by sixteen hills, which served to protect it from Belegonia to its west, Sorel to its south, and Charyn to its north and east. Finnikin knew the Osterian hills were home to several ethnic communities that had enjoyed autonomy since the time of the gods. They were watched over by a number of sentinels whose job it was to keep peace within the land, but Finnikin suspected that the sentinels were also there to keep an eye on Charyn, which lay beyond a narrow river to the north.

'So where can you be, Evanjalin?' Sir Topher asked as they rested their horses in one of the valleys. Finnikin had been surprised to find his mentor waiting with Trevanion, Perri, and Moss the previous evening. As the new leader of Lumatere, he would be better protected in the Valley under the watch of the Guard. But Sir Topher had been determined to find Evanjalin and Froi, and at times during their short journey to Osteria, Finnikin had seen the censure in his mentor's eyes.

'She lied about the king,' Finnikin said quietly as the other men separated to see what they could discover beyond the northern hills.

Sir Topher did not speak for a moment. So much had changed since they climbed the rock to the cloister in Sendecane months before. Too much had happened, more emotions than they had felt between them in the last ten years.

'You wanted Balthazar to be alive, Finnikin,' he said gently. 'He was a beloved friend, and in the mind of the child you were at the time, he seemed a mighty warrior who could conquer anything.'

Finnikin felt naive and foolish. 'I know it doesn't seem possible that one so young could have lived through such terrible events, Sir Topher. But Evanjalin and Froi and even I have been in situations of grave danger, and we lived. So I believed that he would too. That somehow he endured what took place in the Forest of Lumatere that