‘We caught three,’ Vestie exclaimed. ‘We caught them together.’
‘You did not,’ Lucian mocked, desperate to know more about their savage neighbour.
‘I did, too,’ she said indignantly. ‘Can I play with her again?’
‘No, my love,’ Beatriss said. ‘We’re going home to Fenton in a few days. You’ve given us quite a scare.’
‘I told her about Millie and how I left her behind in my bed.’
Lucian was confused. ‘Millie?’
‘Her doll,’ Beatriss said. ‘I’ll go get her.’ She pressed a kiss to her daughter’s brow. ‘Don’t do this to Mama again, Vestie. You scared me today.’
When Beatriss left the room, Vestie turned to Tesadora.
‘Why can’t I take her home with us, Tesadora?’
‘We know nothing about her, minx,’ Tesadora said, picking her up and swinging her around. ‘We don’t even know her name.’
‘I think I do,’ Vestie said, indignant. ‘She’s just like Isaboe, you know. Just like her.’
‘She’s nothing like Isaboe,’ Lucian said.
Tesadora looked up at him. ‘How about you calm down the lads … and Vestie can tell me everything she knows about her new friend in the valley?’
Chapter 4
I come close to our cave with hands drenched in hare’s blood. If they feast on fresh game for the first time in weeks, perhaps things may change and their hearts will be open. But the women are speaking, they’re fighting, they’re weeping, Froi. Their stone-hearted claws scratch at me whole. Though their voices are hushed, they scream with such hate. I hear them speak words, ‘We’ll kill in her sleep.’ The little King kicks, a beat of great fear, and he begs me to run from these wretches of malice. The Mont’s wife, she sees me, her face speaks of shame, and the hares in my hand are hurled in my fury.
And I run and I run, and I think of the girl child, the one they call Visti, and the trust in her eyes. I think of her voice, so much like Regina, my sister beloved who’s left me behind. But Froi, have you joined her at the lake of the half-dead? I fear that you have and she’s not sent you back. The last time I saw you, eight arrows were piercing. You couldn’t have lived; the gods aren’t that kind.
And I hide in the thistles that tear at my skin, but finally I see her, the white-headed Serker. She knows I am out here, but pretends she’s not looking. I know she is looking and pretend it’s a game. And finally I’m closer and I grip at her strange hair, the white of its strands a shroud around my fist. And my blood beats a dance because I’ve found it a kindred. So I vow to return and my smile aches my face. I know her: Tesadora. Will she love me regardless?
She knows me, she knows me, but does not turn away.
Phaedra of Alonso was running. Stumbling over an upturned stone once, twice. Praying with all her being for a glimpse of their strange princess. Up in the distance the whistle of the wind sang to her from the mountain. From Lucian’s mountain. It beckoned and taunted and she wanted to run towards it. To be enveloped in its coat of fleece and to hear its safe sounds.
And then she saw Quintana of Charyn and she stopped, almost crumbling from relief and fatigue and fear. It left room for anger, and Phaedra didn’t realise until that moment how much she disliked the Princess Abomination for what she had brought into their lives.
‘Your Highness,’ she said quietly, fearful that Donashe and his men would travel downstream and cross their path. Despite the distance from both the camp and the road to her father’s province, there was always a chance that someone would stray and discover their secret. From what Rafuel had told them, the one time he had managed to slip away since their ‘deaths’, the Monts were no longer acting as sentinels on the Lumateran side of the stream. So there was nothing to stop Donashe and his murderers from hunting in the woodlands and crossing the stream to where Phaedra and the women hid. Worse still, Rafuel had advised that one of Donashe’s men was feeling threatened by Rafuel’s presence around his leader. The man followed Rafuel and Donashe’s every move, which had made it difficult for Rafuel to slip away. So here Phaedra and the women were, a mile downstream from the Charynite valley dwellers, not knowing what was happening to their people upstream except that Phaedra’s father had stopped sending grain from Alonso.
Despite Phaedra’s warnings to stay put, the Princess crossed the stream most days. It was as if she was drawn to the Lumateran side with its gullies and tall tree canopies. The girl had a tendency to disappear for hours upon end, which unnerved them all. And then they’d be unnerved again by her return.
Phaedra didn’t know what was worse. Quintana of Charyn’s absence or presence. This afternoon’s behaviour was quite dramatic: she had tossed one of the hares at Florenza and ran off like a wild savage.
‘Her father’s daughter,’ Jorja had muttered. Jorja and her husband Harker despised the dead King more than anyone Phaedra had ever met, except for the Lumaterans.
Phaedra caught up with the Princess near a moss-covered stone.
‘You can’t wander away, Your Highness.’ Phaedra used a brisk tone, despite the fact that she was speaking to the daughter of a king. ‘We must keep to the cave. We’ve been beside ourselves with worry.’
The stare that met hers was hard and cold. Cora and the other women believed an entity inhabited Quintana of Charyn, and that deep inside, she was not quite human. It made Phaedra despair even more. What hope did Charyn have if this creature carried the first?
‘I’m the Queen, Phaedra of Alonso. Did I not mention that?’
Oh, you’ve mentioned it many, many times, Phaedra wanted to say. Once with a hand around Jorja’s neck, squeezing tight because Jorja had dared to question what type of authority the Princess had now that the King was dead.
‘And I’m not going back,’ announced the Princess or Queen or whoever she wanted to be. ‘They’ll kill me in my sleep. I heard them say.’
Phaedra sighed. ‘They said no such thing, Your Majesty.’
And there was the ice-cold stare again.
‘I heard the words,’ Quintana said, with a curl to her lip that spoke of a threat. ‘Are you calling me a liar, Phaedra of Alonso?’
Phaedra hesitated, choosing her next words wisely. ‘You frighten them,’ she finally said. ‘You snarl and rage and sometimes we believe that our sacrifice was for nothing. “She’ll kill us in our sleep.” That’s what you heard. Their fear is that you will kill us all.’
With as much courage as she could muster, Phaedra walked to the Princess and pulled her to her feet, dragging her along in much the same way she had seen a Mont mother drag her protesting boy towards the bathhouse. She was sick and tired of being the one to keep the peace between the women. It was about time everyone else did their duty. When they reached the stream, Phaedra tore a strip from Quintana’s dress and soaked it in the water, cleaning the girl’s bloodied hands and face. If Quintana of Charyn knew anything, it was how to hunt. A frightening thought in itself, but Phaedra had to admit that the hares had filled their empty stomachs for the first time in days. And there was the satisfaction of seeing one of the hares lobbed at Florenza’s nose. Jorja believed that she and her precious daughter were above everyone else, despite their journey through the sewers. ‘She was the most sought-after girl in our province,’ Jorja had boasted just the night before.
‘Yes, but where are these suitors now that Florenza has crawled through shit?’ Cora asked.
Each time Jorja and Florenza’s escape was mentioned, Florenza whimpered and made gagging sounds, and Ginny would laugh. Ginny laughed at anything that was mean. Phaedra had learned to dislike them all since their so-called deaths. If she had to hear Jorja boast, or Florenza whimper, or Cora mock, or Ginny being snide one more time, she’d find a hare or two to throw at them all herself.
‘What are you smiling about?’ the Princess asked, breaking Phaedra’s thoughts. Quintana sat on one of the stepping stones in the stream and Phaedra had no choice but to squat beside her. She felt the skirt of her dress soak, but refused to allow her discomfort to show.
‘It’s a grimace, not a smile,’ Phaedra said.
‘It was a smile.’
